When Love Should Determine
Chapter 90

Larissa grimaced in pain after washing her mother's wounds. Presumably the pain experienced by his mother turned to attack him. A very painful pain.

There's nothing he can do. Even the pain medication he took did not have any effect. He could only cry to endure the pain. Use a pillow to relieve pain.

Amidst the sudden pain....

Brakkkk

Hamzah appeared along with the opening of the door. "What's up, Encus? tanyanya's worried.

Hamzah woke up with Larissa when he heard the screams of Bu Ani earlier. But he just kept quiet and let his wife show his service to his biological mother.

But suddenly he saw Larissa stop and ran into the room. He rushed to his wife because he felt that something was not right.

It is also true Hamzah's assumption. As soon as he opened the door, he saw his wife crying while holding his chest which had been operated on a while ago.

"I feel very sick, Entik. It felt like being squeezed firmly and pulled. The pain was felt all the way to the back," he complained with tears.

Hamzah approached Larissa and again asked, "Why do you suddenly feel pain? Aren't you okay?."

"I don't know either, Entik! When wiping the wound of the mother was suddenly my chest immediately painful. I don't know why either."

Hamzah pengghela breathed heavily. "Try here I wipe your back. Maybe that way the pain can be a little less."

Larissa changed her sitting position to her husband's back. Slowly Hamzah rubbed his wife's back with a downward movement. He said, "From now on, you don't have to do anything if your mother screams in pain. Let me take care of him."

"But, Entik, I can't bear to see it. I also want to be devoted to my mother."

"Why do you show your devotion to mom if you end up in pain yourself. Think of your own health!."

Larissa was silent and just lowered her head. "Then what should I do? Should I just let mom be in pain? What do people say they know?."

Hamzah breathed a heavy sigh. "Don't I tell you I'll take care of your mother. You just focus on your own health. And as for people's opinions, you don't have to care what they say. Because they never know what's really going on."

"All right! I will try" said Larissa Lirih.

Hamzah knew that Larissa only half-heartedly said she would try. As a child would want to be devoted to his mother, especially at a time like this. He also tried to understand her. "I understand that you want to serve your mother, and I never forbid you. But for now, focus on your health. You've only just recovered, haven't you?."

"You don't worry, Entik. I know what you mean, and I never blame you for this. I thank you for taking care of my mother. "

The touch of Hamzah on the surface of the skin feels so comfortable. Until slowly the pain that Larissa felt began to disappear. "Is it still painful?" asked Hamzah after a while.

Larissa shook her head. "No, Entik. The pain is no longer felt."

Hamzah stopped his hand and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. The glass was placed in front of his wife. "Here, drink!."

Larissa took the glass from her husband's hand and drank the contents partially. "spend!" hamzah cried when he saw his wife did not spend his drink.

Larissa also spent the rest of the drinking water and returned the glass to her husband. "It's over!."

Larissa complied and immediately broke down the body. Hamzah pulled a blanket for his wife to the chest limit. A kiss he landed on the forehead of his beloved wife. "Sleep! I'm gonna go out for a second."

"What do you want?" asked Larissa. Hand held by the husband so as not to leave.

"I'm gonna smoke a little outside. My head's a little dizzy. I'll be back here again."

"But not for long. I don't want to sleep alone."

Hamzah nodded his head. "Yes, I won't be long. Now you go to sleep, yeah!."

Larissa nodded and began to close her eyes. Hamzah went out of the room to smoke and remove the dizziness on his head.

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Days pass. Hamzah kept his word to care for Larissa's mother whose condition was increasingly concerning. She did not let Larissa touch her mother for fear that she would end up with herself groaning in pain as she had.

In the middle of the night, Larissa woke up to the sound of her mother's screams of pain. It felt like he woke up then and did something that could ease his mother's pain. But the words of the husband who had warned him not to come closer made him stop doing his intentions.

Larissa turned to look at Hamzah. It felt like waking up the husband who was asleep beside him. But when he saw his tired face, he did not have the heart and did not do it. Moreover, he knew that since then Hamzah had fallen awake because he heard the voice of his mother's screams. Larissa decided to go back to sleep and pretended not to hear her mother scream.

Instead of stopping, Bu Ani actually shouted increasingly loudly calling her son. Even this time it was accompanied by words of oath. "Larissa, how you. Already know people in pain even left alone.just look, you will be qualified later!."

Tests....

A single tear fell from Larissa's eye patch. He can only stroke the chest to hear the oath of absorption issued by his mother. "I'm sorry, mother. Really, I never meant to ignore you. I also want to do something to ease your pain. But how else, my own condition is not possible to do that," he said lirih. "Oh Allah, forgive me. You know everything.

Eventually, Larissa woke up her husband. "Wake up, Entik, mother screams in pain again. As strong as his energy he hid his sadness.

Hamzah gasped as Larissa shook her arm. His head was a little dizzy, especially he had just closed his eyes for a few minutes. "Huh...what's up? what did you say?" he said in the midst of a consciousness that had not yet been perfectly gathered. He did not hear his wife's words.

"Mother screams in pain again, Entik. May I come closer to ease her pain?" said Larissa, repeating her words again. This time, however, it was accompanied by a plea.

"No need! Let me just."

"But you look so tired, Entik."

"It's okay, I'm fine. What matters is that you're okay."

Hamzah rubbed his slightly tired face then got up and immediately approached Bu Ani in her room. "What's up, Mom? ask him while memxguap wide.

Seeing Hamzah's arrival, instead of talking well, Bu Ani even angry at him. "Called from earlier nongol already know people are sick even left."

I want to feel angry and back. But Hamzah tried to restrain himself. "I just slept for a while, mom. Didn't you just keep calling me?."

"Already, don't talk much. Quickly do something to ease this pain."

Although a little arrogant because it has been rumored but Hamzah still do what he usually does to relieve the pain that Bu Ani feels.