When Love Should Determine
Chapter 20

In this pregnancy, Larissa experienced morning sickness. He complained of dizziness, nausea and vomiting throughout the day. In her previous pregnancy, she had never experienced this. He was even very happy at the time.

As was the case this morning, Larissa again experienced nausea and vomiting. His body went limp because it did not release anything while vomiting, only clear liquid came out from inside his stomach. He almost fainted in the bathroom so limp.

Trudging, Larissa returned to her room. But before he got to the room, the nausea came back.

Larissa ran to the bathroom again. He pulled out all his stomach. He almost slipped if only his hands were not immediately holding on to the bathroom tub.

Larissa called her husband for help. Hamzah came and massaged Larissa's neck with ogah-ogahan. Even he looks disgusted when he sees Larissa removing her entrails.

The incident repeated several times. Hamzah got tired of constantly doing the same thing.

Larissa looked disappointed at her husband's attitude. He complained, "Yank, I've been nauseous and vomiting. I even smell rice and vomit. I haven't eaten anything in the morning. But why don't you even care?."

Immediately Hamzah rose from his sleep and became angry. "In this world many women are pregnant. But there's nothing as troublesome as you are" cried beaver.

Sontak Larissa is soaring. She did not expect her husband to say the words of the bicycle. "Yank, pregnant women are different. One woman is not the same as another woman. Don't you take it for granted "Larissa said with tears in her eyes.

"Don't be different women, one woman who is pregnant repeatedly is not the same innate. If you don't believe me, ask your mother. Is the innate when pregnant you, with when pregnant your sister is the same or not?."

Hamzah fell silent, unable to answer, because he did not have an answer to the question asked by his wife.

"I'm so disappointed in you!."

Larissa did not care anymore with Hamzah who was still filled with anger. He's sick, he's tired, he's disappointed. He chose to leave the house, heading to his mother's shop. He had nowhere else to go but his mother's shop.

Larissa's face still looks swollen when she gets there. Ani asked, "Why are you crying?."

"Sick, mom!" answer Larissa briefly.

Hearing Larissa's reply, Bu Ani thought that the pain Larissa meant was being sick from being pregnant. He even blasphemed Larissa. "The pregnant man is sick. That's why you should never fight the old man!" said cynical.

Larissa was getting hurt hearing her mother's words. Intentions came to the stall to calm down, but the mother blasphemed him instead.

With tears in her tears of frustration, Larissa said, "Mom, I'm not sick because of my pregnancy. I'm sick because of Hamzah's attitude to me!."

"You mean?" asked Bu Ani not understanding.

Larissa told him everything that happened to her this morning. It also recounts how viciously Hamzah insulted him.

Larissa never told him how Hamzah behaved to her. He even tends to cover it from his mother. She did not want her mother to hate her husband more. But now, all he reveals. He couldn't bear to hold everything alone. Especially in pregnancy as it is now.

Ms. Ani shook her head when she heard everything Larissa said. He could not believe that his son had been suffering all this time. "You're patient, son!" said it.

When Hamzah's aunt came across. He saw when Larissa was crying. He didn't hear what Larissa said. But he misunderstood. She thought Larissa was complaining about Hamzah to her mother. Even more painful, he complained to Hamzah without first finding out the truth.

Hearing his aunt's complaint, Hamzah grew angry. He called his wife in the shop. "Larissa, go home now!" he said with a red face.

Larissa was terrified at seeing Hamzah's anger. He was behind his mother. But her mother convinced her to follow her husband. "Go, son. Meet your husband. Solve the problems that occur between you" he said.

"I'm scared, Mom!" larissa said trembling.

"Calm down, son, nothing will happen" Bu Ani assured.

Gathering all the courage, Larissa finally followed Hamzah to go home.

Arriving at Hamzah's house immediately vented all his anger. "What do you mean crying in front of your mother like that?" his yell.

"What do you mean, yank? I don't understand" Larissa said, trying to stay calm. He did not know if the aunt had complained about the incident at the stall earlier in Hamzah.

"All right, don't pretend. Aunty saw yourself crying before your mother."

Now Larissa understood why Hamzah was so angry with her. But he tried to cover it all up. "I was crying because I was sick. That's nothing more" Larissa replied.

"Don't lie to you. There was no way you would cry like that if it was just because you were sick. There must be something you're hiding from me, right?" hamzah.

"I'm not lying, yank. I'm not hiding anything from you" Larissa replied with a trembling body. He was very surprised when Hamzah snapped at him earlier.

"Well, if you don't answer. I'm gonna get out of here. I don't want to live with a drama lady!."

"Don't be like this, Yank. I beg!" larissa Lament. He groaned and rested at Hamzah's feet. But Hamzah even threw Larissa's body to make it fall down.

Regardless of Larissa's wailing, Hamzah stuffed her clothes into the bag. Then he soon passed leaving Larissa.

Larissa can't do much. He could not prevent Hamza from leaving. Only tears are flowing more and more.

After her husband died, Larissa decided to go to the stall again. He wanted to let out all the tightness that filled his chest cavity.

Arriving at the stall, Larissa told her everything that happened at home to her mother. She no longer cared if her mother hated her husband. His heart was broken, wounded, and disillusioned at Hamzah's attitude towards him. He no longer knows what to do now.

Seeing the wounds on his son, Bu Ani was angry. "Basic male evil. He could have treated my daughter like this. Moreover, she was carrying her child!."

"Larissa, it's better now that you just drop your contents. After all, your gestational age is also very young. After that, I got divorced from Hamza. I don't want to see you treated like that."

"You are beautiful and young. I'm sure you can get a better man."