Followed by the Chaotic Creature
chapter 120
Huh! Right, as a sister I should have been on her side. But I cornered him. I think after that he hated me. Actuallyno. He kept bothering me, harassing me.
"Cellins! Let's play!" That's what he says every time he sees me. If I close my eyes, his voice will not only ring in my head but also in my ears.
My heart hurts, unfortunately I don't know where I got hurt. My eyes were pushy, until grain by tear my eyes fell soaked the picture book on my lap.
It feels tight, so it is difficult to breathe. My chest was gripped by anger and guilt. When I heard my father's story about the birth of both of us, about Celena having to endure the pain of sacrificing her kidneys for me, and now I might have sacrificed her to save my life.
I was the one who should have died in that fire, for Rabbit would definitely not let go of the opportunity to take my soul as payment for all my requests. But I survived. However, the Rabbit never appeared in front of me again. The reason is because Celena has replaced me.
That's why we couldn't find Celena. Because Rabbit has brought it. Celena's not dead, she's alive. If I can find Rabbit back then Celena will be back too.
That is, for many years I kept looking for the rabbit trail. I also found out all about Rabbit and where it came from. Even now it doesn't matter because I just want my brother back.
I overheard a conversation the kids at school had about a doll that could grant their wishes. I listened carefully, observed the slightest incident in school and finally the wait was not in vain.
I observed one by one the children carrying the doll, and finally the doll fell into the hands of Lisa.
Lisa, is the most timid kid I know. Somehow the reaction was so rabbit woke up later. I kept watching him from the side of the road near his house, through the open window of his room.
Especially my mother who always misunderstands me as Celena.
I went to Celena's room. We styled it exactly the same as when Celena was still around. Because I'm sure he'll be back. So did his things, his clothes, none of which were thrown away.
Although everyone said that my sister left in the fire, my parents and I believed Celena was still alive. As long as we don't find the body, we'll keep thinking of it as alive.
The front door bell rang. Mommy might have gone to bed.
"Yes, one minute!" I ran down to open the door. And when I opened it I found a young girl standing in front of my house. High like me. It was like I was standing in front of a mirror and looking at my reflection.
Nah! This is not a shadow! It´s real. I subconsciously touched her cheek, and felt my palm cold.
"Diane..." The tip of my tongue was shaking calling out his name. I hugged her tightly as if afraid she would disappear again if I were to let go. The time I spent without him made me realize how much I missed him, how much I needed him.
Celena's not just my twin sister the rope is also half my soul. And we were very close even in the womb.