
Honey, not always everything went well, I caught him buying leaked answers for the exam in three days. I warned you not to do that. But he insisted on doing it. If I had stayed silent, I would have been blamed by her father. My father's job will be threatened. I had to report to his father.
What I don't understand at the same time is that someone reported what the school did and it wasn't me!
We had a big fight. Maiya accused me of betraying her by reporting her to the school. Even though I insist on denying he still doesn't believe me. Our relationship also broke down. I think as time goes by he will forget about the matter.
In fact, he even used negligence to trap me. I'm being accused of a theft I didn't commit. I should have been free because my fingerprints weren't found on the stolen thing. But why am I still locked up?
I finally know the answer to why I'm still in custody. Three days after I was arrested Maiya's father came to me. He asked me to confess to a theft I didn't commit. It was all done clearing Maiya's name and freeing her from the police investigation.
Crazy one! How could I admit it!
"Well, this is to pay all your father's debts. I am willing to abolish that as long as you obey all my words. I'll also pay bail to get you released. You just follow my words as usual. Wasn't it because you were my submissive to choose you as my daughter's friend. Because you're gonna do everything for my daughter."
That day I realized I wasn't Maiya's friend. She didn't pay me to befriend her daughter, but bought me to be her daughter's toy doll. Which he could sacrifice at any time.
I had no choice but to accept it. Your family already owes too much to Maiya's family without me noticing. I have to hold all this.
Even when my scholarship cancellation letter reached my hands, I could only cry. I had to endure what my friends did to me at school. I had to survive the townspeople who kept talking about me. Did Maiya do all this? I can't believe Maiya did all this to me. Just because I betrayed her once she retorted back to me dozens of times more hurtfully.
I don't want to see him, I don't want to talk to him anymore. But when my father died, my defenses collapsed. I've lost everything, until my father became his victim, I even threatened to be expelled from school. All because of Maiya and her family.
And Maiya came to me with just an apology? How could I forgive him after what he did! Sorry won't be enough to bring my father back. Sorry I can't recover my good name either. My life is ruined because of it. I hate it with all my feelings.
I tried to kill him but was always thwarted by Arya and my brother. I can't bear all this anymore. I'm tired of hearing people's scorn. I can't even get out of the house. I finally chose to end my useless life.
I thought I was dead when I found my surroundings turning white. I ended up in the hospital. Over the years I have undergone rehabilitation and several surgeries to repair my face. I started a new life in a strange city with my grandparents.
I continued my studies until college. I think I'm happy. But the heart still feels empty. I heard the news of Maiya's death but it didn't mean anything. Am I happy or feeling sad?
In my dreams, I repeatedly killed Maiya, but it all felt hollow in the end. Sometimes I still hear Maiya's voice calling my name. How many times have I been to the doctor their responses are all the same.
I'm sure I'll get the answer if I see you again. If God really wants us to meet each other then we will definitely meet even though our nature is different. With that confidence I came back to this school to meet you, Maiya!
I've been walking around on the floor, but still haven't found Maiya's spirit figure. I decided to go up to the 3rd floor. In her class I saw a shadow of someone but didn't know who. It was too dark for me to recognize that figure.
I stood at the end of the second floor stairs. There was someone beside me standing near me.
"Your-te you!!" His heavy voice whispering in my ear made me turn away. The figure of a woman in uniform with scratches on her face like claw marks, her big eyeballs staring fixedly at me. Even with his appearance like that I can still recognize him.
"Maiya..?"
His claw-like hand was raised upwards and ready to swing towards me. At the same time someone pulled my hand away from her.
"Run!" The girl held my hand, took me running. The me who still hadn't woken up from my shock seeing Maiya, could only follow her.
I looked back. Maiya still did not move from her place. He was silent for a moment before finally growling furiously and chasing after us.
"That's Maiya?" I murmured as if I couldn't believe what I saw.
The Maiya I remember had a beautiful face and liked to laugh, liked to joke, although she was selfish and angry, I never saw her hit or hurt anyone else. Why did he become like this?
My cheeks were warmed by my melted tears. I cried? When was the last time I cried? Since that day I have never cried again. I always laugh when I am not happy or happy. I don't feel any fear. Some of my emotions are gone and I feel empty.
I watch a lot of videos from drama, comedy to horror, none of which affect my emotions. Every time I go to the doctor, the questions they ask are always the same.
"Has anyone you loved recently died? When was the last time you heard of grief?"
The person I loved the last to die was my father. But the last sad news I received came from Maiya. Brother said he killed himself because he felt responsible for my death. Police said before the suicide he had injured his own face.
Unknowingly I stopped my steps until it left the child in front of me confused. He kept calling out to me but his voice I no longer heard. I turned to look towards Maiya who was coming towards me.
The scratches on his face did not scare me but felt painful. How much pain did he endure all of that before his death? Why did he hurt himself like that?Is it just to get sorry from me?
My eyes were pushy, all spinning in my head. All the memories that had happened, all the words I heard, were mixed up stirring up my whole emotion.
When Maiya attacked me, my knees dropped me to the floor.
"Let'soo!" my tears broke into a scream that tore through the night. I don't care what Maiya does anymore. I can't see him anymore. I just cry while covering my face.