Behind The Lies

Behind The Lies
Still Honey


Actually for last night's incident Ashilla felt guilty for deciding Space. Maybe Angkasa was right if he was just an emotion.


“Meet him,” Unanjar. A few days ago after returning home from the hospital Angkasa met him and told him of his intention to marry Ashilla immediately.


Ganjar had been wanting to marry them for a long time. Ashilla is not ready.


Slowly Ashilla got off the bed, then went to the bathroom. While Ganjar himself returned to the living room to meet the Space.


“Newly wake up,” said Ganjar to the man sitting on the sofa.


“He's fine, ‘kan, Opa?”


“Good, just complaining not feeling well a little.”


Space seems so tense. She was afraid she could not repair her relationship with Ashilla.


“All will be well, Opa has spoken to him.”


The space is getting tense. He repeatedly sloshed his throat. Trying to ease that feeling. Whether or not he can live his life is over if his relationship with Ashilla ends.


Waiting up to thirty minutes, Ashilla finally came out in neat clothes and it made Angkasa feel that Ashilla was ready to go and fulfill his plans last night.


“Ya already then, Opa stay.” Ganjar got up and left the couple.


“You want to go with me?” ask Space slowly.


“Ngak. I have another show.”


“We talked last night if we want to go today.”


“Nevent so.”


Suddenly a sad look was drawn on the face of Space. He's not good at persuading Ashilla. Moreover, this is the first time Ashilla asked to break up after a year of dating. A year of friends, a year of dating and maybe a natural feeling if he wants to spend the rest of his life with Ashilla.


Unthinkingly, Angkasa knelt in front of the woman while grabbing her hand. “Please excuse me. I'll do whatever you want, just never ask to break up.”


Ashilla sighed.


“Darling, what should I do?”


“You should apologize and thank Iyash,” Ashilla said slowly.


“Iya.” Slowly the space rises. “But you're sorry about me, ‘right? We didn't break up, ‘kan?”


Ashilla nodded.


The sky smiled and immediately hugged him. “Opa you're right that everything will be fine. Thank you, I love you.”


Slowly Ashilla smiled and returned Space's embrace. It is undeniable that he still loves that man. During these two years Angkasa was the one who gave him comfort as both friend, best friend and even lover.


It feels like last night was just an error, Ashilla does not need to enlarge the situation, she may know enough how the association of Space with her friends.


“Opa ask me to take you to a courtesy event,” said Angkasa shortly after he let go of his embrace.


Ashilla nodded. Angkasa himself immediately said goodbye to Ganjar when the old man had just returned.


“We leave now, Opa.”


“Iya carefully. Please take care of Opa's grandson. Don't make him upset again, afraid not later there will be no more opportunities for you.”


“Siap, Opa.” Angkasa quickly linked the fingers on Ashilla's dentures. “Then we leave Opa, assalamualaikum.”


“Waalaikumsalam.”


The couple walked out. Angkasa very carefully opened the car door for Ashilla, then held her hand and helped the woman down the three steps of the stairs.


“Excessive, kayak to a pregnant woman,” snorted Ashilla while getting in the car.


“We marry first, only later you get pregnant.” Space rotated and entered from another door. After both are in the car Angkasa staring fixed both eyes Ashilla. “Honey, I–” He paused his own sentence. “I want–” His heart is anchored. Why was the big plan he wanted to say easier to convey to Ganjar than to Ashilla, but Ashilla himself was in the big plan.


“Not.” Space quickly put on a seat belt and began to gas slowly.


Slowly the car left the courtyard of Ganjar's house.


“Where did you sleep last night?” ask Space for pleasantries.


“Thanks,” lies Ashilla. Though several times he dreamed about a little child drowning in the river, even after dawn he dreamed of it again.


“I can't sleep,” Space complained. “Mikirin you continue, and want to be early in the morning to be able to fix everything.”


Ashilla's heart is beating.


“You sure you didn't think of me?”


“I?”


“Iya.” Space takes a breath. “I was afraid when you asked to break up, I don't think I know the purpose of my life because for two years my goal was just you.”


Ashilla termangu's. He was indeed lucky because Angkasa really sincerely loved him. “I'm sorry.”


“Ngak-no. You are not wrong, you may just khilaf.”


Ashilla smiled knot. Space could think so.


“Darling, I ask you not to ask to break up from me.”


Hearing Space's request, Ashilla turned her head. “As long as you don't betray me, I might survive, but once you do, I won't think twice about breaking up from you.”


Suddenly, the throat felt dry. He washed it with great difficulty. “What can I do without you. Stupid if I had to betray a woman as good as you.”


“Awas only.” Ashilla might be worth being vigilant in light of what Sarah said last night. It could happen, even if he does not want to, but maybe Sarah will not give up to destroy the relationship.


“If I wanted to betray, I might have done it a long time ago. There are a lot of sexy women in your Mama's place, but none of them attract my heart, Shill.”


“Iya. I've heard you say that often.”


Space smile. “There are many things you forget, but I am grateful you still remember about it.”


“How can I forget, you keep repeating that sentence.”


“I know you're jealous of Sarah, but as long as you know, the models in my workplace are much prettier and sexier than Sarah, if I want to I've done it with them.”


Ashilla sighed. He remains afraid, because last night's event still he can not forget. Sarah's every word seemed so convincing.


“Please don't think about what you shouldn't think,” ask Angkasa while stepping on the brake and stopping in front of a parlor. “Here, ‘kan?”


“Iya.”


Ashilla quickly unlocks her seatbelt, but Angkasa holds her hand. “Say that you really love me.”


“Iya, you already know that.”


“Ear I want to hear it.”


“Lain times.” Ashilla got out of the car and Angkasa was stunned in her seat.


Ashilla is presented with a view of the building workers. His eyes looked for a man who had given him a foreign kiss. But not finding it. He was shocked when suddenly Space was already beside him.


“I know you are looking for Iyash here, ‘kan?”


“You promised to apologize and thank him.”


“Iya, I haven't forgotten, Darling.”


“Thank God, now you come with me.” Ashilla walked ahead and Angkasa quickly caught up with her. The woman went to see Marwan and of course she got a warm welcome from the caretaker.