MUSE
S3 ~ DIET

THE MUSE S3

EPISODE 104

S3 \~ DIET

\~ The scorching morning sun, the smell of sweat, and also the roaring heartbeat excite me.\~

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The incoming sunlight illuminated every corner of my room. I reassembled my consciousness as the sheen of its rays began to pierce the eyes. The sun had risen, and I fell asleep.

As I yawned and stretched my hand I realized something.

“Leon?!!” I'm looking for his whereabouts. We slept in the same bed last night.

Empty, Leon's back at his house. Or even he has gone to his hometown. Duh, Kanna!! You're such a fool, don't you promise to deliver Leon this morning?! Even wake up.

Hish...! I slept well last night, sleeping in Leon's arms was very comfortable. Oh, yeah, don't think about it, Gaes!! We just slept together.

“Hihihi...,” I involuntarily giggled as I remembered her sweet treatment last night.

“I'll call him,” I quickly dialed the phone and made a call.

“Hallo.”

“Leon!! You've already left?”

“Already, I'm already on the bus, already out of town.”

“Ah.., sorry, Leon. I woke up bad luck.”

“It’s Ok, Cimut!”

“Huft...! Why am I not built, anyway?” I asked in a disappointed tone, I was disappointed not to be able to deliver his departure. We will be separated for approximately 3 weeks.

“Your sleeping face is so pretty, I can't bear to wake her up. Anyway I was back at dawn.”

“Huft..., I want to hug you, Leon!”

“You hugged me all night, Kanna! Are you not aware? You didn't even let me sleep on my back. My arm muscles to stiff all.”

“Really?” I shut my mouth in disbelief, and in my sleep I attacked Leon first. Crazy woman.

“Already! Shower and breakfast soon. I'll sleep on the way. Last night you made me sleepless.”

“Why?”

“Because you're so cute!”

“Leon...?!”

“Hehehe. Bye, Kanna! I love you! Don't be naughty, yes!” Leon warned me not to be naughty, am I a child?

“Often-often VC, yes! Don't be naughty too.” I said shyly, I continue to bite my nails, bad habits when gerogi or misbehavior.

“I love you - where?”

“Leon..!”

“Come, Kanna. I'd really like to hear it.”

“I..., I love you, Leon!”

“Good, girl.”

“Safe trip, Leon.”

“See you, Cimut. I’ll miss you.”

“Me too. See you, Leon.”

Tut...,

The call broke, I put my phone over my chest. I kicked my feet into the air and was overjoyed. Oh, my God, I really feel like the luckiest woman in the world.

I got up and stood in front of the mirror in the closet. Seeing my reflection in front of the glass. I took off my clothes, saw my body shape. Hah, I look really fat, really like bab1. I have to do something with my body. I need to be a woman who fits Leon.

I turned around a few times and stood in front of the mirror. My weight of 80 kg when compared to my height of 170 cm looks so full. You guys must have a hard time imagining how big I am, right? If you've seen a movie called imperfect, yes, right, I'm almost like the main character. I'm a little thinner than him, anyway.

Being a fat woman makes me look ugly when photographed, my face looks extravagant. Plus my hair type is curly and fluffy, making me look even fatter.

— MUSE S3 —

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Day after day I passed without Leon by my side. We only talk on telephones and occasionally make video calls. Although only a picture but I was very happy when I could see his longing expression to me.

“You've eaten, Kanna?”

“Already, Leon.” I lied, I was dieting.

I want to surprise her when she gets home. I try to make my body slim and beautiful. For that I do some ways;

First, I exercise to make it look firmer. I tried to run in the morning, surround the housing complex. I did the routine for at least 30 minutes. My heart was beating irregularly and my breathing felt tight. I've never done a sport other than the OR lesson hours at school. Just running a little has made me nauseous and want to vomit. But the blazing morning sun, the smell of sweat, and the roaring heartbeat excited me.

Second, I eat diet. I eat a little rice in the morning and during the day. That night I only ate fruit and also steamed vegetables. It felt so tormented, I endured hunger every night. Wanted to give up every time I saw my family having dinner together. But I got excited when I saw Leon's earrings. Come on Kanna, you're doing this not only for yourself, but for Leon as well. She must have been proud and praised you when she turned into a beautiful and slim woman.

Third, I learned to dress up. I slaughtered my bab1 piggy bank and bought some equipment and some makeup. I'm looking at blog sites on how to make makeup for beginners. I buy products according to the word web. Bb cream, face powder, blush on, eye liner, eye brown, lip tint. I follow the step by step taught by some bloggers, every day I practice. And the result, disappointing, I just got nauseous seeing my reflection in front of the mirror.

Ah, why, anyway? What's wrong? I followed all the steps, well and correctly. Is it because beauty bloggers are beautiful?

I decided to take a look at each comment below the video. Some things that need to be considered, eyebrow thickness, eye folds, and also simple contours to make it look more taper.

“What because I don't have eye creases, huh?” I tapped the ballpoint pen on my beauty journal.

I looked back at myself in front of the mirror, breeding my eyes with my fingers. Looks like I'll have to learn to make eyebrows and eye folds first.

Excitedly I went back to scrolling up my phone screen, picking out a shaver and an eyebrow-puller. I also bought eyelid glue to form eye creases. While choosing I also found that almost all women beauty models wear contact lenses to beautify their eyes, “do I also have to buy it?”

I was wondering, but my saldoku wasn't enough to buy contact lenses, so I decided to put it off.

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It didn't take long for those things to come. I immediately rushed to open the package and tried to use it. I drew an eyebrow with a print and began to tidy it up. Sometimes I shave my eyebrows, occasionally plucking them. It felt strange, my eyebrows became thin once, I looked spooky.

“Quiet, Kanna. Can be in pictures again!” I took a breath and continued my hand to tidy up the other side.

Okay, eyebrow done, now eye crease. I put a little eyelid on the eyelid that I want to shape. Clamp it gently with a spatula-like tool, but it is very small. After 5 minutes, I saw the results. Whoa!!! I nodded, my eyes a little more turned. Hm.., if I had Kalila's eyelashes, I would look like a doll at this time.

I went back to practicing make up from some videos. I apply a thin bb cream, after the pores close I pat the face powder flat to all areas of the face. Do not forget blush and lip tint coral color as the final touch.

Tara, wolaa. Eyebrows and eye folds turned out to play a role in the results of make up. What else for a thin make up like mine right now.

“Try me photo.”

“Ah..., waw!!” I propped up, my smile was too wide until I kept it closed by hand. I can't believe the pretty face on my phone screen right now. Although fat, but the woman is very cute and adorable.

“I sent to Leon, ah,” excitedly I sent the picture to Leon.

Leon:

You dress?? 🤣

Kanna:

Yes, it's vacation time

Hows it?

Am I pretty? ^^^^

Leon:

You're beautiful Kanna

The prettiest. 🥰

Kanna:

Can I upload it?

On social media.

I asked my girlfriend for permission, I didn't want her to get angry and thought I was acting coquettish.

Leon:

Be able.

Do the things that make you

Happy, Kanna.

Kanna:

Thanks, girlfriend!

Leon:

I flew straight away

Your call made me

Floating, Kanna. 😍

Kanna:

Lebay

Leon:

Sorry Kanna.

I have to help Papa and Grandpa

I'll be VC, yeah,

Kanna:

Okay

Spirit, Leon

Leon:

Bye girl 😘

Kanna:

Bye, girlfriend. 😘

I returned to smiling to myself. Fascinated by the praise of Leon, also with the results of a touch of makeup on my face.

“I uploaded, ah.”

I posted it on social media that focused on images. I have very few followers. Only about 100 people, even just school friends. I myself also do not care much about the number of followers or fame obtained.

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But that happiness didn't seem to last long, because, I was dehydrated, an acute ulcer, also a muscle weakness. I had to be rushed to the hospital because of the strict diet and strenuous exercise I was doing. My hair was falling out, my nails were cracking, and my periods were getting irregular because I was malnourished.

I didn't tell Leon. He must be angry and worried about me. I don't want to worry him. I was also afraid that he would leave me because I was reckless and had no brains.

“Hiks..., it turns out everything I do is in vain,” my tears. I felt so upset and kept on cursing myself.

I had to stay in for three days. My mom kept beating me and blaming me. Because I had to spend more to pay the hospital bills, even though my second brother needed money for college admission.

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The holidays are finally over. Instead of losing weight now I gained 2 kg because of nutrition from intravenous fluids and also vitamins given by doctors. Mama told me to spend it because it was so expensive.

And as a result, instead of getting a pretty compliment from Leon when he came back. There I even heard...,

“Wow...! You're getting fat, Kanna.”

— MUSE S3 —

Wkwkwk. pity Kanna. His efforts yielded results wider to the side.

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