MUSE
GILA

MUSE

EPISODE 24

MADCAP

\~I admired him to the point of being willing to die for him. I was obsessed with her, everything about her sounded melodious in my ears, all about her looking beautiful in my eyes.\~

I ran and kept running, I haven't given up looking for her figure. Why am I so stupid to let him see all this. My breath was wheezing, the sweat pouring out making my t-shirt wet.

“LENNA!!”

“Where are you Lenna?!” I'm yelling.

“LENNA!!”

My throat was dry from constantly calling out his name.

The rest of my energy was finally exhausted, and I still could not find his figure.

“I'm sorry, Lenna.” I muttered softly while writing a chat.

Dozens, hundreds of chat and telfone apologies never opened.

“Why don't you forgive me..? Why?” I was crying in the corner of my room.

Just this time I felt like my heart was hurting so much, when parting ways with Amanda didn't feel this painful.

—MUSE—

I looked for him at home and college. But never found it.

Until one day he showed up at the college. I ran to get close to him.

“Lenna!” I pulled Lenna's skinny arm.

Lenna remained silent, still looking down and throwing her face away.

“I'm sorry. Please don't avoid me. I can explain why.” I kept begging Lenna to let her hear my explanation.

But Lenna kept quiet, and I hate this silence.

“Better hit me and word me!! I don't want you to shut up!”

Lenna pulled out her hand, trying to break away from my grip.

“Lepasin..!” julius exclaimed suddenly, not since when this man always followed Lenna.

“I have business with, Lenna. You don't interfere!” my emotions were suddenly out of control.

So did Julius, he looked very emotional and angry. Julius raised his fist and hit me right in the face. I fell down, my head felt dizzy, but I kept trying to get up.

“Shoppers!!” objurgation.

“Damn it!” I returned it with a punch. We were both bleeding, both wounded.

Lenna pulled Julius and tried to break up our fight.

“Stop!” Lenna yelling.

“Alex, I forgive you, go!” finally Lenna opened her mouth, while holding back Julius's writhing body to come back to beat me.

“Listen to my explanation.” I tried to convince him.

“Do not approach!” Julius pulls and embraces Lenna.

I clenched my hands, holding back the emotions and jealousy that ignited.

“After what happened, we will not be able to be together. Your heart is not mine.” Lenna shed tears.

“Mine, my heart belongs to you and your heart belongs to me!”

Lenna looked at me with a smile, tears coming out of her eyes dripping softly. Seeing Lenna cry makes my heart ache again. What sin did I commit so much that it hurt her heart, the heart of my loved ones.

“I beg Lenna.” I stretched out my hand.

“I've dated Julius. Do not disturb our relationship. Stay away from me.” Lenna hugged Julius and walked away.

“What?”

That day I should not be silent. That day I was supposed to go after him, I shouldn't have given up. Because that was the last day I met Lenna before she moved in.

—MUSE—

It's been 5 years, I still can't forget Lenna.

I can only look at it from the photos of social media, magazines, advertisements and other media. Her face looks so beautiful and charming. She achieved her goal of becoming a professional model.

“You are very beautiful, Lenna.” I'm delirious.

I even mentioned his name in my night's sleep. I met him in every dream.

My heart wants to explode, it hurts so much. Miss you.

I try my hardest, work, deepen my skills, hone it to make a lot of income.

I have to take Lenna from Julius, for that I need preparation. I need to succeed, if I were just the old Alex, I wouldn't have won from Julius.

I can say I am successful in my work. I have everything, skills, certificates, art galleries, auction houses, and now I'm overflowing with material.

I have to look for him..

I have to see him..

I have to take it..

Made it mine..

The only one's mine..

People say I'm a mental disorder, I'm crazy, but if you come back to me, I'm willing to go crazy..

“Pak is his agency office & and here's the coffee you requested.” Sandra gave me a business card and a cup of coffee.

“Thank you, Sandra.” I smiled sweetly at him.

I sat back at my desk, smelling the smell of coffee as hot as it filled the room.

“Preparation of exhibitions and auction events how?” I asked, Sandra is still standing in front of me, occasionally fixing her glasses.

“Progresnya already 90%, the invitation has been spread. I have also invited Julius as you would.” Sandra gave a report.

“Good. Thank you.” I smiled again and told Sandra to come out.

I twirled the business card in my hand before deciding to contact that no.

“True I need a model. I'm secretly a fan. Hahahaha.”

“Good. Thank you.”

I'm closing the call..

Another bit..

A little more I'll see you..

Wait for me Lenna.

I'll definitely get you back.

—MUSE—

We talked a lot about our work and personal experiences. Mr. Cory looks happy and happy with the little gift I brought. I'm still waiting for Lenna's arrival at her agency's office. The agency is quite big.

“You have long admired Lenna?” ask Mr. Cory.

“Iya.”

I admired him to the point of dying for him. I was obsessed with her, everything about her sounded melodious in my ears, all about her looking beautiful in my eyes.

“Ah that she came.” Mr. Cory got up from his chair.

My heart started beating fast.

“Not met in a long time, Lenna.” I shook his hand.

His face was surprised to see me, I knew that maybe I was the one he wanted to forget the most. But I still didn't waste the chance to see him.

Because I can no longer hold back my feelings.

“A..Alex.” the voice I missed. The call that gave me the creeps.

“How are you doing Lenna?”

“Ba.baik.” Lenna pulled a hand from my grasp.

“You know each other? Good though.. Let's talk about the contract.” Mr. Cory looks happy.

I'm not hinting at her, I'd rather look at Lenna's face turning away. He threw his face away, not wanting to look at me.

My heart kept on shaking.

I swallowed my saliva a few times.

I wanted to hug her body, feel every curve of her body in my hand.I missed the sweet fragrance that smelled from her body, her warm breath and her smile. Everything was..

“I can't accept this contract.” Lenna interrupted, surprised to hear the answer.

“Lenna, what's wrong with you? It's a good offer.” Mr. Cory glared a little angrily.

“I just can't.” Lenna left the office.

I try to stay calm and sit back.

“Sorry Lenna Mr Davin. I'll persuade him.”

“Ok. Then I'm sorry.” I nodded in agreement and went out.

I sped up my steps, down the stairs chasing after Lenna who kept away. Lenna's headed for the basement car park.

“Please!” lenna shouted as I managed to grab her from behind.

“Lenna. Calm down first.” I turned his body.

“I'll scream!”

“OK I was released.” I let go of my embrace.

“You deliberately chose me as your model??”

“Iya.”

“Why?”

“I miss you Lenna.”

“Do not talk nonsense, Alex.”

“I miss you every day.”

Lenna took a few steps back.

“While I never forget you, I love you Lenna.”

“And I'm sure you still have feelings for me, the proof is that you're still avoiding me, you haven't forgiven me. Then you can't forget me yet?!” continued again. I took a few steps closer to him.

“Ngak. I just love Julius.” Lenna ran back, running towards her car.

“Why do you deny your heart?!” I chased.

TIIIN...

“Lenna watch out!” I pulled Lenna's body, almost got hit by a car.

“Hei wear eyes!!” curse the man before he drives away.

I hugged Lenna, her breath still hunting in shock.

“You okay?” tanyaku.

“Lepasin.. I'm not papa!” Lenna pushed me away.

“For a moment, let me do this. Just a moment.” I tightened my arms and held her tighter.

The smell of this sweet body, the warmth of this embrace, the sound of this heartbeat.

I've missed him..

Iwant..

I don't want to take it off..

Even if it's expensive, I'll pay it anyway.

—MUSE—

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