MUSE
S2 ~ MONTH
S2 MUSE
EPISODE 85
S2 \~ MONTH
\~ I can't help but hold back my heart when I remember what happened that night. I'm a real demon, I'm a monster. Why am I that old?! \~
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The smell of carbol was clear when I started to wake up. I opened my eyes slowly, trying to adapt to the dazzling light rays. I could faintly see the white ceiling and also the slowly swaying infusion bag. Am I in the hospital? F*ck, my head hurts so much!
“Arvin?? The arvin? You're awake, son?” my mother's voice sounded worried.
“Mama? Where am I?” I glanced around, looking at the exact stranger who did look like a hospital.
“In Hospital, Arvin. You fainted.” Mama replied. I can see her beautiful face is getting old. He kept frowning because he was worried about my situation.
“Faints?” my many. Mama nodded affirming her answer.
Ah, right, the last time I remember was me fighting with Kalila until she finally asked to break up with me.
“What day is this?”
“Senin.”
“So I fainted almost 2 days?”
“Yes, the doctor gave you a sedative. They said you were exhausted and lost a lot of blood. So it should be a lot of rest.” Mama took my hand.
“Shit!!” I swear in my heart.
It's been two days since that incident, and I can't reach Kalila. How is he doing now? Is she okay? Is he worried about me too?
“When can I go home, Ma?”
“You just realized, how can you say you want to go home?!” Angry mom.
“I'm fine,” I replied. I just want to see Kalila right away.
“Follow what doctor says, Arvin!” mama said firmly.
“Good.” I finally gave up, not wanting to make the woman who was also meaningful in my life worried.
“You want to drink?”
“Iya, Ma.”
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I was lying limp on the hospital bed. I walk empty towards the moon. The full moon looks so pretty, unfortunately it feels pale and cold. I wonder what Kalila is currently doing, is she also looking at the moon like me?
“I'm sorry, baby. I'm really sorry,” I said, I couldn't help but hold back my heart when I remembered the events of that night. I'm a real demon, I'm a monster. Why am I that old?!
— MUSE S2 —
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It turned out that my pain was a little severe as well, my HB was low. Maybe it was because I was bleeding a lot while punching that mirror, coupled with a heavy flu and rain. Not to mention that I punished myself by lingering in the cold shower all night, also the weight of the mind burden made my body even more sick.
“August, Sir. Morning, Mrs Rose.” greet Aleina. He came at 9 o'clock.
“Halo Aleina.” Mama answered her greeting.
“How are you, Mister?” Aleina approached me.
“Yeah, this is how it is,” I replied.
“Mama stay, yes, Vin.” Mom interrupted our conversation.
“Iya, Ma.” I smiled, Mom left us both.
Aleina turned the handle on the end of the bed to help me sit down. Then give a sliding table that is usually used to put food trays. Now the table is switching functions into my temporary work desk.
“Tuan Angga applied for resign yesterday, Mr.”
“Let's go,” I replied, I don't want to see his face anymore either.
“It bank transaction details.”
“Iya, continue?”
“It budget details and cash management.”
“Ck, it hurts still a lot of work!” mumamku.
“Ck, whose fault is CEO?!” reply Aleina.
“The more days you look more like Noah!!” sindirku.
“Your phone is heavily damaged Mr. I'm ordering a new phone for you.”
I slammed my phone for being too emotional. My phone is designed specifically, so inevitably it takes time to order it.
“Find me a regular phone first, Na.”
“Good, Mr.”
Aleina smiled and tidied up all the documents on the table. I am still studying financial reports. Somehow the financial statements that are usually easy to digest become so complicated. My brain prefers to think about how Kalila is doing right now.
“Aleina, do you know how Kalila is doing?”
“He works as usual in cafe, Mr.”
“Is she okay?”
“Then I can't answer it.”
“Did he come here when I fainted?”
Geck... Geck... Geck...
Our conversation stopped when we heard a knock on the door.
“I'll open it, Mr.” Aleina moved from where she stood to open the door.
“Nona Diana.”
“I came to see Arvin.”
Aleina turned her head as a gesture asking for my answer, and I nodded giving her permission.
“Please enter, Miss.” Aleina let Diana in.
Diana came carrying a parcel of fruits, Aleina received it from the hands of Diana's driver. He put a fruit parcel on the guest table.
“I'm sorry, Mr.” said to Aleina after taking all her documents.
“Iya,” answer.
“How are you doing, Vin?” diana asked after sitting on the bench beside my bed.
“Yes this way,” I replied.
“You got into a fight with someone?”
“You know?”
“Seeing your wounds, anyone must know.” Diana folded her hands in front of her chest.
“Ah, true also.” I touched my face that was hurt by Angga's punch.
“So why fight?”
“Not your business.”
“Arvin, do you really have no feelings for me?”
“No, aren't you also after me just for money?” sindirku.
“True, I admit. I was after you for money and popularity.” Diana's risen.
“But after we met at that restaurant I really fell in love with you, Arvin.” Diana sat on my bed.
“You exceeded my expectations, Vin. You're an amazing man. Tanpan, established, full of dedication.” Diana stroked my face.
“Please don't do this, Diana! I'm not interested in you at all.” I'm shaking his hand.
“Aren't you afraid I'm spreading your disgrace, Vin?”
“No Diana. Just spread! Let the world know who Arvin is!” my snapping.
Diana's eyes glazed over, to her my ugliness is her Aces card to get my heart. But to me the most important thing was Kalila's feelings, and she knew all about me. So wanting Diana to spread all my disgrace is fine. At least it's just Maxsoft's stock price dropping dramatically and I can still keep it.
“You have absolutely no feelings for me, Vin?” diana asked again, now her tears were flowing. I feel so guilty, I know how sick it is to be rejected by the person you love.
“I'm sorry, Diana.”
“Hiks..,”
“Find another man better than me.”
“You're evil, Vin. If you never want to open your heart why did you come on that blind date?!”
“Sorry. At that time I had no choice.”
“Br*gsek!!” Diana hit me with her bag before she left.
“Who is that woman?” Diana stopped her steps at the door.
“What?”
“Who's that lucky lady, Vin?” diana's tone of voice still sounded stinging.
“Why do you want to know?”
“I will make him suffer for having known you.” Diana slammed the door and left with a face full of anger.
“Damn it!! Giila woman!” I slammed my head on the hospital pillow. Want to take off the infusion hose and run to chase Kalila.
I hope Diana doesn't hurt him, at least I can calm down a little bit because Diana doesn't know that she's Kalila.
— MUSE S2 —
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