MUSE
S3 ~ FROM LEON
THE MUSE S3
EPISODE 107'S
S3 \~ FROM LEON
\~ I will turn out to be beautiful and even more beautiful. Since I received all of this from Leon, I will dedicate it all to Leon.\~
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Didn't feel the time rolled so fast, now it has entered the end of the rainy season. It has been a semester and a half. I'm in class with Kalila, but she's no longer visible after the holidays. I heard Papa and his mother died. I only visited him 2 times with Leon and Angga. After that, Kalila never went to school. Sometimes I glanced at the bench beside me that was empty, I felt strange and also angry. Kalila was the only one of my friends who would sincerely befriend me. But he even left without saying goodbye to me.
Third-graders have also faced final exams. They wait for the results of the exam and while preparing for the entrance test to college. Soon Leon graduates and I'll be through a year in high school without him. Duh, it feels so annoying, I don't want to part from him. It turns out that I'm so dependent on him, I can't live without him.
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“So how did it go?” Leon patted me on the back.
“Before a while, I take a breath first.” I fanned the air towards the face, hoping to take a breath as long as possible.
“Sotted it with scales?” kikih Leon's.
“Iya, the thing I hate the most,” I said was upset.
“Come, Kanna. We should know the result.” Leon helped me climb the digital scales in front of his bathroom.
“Oke.” I put my feet up, my body trembled a little for fear, I was afraid that the result would be unsatisfactory.
The number 72.30
“72!! 8 kg, Leon!!” I cheered with excitement. I jumped into Leon's arms.
“8 kg? Whoa, emezing!! You've been trying, girl.” Leon hugged me, he praised me, making me even more proud of the results I achieved.
“All because of you, Leon. I wouldn't have been able if you hadn't helped me,” I replied with teary eyes.
I bite my lips so that the tears will not spill, but still spill, “aku cengeng, yes?”
“Not anything crybaby. I love it when you show your weak side and lean on me, Kanna.” Leon kissed my forehead.
Again, a warm taste. My body always trembles when I feel Leon's touch. Leon is everything to me.
“Kiss, yuk!” take Leon, he pulls me to sit on the couch.
We immediately let go of the longing by kissing so deeply, occasionally Leon plays his tongue in my mouth. We kissed long enough, Leon's hand stroked my lapel, it felt warm and cozy.
“It's deflated now?” godanya happy.
“Iya has shrunk,” my laughter is happy.
“But you have to give it a pause, Kanna. Diet is 6 months. Rest your body 3 months just start again.”
“Hah?? Trus if I get fat again how?”
“Getting exercise, offset by the gestures I teach. If you diet again your body can be damaged.” Leon gave me a warning.
Indeed, anyway, 6 months is the most effective period of time people go on a strict diet, after which the decline will not be as significant as before. And wrong will even damage the body, especially the digestive organs.
“Alright,” nod me a sign of understanding.
“Good girl.” Leon pulled my chin back and pecked it many times, amusing me with his behavior.
“Leon!” my protest while giggling.
Leon let go of his kiss and sat up straight.
“Oh, yes, Kanna. I want to say something.” Leon's face turned serious.
“What is it?”
“Hmm.., maybe I won't continue college. I'm going to Japan to hone my skills making ceramics.”
DEG...,
It was like a big rock on my heart. Though the thought of the absence of Leon in school alone has made my heart half-dead. I was still able to calm down because we could at least meet often every day because of neighbors. But now.., though...,
“Japan???”
“Yes, I'll learn from the experts.” Leon nodded with great enthusiasm. I know Leon really likes ceramic art, but I never thought Leon was so serious about his dream.
“How long?”
“One to two years.”
Without me noticing my tears falling. I can't imagine my life without her. We even sudar together a dozen years. I see him every day. I always greet him every morning. Every night I see his back. How am I supposed to live my days without his presence?!
Yes, God can I be selfish and ask him to stay by my side?
“Kanna...? Kanna's? Why are you dumbass?”
“Leon..., don't go!”
“Kanna, just one year! We're not breaking up, just LDR.” Leon stroked my hair again.
“What does your Mama Papa know?”
“They knew, at first they were very opposed, but long ago they also collapsed. Finally, the tuition fees that they have been saving I will use to study to Jepan.” Leon got up and took me back to my house.
During that short journey I could say nothing at all. My tongue is my tongue, my heart is very troubled, I am afraid. I can't separate from him, I know but I don't dare say it.
“Come in, Kanna!” Leon took off his arm.
I was still silent when Papa suddenly came out of the house and approached the two of us.
“Night, Om.” greet Leon politely.
“Heem.” Papa was just a long gurgle in response.
“Leon says, Om.”
“Wait!! There's the Om want to know.”
“Ya?” Leon was confused, and I was confused.
“Are you two dating?”
“Papa!” my protest, Papa's question is too to the point.
“True, Om.”
“Ah, so.” Papa nodded in understanding, it seems he has no objection to me dating Leon.
“Aren't you third class?”
“Iya, right. Why, Om?”
“Where do you want to go to college?”
Leon and I immediately sat down.
“Papa can continue tomorrow only? Poor Leon should rest.” I tried to pull Papa's arm. I don't want him to trouble Leon with that question. Leon didn't want to go to college, and that must have astonished Papa.
“Why?! You're always ranked first, aren't you? You can be a doctor, a lawyer, or a businessman.” Papa raised his voice.
“I want to pursue ceramic art like my parents.” Leon said his wish with confidence. Ah, sometimes I envy her who is so radiant and has never trembled at anything.
“So artist? What do you want to feed me, Kanna?”
“Papa?!” my protest is that he shouldn't have said anything like that to Leon.
“Eating nasilah, Om.” Leon smiled, he scratched his head awkwardly.
“Basic children today! It's home!” drive Papa.
“Good, good night, Om.” says goodbye to Leon with a little respectful bow.
I walked following Papa into the house, sometimes I look back to find out his whereabouts. May his heart not be hurt by Papa's hurtful words.
“Papa doesn't like you dating her, Kanna.” Papa immediately looked up and stood in front of me.
“Emang besides Leon still no one wants the same, Kanna?” cibirku, did Papa not realize that his daughter is not a beautiful woman loved by many men.
“Yeah, let's see! If he's just an artist who can't make money like his parents, you better break up.”
“PA!!!”
“It's all for your own good, too, Kanna. Don't be a stupid girl! Do you just want to eat his handsome face and love?! You think love can make you and your kids full?” after saying that Papa immediately rushed into the room and slammed the door.
I bite my lips, I can't stand my family's current condition. Why would they so easily underestimate Leon and his family? Though my family may be much worse than Leon's.
Leon's parents weren't the ones in need. They are principled people, they put their needs above their desires. They're saving their every effort for Leon's future. They always told Leon not to waste money and food, always grateful for what he got. So Leon always saved up his pocket money as well, and chose to live as simply as possible. He knew, that his parents get every rupiah with sweat and full of struggle. No wonder Leon always appreciated all that.
So contrasted with my family who are wasteful and adherents understand hedonism. They do not hesitate to spend their salaries and income to buy branded goods. Papa and Mama used to work together, so home installments, cars, electronics, and credit cards are not so heavy. But growing older, Mama finally in PHK by the company. And then our lives started to feel heavy. Debts accumulate and installments always retreat.
My brother also spent a lot of money Papa and Mama. They want to get the best facilities and also the best boarding rooms when they study. They don't want to know how Papa and Mama make money, which is important that their living allowance be transferred in time.
Huh.... I slowly started to hate my family.
— MUSE S3 —
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3 months later...
I put thin makeup on the surface of my face. I'm starting to look a little thin compared to old times. Today I dressed up as pretty as I could because I was taking Leon to the airport. Today he went to Japan.
“Photo first, ah,” my hand swiftly took the phone and posed. Take a few pictures, look for the best angle.
I smiled with satisfaction and edited it with the beauty pict application. Makes my face thin and raises my eyes a little. I gave the filter a smooth finish and also sharpened the color.
Wolla. Lately I really like selfies and photo editing. I can find my strengths through pseudo things. Indeed what is seen in the virtual world is different from the reality.
“Don't be too clear, it will look strange,” thought I gave a taper effect on my face before uploading it.
I wrote a few short captions and also hastag themed flawless make up and then uploaded it to several social networks. Showing off my fakes and unnatural beautiful face.
“Okay, done.”
I hurried to pick up the bag and walked over to Leon who was standing in front of the house.
“Wah, beautiful! So I don't want to leave.” Leon rubbed my head, making me even sadder.
“Then don't leave!” I was washing my lips.
“Come children!! It's almost check in.” aunty Niken gave the code by tapping her watch. He told us to get in the car.
We thought Leon was holding me in the car. During the journey to the airport I could only linger on his warm arms. I hide the weight and sadness in my heart. Though the past week I began willing to release it to the land of people. But, once it was time to part I even went back to doing it like this.
“Student learning! Sporting! Don't diet carelessly! Don't misbehave! Don't lyrics another guy! Don't forget to pray! Don't forget my VC!” Leon gave me a long, long message.
“Leon...,” I hugged her waist tightly and cried sobbing in her embrace.
“Free a year, Kanna.” Leon stroked my back and put his chin on top of my head.
“You used to say that I could be selfishly extinguished?!” my many.
“Iya, why?”
“Can I be selfish with you?”
“Of course.”
“Don't go!! Don't leave me! I cannot live without you, Leon!!” I'm a little loud.
“Hahahah!” Leon laughed out loud.
“Alright, after all this is over I will never leave you again, Kanna.” Leon pinched both of my cheeks with his big, warm hands.
“Do not go!” Isakku.
“Sorry, Kanna. I have to go.” Og Leon while kissing my lips softly. The kiss felt wet, warm, and a little salty because of my tears.
I felt like I didn't want to let go of her lips, as well as her warm embrace back then. Yet.z...,
“Ehem...” deheman Aunt Niken made both of us aware.
Leon pulled his lips and wiped my tears. He kissed my forehead and hugged me so tightly. After being satisfied he rushed to hug his mother and entered the airport.
I could only see his back away. I continued to follow his footsteps from the front of the glass wall until he finally disappeared from my sight.
“Goodbye, Leon. I'll miss you.”
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One month after Leon's departure. I went back to my routine. I'm still on a healthy diet as suggested by Leon. Leon always sends me chats and reminds me of my sporting schedule. Sometimes we work together through the VC. Leon also sent me some money to buy the groceries and make up I wanted.
The more days I look more beautiful. With a touch of make up and my editing skills are growing, I began to upload a lot of photos. Now I have at least 13 thousand followers. They love my cute behavior, and how I dress myself. Thousands of thumb marks and praise comments adorned my wall chat feed.
I smiled happily, many people praised my beauty. Though I know all that is fake, all that is only edits and also fantasy make up. But it still makes me proud. For me who grew up with insults and insults, a virtual world full of praise made me forget myself. I started to get thinner and more beautiful.
Now for the first time in my life I found my purpose in life. A beauty blogger.
Yes, I will turn out to be beautiful and even more beautiful. Since I received all of this from Leon, I will dedicate it all to Leon.
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