MUSE
S2 ~ LOST
S2 MUSE
EPISODE 86
S2 \~ LOST
\~ Enough I will remember Kalila, Even if our story will only be the past, and eroded by the times. Even as charcoal wood burns to ashes and is erased by the wind, my love for you will never be extinguished... \~
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I turned the control car around the road to the Palette Cafe. I was in the hospital for a week. And today, as soon as I was allowed to go home, I immediately rushed to meet Kalila.
I miss her so much, my chest seemed to break because it held this feeling.
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Admiring you, maybe those are the words I can describe when I look at you on the glass door of the cafe. You look fine, can even smile that wide at the moment. Unfortunately, you're not smiling for me. You smile for another man.
I try to control my heart, to set my mind. Honestly seeing you smiling and laughing at her made my heart grow furious again, I was angry. But I can't go back to ruining it, ruining our relationship.
After taking seven deep breaths, I felt much better and ready to face Kalila. I got out of my car and walked towards the cafe. I'll try to talk to him again. I hope Kalila was just messing around with her request for a breakup the other day.
Krrryinggcling... 🎶
The sound of bells that always sounded when entering the cafe greeted me.
“We're closed!” exclaim Caca.
At that instant, the four of them immediately looked at me with wide eyes.
“Arvin?!” Kalila.
“You want what you came here for?” Angga. The way he looked at me was full of emotion.
“I just want to talk to Kalila.” I replied, I try to be more relaxed facing her.
“Nothing to talk about anymore!” Kalila threw out her face.
“What do you mean, Kalila? There are still many unresolved issues!” my yelling.
“No, it's over.” Kalila crying. What's actually going on? Did I make another mistake?
“You listen!! Kalila is not! So you better get out of here!” Angga.
I looked at him sharply, I clenched my hand to hold back the anger.
“Calila!!” call me.
Angga pushed my body out, and I replied to him. I pushed his body too. We exchanged a dislike view.
“Stop!! Don't fight here!!” Kalila shouted, Melody clasped her arm.
“Talk to me, Kalila. Please!” I snatched at him.
“You're deaf, huh? Kalila said no wish?!” Angga grabbed my collar.
I ran out of patience with him, I held myself back for Kalila. But this man also seemed unwilling to hold himself back. All right, if that's what he wants.
BUKS!!
I punched him in the face, he hit me back, I dodged him and punched him in the stomach again. Made him fall down. I mercilessly pulled back the collar and released another raw bogem.
“ANGGA?!” pekik Kalila's.
I pull Angga's collar, “we talk, Kalila!! Or I kill him!!”
“Well, come on, let's talk Arvin..., but please let go of Angga!!” Kalila cried and followed my words. I let go of Angga, made him fall back down.
“Kalila, no!!” Angga was still speechless, wanting me to just stick his tongue out.
The weak man who tried to defend Kalila! What could he give Kalila?
“Shut!!” I kicked Angga.
“KYAA!!” The three of them screamed in fear.
“Come, Kalila.” I extended my hand to Kalila.
With trembling Kalila received my arms. His hands were cold and sweaty. Sorry, baby I scared you back. I just want to talk to you alone, it's his fault why I'm in the way.
I pulled Kalila's hand and took her out, got into my car. I had to get her to talk without anyone bothering us anymore.
I started the engine and drove down the street in the city center. Swirling around without a definite direction and purpose. Kalila was just silent, she played her fingers while looking away towards the outside.
“I'm sorry, baby,” my voice sounded, trying to break the silence. I clasped his hand.
“I'm not a baby - you. Don't call me that name again.” Kalila pulled her hand out of my grasp.
“Kalila? Do you really want to break up with me?” I spontaneously stepped on the brake. Makes Kalila a little bounced.
TIN!!! TIIINN!!!!
The horn sound from the rear cars instantly sounded deafening.
“Street Brother!! You're interrupting the road!!” Kalila shouted, she was angry.
I got back to running my car, got into the inter-city highway. Looking for a wider and more difficult road.
“You really want to break up from me?” ask me again, I repeat the same question a second time.
“Iya, I want to break up from you!!” Kalila shouted, she looked at me with nanar. His face turned red and his tears began to flow.
“KALILA?!”
“I'm sick of you, Brother!! I'm tired!!” Kalila took off my gift bracelet and threw it at me. I can see the disappointment filling her pretty face.
“Are you disappointed to know how I am, Kalila?! Can't you accept all my flaws?”
“Really!! I hate you for never being honest with me!!”
“I'm trying, Kalila. I'm trying to be honest with you. I just want to wait for the right moment.”
“No!! You lied!!”
“Kalila, please listen to me. I love you, to me you are everything.”
“NO!! TO YOU I'M JUST A CHEAP WOMAN!!! The one you're free to sleep on whenever you need?!”
“No, you're my only love!!”
“Do not lie, Arvin!! You're engaged, aren't you!!”
“Who said that??!!”
“Twokanmu!”
“Diana?”
“Iya, Diana!!”
“And do you believe??”
“Why not?!”
“CALILA!!!”
“APA?!”
“If I'm not serious about you, why did I take you to see my parents?!!” I took a deep breath, trying to regulate my emotions.
“...” Kalila just kept quiet.
“If I had a fiancee, would I take you to see my Papa and Mama, Huh???”
Kalila remained silent, had Diana managed to instigate Kalila? Did he hurt Kalila? What did he tell Kalila? Why does Kalila hate me so much now?
“Say, Kalila!! Don't you love me anymore?!” my many.
Kalila just kept quiet, I waited for her answer with emotion.
“Say!!!”
“I no longer love you!”
“YOU LIED!!!” I know Kalila must be lying, I know she still loves me.
“I'M NOT LYING!!” Kalila was screaming.
“SAY YOU LOVE ME!!!”
I pushed the gas pedal harder, making my car go at high speed on the inter-city roads.
“ARVIN!! You're insane!! Just stop!! Don't speed!!” Kalila was scared, she grabbed my arm.
“SAY!!! TELL ME YOU LOVE ME!!” threaten me again.
Our car is still speeding, I'm still stepping on the gas deep, speeding, tucking car by car, truck by truck, bus by bus.
“SAY CALILA!!”
“STOP ARVIN!! Please!”
“SO SAY!!”
TIIIII.NN...!!!!!!!! The horn sounds.
“ARVIN!! WATCH OUT!!!!”
A truck was speeding from the opposite direction, I quickly slammed the steering wheel to avoid it, but the truck failed to brake and smashed into the left side of my car body, making us bounce. The car rolled several times towards the highway. The airbag poked out, but the glass fragments kept pouring down on us.
BRRUUUUKK!!! THE DUAR!!
My car hit a concrete roadblock and stopped rolling. I tried to gather my consciousness. Crawl out of the car. I rushed to find Kalila's whereabouts, checking her condition.
“Calila!!! Kalila!!” I saw Kalila unconscious, her beautiful face full of scratches from glass shards.
“CALILA!!!” I screamed to call his name. Slowly shake his body.
“Blood...?!” I saw my hands filled with blood, the blood coming from Kalila's stomach. His stomach was stuck in a fairly large glass.
“Kalila!! Wake, baby! Please don't leave me!” isakku.
“PLEASE!! PLEASE CALL AN AMBULANCE!!” my yell! I cried for help to the people who were swarming around us.
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I followed a series of nurses who were rubbing Kalila's body into the operating room.
“Hold Kalila, Please!!” I kept saying those words throughout our journey.
“Please wait here!” a nurse prevented me from entering the operating room.
“Please save Kalila!!”
“We will try our best.”
I fell into the cold of the hospital floor. Looking up at my hands full of Kalila's blood. I cry regretting my stupidity. What exactly are we fighting about to become like this??
Yes, God, I don't even remember what we were fighting about?!
I cried while pulling my hair, if anything happens to Kalila what should I do?!
“Master? Are you his family?” suddenly a nurse came out and called me.
“True, what is it?!” I got up and rushed to him.
“The patient was in shock, and lost a lot of blood. Our blood type A stock is exhausted, sir. Does anyone have the same blood type?”
“My blood type A, nurse. Take, sister, take as many as you need!!” my answer.
“Good, come with me, Mr.”
Because the doctor ran out of time, finally the doctor performed a blood transfusion directly. The sisters cleaned myself and changed my clothes in sterile clothes, they hooked the blood transfusion needle on the elbow of my arm and drained it on Kalila's wrist.
The coldness of the operating room made my entire body feel pained and tremble violently. I looked towards the ceiling, just a bright beam of light from the lamp. The sound of life detection devices continues to sound sloppy. Some nurses were seen pacing back and forth helping doctors handle Kalila's body.
I tilted my face to the left so I could see him. I saw Kalila lying unconscious, even though her body was covered by the green curtains of the barrier, but I could still see her face. Her beautiful face was rolled weakly helpless, her eyes were closed, her lips were paled, her entire body was filled with life-supporting hoses.
I cried when I saw it, it turned out that my soul was so broken! I cannot be healed. I am a monster indeed. I'm demons. I brought myself the woman I loved at the end of her life, just because of my uncontrollable emotions.
I just keep hurting him again and again.
I can't keep my promise not to hurt her.
Yeah, God. If I could exchange my life for his I would...
I'd rather die so he can live happily.
I glanced towards the elbow. Red blood flowed from my veins through the transfusion tube and into Kalila's veins. Now his pulse is united with mine, in every beat my heart is filled with him, in every beat his heart is filled with me.
I'm happy Kalila, as long as you can live happily.
“Master!! Be aware!! Sir!!” a nurse shook my body slowly.
Tears slowly drip from both corners of my eyes.
Lord, thank you for letting me know a woman as well as she does.
I am willing to die, Lord.
I will always remember, your beauty, your sweet smile, your sweet moans.
Ah, I'm starting to remember all the good memories of us Kalila.
About the rain that kept roaring when we first had sex that night.
About the hardships I had when I was trying to find you.
About an amazing meeting that night.
About the wonderful times I pursued your love.
About my happiness when I saw you smiling sweetly at that time.
Also our dance in the rain.
It is the rain that continues to bear witness to the love and tears of both of us, Kalila.
Now let the rain wipe away all the good memories of me in your heart, dear.
Enough of me will remember Kalila, even if our story will only be the past, and eroded by the times. Even until like charcoal wood burned to ashes and erased by the wind,
My love for you will never be extinguished...
“Master!! Be aware!!”
“Doctor....!!”
Their voices all sounded increasingly distant. Now there is only a darkness so deep that is seen before me.
Live Kalla, my love.
Be happy...
And,
Ii'm sorry...
Baby...
— MUSE S2 —
Arvin please don't leave me...
Hix..
Hix..😭
I cried bombay..
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