MUSE
S2 ~ DELETE II
S2 MUSE
EPISODE 82
S2 \~ DELETE II
\~ We both had memories, we both had relationships, we both had the same taste. Sharing the breath and togetherness. But strangely, a year with him could not beat a week with Arvin.\~
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TONG TING!!
I was still slumped under the floor and crying as the doorbell rang.
“Who's visiting?” thought wonder.
I lazily moved and peered into the small hole in the middle of the door. See who the guests come to visit me.
“Angga?”
I was shocked to see his arrival. Didn't Arvin beat him last night? Didn't he check his wound to the doctor? Why even run?
I opened the door, Angga hugged me. It made me feel a little better. Even though Angga is no longer my boyfriend, but the softness of his heart never changed.
“Sorry, Kalila.” He apologized.
I was silent for a moment, enjoying the up and down the chest of Angga who was trying to catch his breath. He helped me sit back and tried to calm me down.
“You will be fine without him, La.” he said.
“No, Ngga. Without it I am destroyed,” I replied.
I must admit I still love him so much, I can't imagine my days without him. To love her is a joy to me.
“I'll help you forget it, La.”
Angga's words make me a little better. At least I'm not alone, maybe Angga can help me erase my love for him.
“Thanks, Ngga,” I replied.
“Smile, La. I miss seeing you smile.” Angga stroked my face.
I smiled wryly, and Angga replied with a smile as well. It came to my mind that Arvin's smile was also so dazzling.
Why do I still remember it.
“You're pretty bad, Ngga. Go to the doctor!” I stroked his bruised and scarred face.
Arvin must have hit him really hard last night. I can still imagine the amount of blood that came out when the two of them smashed in front of me. Arvin did not give Angga a chance to take a break, and Angga did not seem to want to give up. My heart ached when I saw the two men who once had meaning in my life fighting, and it was because of me.
“Sorry, La. I lost to him last night. You alone I win from him, you also will not be battered like this.” Angga also stroked my bruised face from Arvin's slap last night.
“Nothing to regret, Ngga.” I threw away my face so that the touch would not hit my face again.
“You want some porridge? I'll cook it for you.” Angga.
“You're even worse than me, where might I let you cook?” I'm giggling slowly.
“Hahaha..., do we order delivery, yes?” ask Angga.
“Alright,” I replied.
We both sat on the balcony, enjoying the warm morning sunshine. The rain had subsided and the dark clouds began to disappear. I sat on the rattan chair while Angga sat between the sliding door openings. Lean on the glass partition.
We spent time in silence, enjoying a cup of tea and each of our thoughts. I was immersed in my own daydream, thinking about my next move. Will I move or stay in this apartment?
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TONG TING!!!
The sound of the doorbell broke the silence.
“That must be the porridge.” Angga got up to open the door and received food from an ojol.
“Thank you, Sir.”
“Sama-sama, Mas. Ask the five stars, yes,” the greetings before passing away.
“Come, La, we eat!” Angga called me to come in and enjoy breakfast.
I said, rushing in to help Angga prepare our meal. I took two bowls and filled each one with chicken porridge.
“I can be alone, Ngga,” reject me, I am not a disabled person, and I can still walk freely also do everything alone.
“Just wanna help, bae!” Angga sat down and put the porridge in his mouth.
“Bae??? It's been a long time that the call wasn't heard,” I told him.
“If you want I can call you that every day, Kalila.”
I just smiled knots with Angga's answer. He always called me ‘bae’ when we were dating first. But Arvin's call made me happier. Arvin always calls me ‘baby’, honestly I miss that call more right now.
Oh, Gosh.
“Why, La? Why are you crying again?” Swagger astonishment.
“No, no, I don't cry.” I shook my head slowly while wiping away the tears that began to flow.
“Kalila.”
“Sorry I have no appetite. I'll be back to rest.”
“La!!” Angga stopped me from moving, he held my hand, “eat a little!! You need energy to recuperate.”
“Angga, please! I just want to sleep,” I shed Angga's grip and free my wrist from the grip of his hand.
I went back inside my blanket. Cowering in his warmth. Trying to self-sacrifice. I also blame my own stupidity. I'm afraid I can't erase my love for her.
Angga followed my steps, he sat beside me and stroked my hair.
“I will wait for you patiently, La.”
Angga's words made me even more sad, what if it turns out that I can no longer open my heart to him?
What if I can never forget Arvin?
“I'll wait for you to open your heart again. For whatever time, I will keep waiting for you.” said Angga, he seemed to know what I was thinking.
“Thank you, Ngga.”
“Sama-sama, La.” Angga kissed my forehead slowly.
We both had memories, we both had relationships, we both had the same taste. Sharing your breath and togetherness. But strangely, a year with him could not beat a week with Arvin.
“I'm sorry, Ngga. Looks like I haven't been able to welcome that feeling back,” I thought inwardly.
— MUSE S2 —
Orchid/Arvin
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