MUSE
S5 ~ A MOTHER

S5 MUSE

EPISODE 51

S5 \~ A MOTHER

\~Let what passes be the past. Let the new promise be the guarantee of a happy life.

Let the forgiveness I give be the beginning of a new love.\~

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BELLA POVS

I came out of the ICU. Lean on the exit while staring at the ceiling of the corridor. Lucas asked me to come back with him. He promised to give Aiden a whole family.

I don't know what to answer, I don't know what to say. Actually, I've rounded up my resolve as my promise because Lucas allowed me to accompany Nick for a month. But even though I had resolved myself, my heart was still not willing to let go of Nick. I still love her.

Then came the incident tonight. Where Aiden is sick and only Lucas can help him. I realized, in every vein of Aiden there's Lucas' blood in it. I'm well aware of who Aiden needs more in his life.

I sanctify my breath, setting my heart and mind. I better hurry. I had to buy food for Lucas, he had to recover his energy after losing so much blood.

“Bella, how?” Nick ran a little towards me.

“You look tired, Nick.” I clasped Nick's hand, stroked his burn scar with my thumb. The tattoo had already disappeared, the initials KING on his hand had already disappeared.

“Not so late as you,” said Nick while stroking my face. I smiled wryly, even at times like this his attention never diminished.

“Where are you going? I'm with.”

“I want to buy milk and food for, Lucas. She must have been limp from losing two bags of blood,”.

“Ayo.” Nick took my hand, we both went down to the hospital cafeteria, where there was a mini market that was open twenty-four hours.

“Drink this, Bella. You also need power.” Nick gave me a glass of hot chocolate.

“Thanks, Nick.” Nick just nodded.

While waiting for hot food from the microwave we sat together in front of the minimarket. Sitting in silence, what is floating in each of our hearts? But to be sure, this silence is much more comfortable for us than just a word.

“Nick, i ..”

“I know, Bella,” interrupted Nick, I turned to him immediately.

Back silence. Awkward and heart-splitting.

“Is your heart as painful as mine right now, Nick?” many doubt. Guilt runs through my whole heart.

“Sick, anyway, but I'd rather see you living happily,” Nick said, he didn't dare look me in the face.

“Do you think I would be happy living with Lucas?” my jentik is linked to each other, playing to hide lara.

“Aiden needs him a lot more, Bella. You know it best,” Nick snorts rough — takes a break — “doesn't Aiden's happiness be your biggest happiness?”

“You're right, Nick. Sorry, I sincerely apologize to you.” My tears melted down, I kept my head down, not daring to look at Nick's face. I feel so guilty about him. I gave her the love she could never have. I gave him a painful false chance.

“Bella, there are many forms of love in this world. Believe me, a mother's love is the best, you don't have to feel guilty about me. It is precisely I who should be happy to ever feel sincere love from a woman as good as you.” Nick got up, crouched down in front of me, clasped my hands tightly, strengthened my heart.

Oh, my God, my heart hurts so much. This man is so kind, his love is so great and subconsciously I have hurt him.

“I can love you in another way.” Nick kissed the back of my hand.

“Hiks ..!” I started crying.

“I'm not King to you, My Queen. But I will always be your knight.” Nick kissed my lips, kissed her lightly. That was the last kiss of his full lips.

At that time, no more words could come out of my mouth. Only the vibrations of his lips and tears answered all of Nick's words. I cried sobbing in his arms. I cried over our love story that ended. It ended with tears. Also a great relief.

Thank you for such a wonderful and loving few months, Nick. Thank you for giving me a chance to feel unconditional love.

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“Why is Papi crying?” ask Aiden, is Lucas crying for his son?

“No. Just flickering.” She lies.

“Kata Mami boys can't cry. It looks ugly in front of women. Mami said, Papi is very strong and never cries, he always wins boxing matches.” Aiden comforts Lucas, makes me smile, he still remembers the story of his Papa, when I told him when he was three years old.

“You're so funny, son.” Lucas rubbed Aiden's head, he peed.

Aiden smiled warmly, the two of them looked close, I felt happy. Ah, right, seeing both of them happy I also feel happy.

“Thank you, darling for coming to this world. Thank you for your blessing I can be a father.” Lucas clasped Aiden's hand, hearing his words made me cry.

The rude man can change too when dealing with his son. Blood ties are undeniable. There may be an ex-husband, but there is no ex-father in this world.

I stroked my chest, there was relief that culminated when I saw the two smiling. Isn't this what I've longed for? A warm family for Aiden, a father who nurtured his family, who became a figure and role model for his children.

Maybe it's true, Lucas used to be guilty of me and Aiden.

Perhaps true, Lucas used to have thrown us away because of his anger and sadness.

But, didn't I love her so much when we united and bore a fetus? Aiden is proof of my love for Lucas, and proof of Lucas' love for me. Our love at that time may have been imperfect, it may have been wrong, it may have been full of suffering, but it has all passed.

Let what passes be the past.

Let the new promise be the guarantee of a happy life.

Let the forgiveness I give be the beginning of a new love.

Probably difficult ...

Probably heavy ...

It may also take time ...

However,

I'm sure I can do it.

Because I am .. a mother.

— MUSE S5 —

Well hlo!! Siney siney ...

I love you Nick!!

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A little Info:

Dear Reders: Thor story donk dapet story idea from where?

Othor Regginan: where did ya come from?? Let's take a look atu-atu.

MUSE S1 \= of the Russian albino model, I forgot its name. Beautiful, and ordinary luwar. The photos were amazing, when Othor thought, how about being loved by a man who only focused on himself. Julius with his camera lens.

MUSE S2 \= from Author Riny HS, he asked to make a toxic relationship, which men like to be rough and forced. Keep thinking, yes also yes, why not make a sadist and mesokis that. Eventually, it became the figure of Arvin and Kalila. Thor Thx! (NB: actually I should have made Arvin really die for Kalila. But I can't break your heart. )

MUSE S3 \= if this is a true story yes, brother himself. Want to tell all ladies that you are valuable, want whatever your form and person. (Leon is a name I like, wild yes. Uh, gemash... 🥰🦁)

MUSE S4 \= inspired by death note. How can?? Far away Thor?? Hehehe, in the death note that Raito (who has the book) actually only kills bad people. He seems to have a good side but also bad because of the vigilante. Ra and Ken. Unfortunately I can't describe both of them well. It is difficult to create two personalities in one character. Maapin Othor is not good enough.

RB: ow so it's Thor.

OR : yoik. Is it good to continue MUSE S6? Or are you getting bored with the story that it was just 😭?

RB: .... (please fill in the gaes!!)