MUSE
S5 ~ SORRY
S5 MUSE
EPISODE 22
S5 \~ SORRY
\~I will protect you and love you, even if the world rejects you. Bella smiled in a rain of tears, now, she had a reason to come back to life, smile again and be happy.\~
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AUTHOR POV
Fransisca found her daughter vomiting on a closet while holding two small blue objects. Fransisca quickly denied it. Her eyes were as wide as Bella's when she found out the result.
“Bella??! You pregnant?!” ask Fransisca.
Bella did not answer, she cleaned her mouth with a tissue. A sharp nausea still stirred his stomach.
“Whose son??!!” Fransisca pulled Bella's hair so the girl would look at her face.
“Sick, Mom. Pain!!” Bella Stirrup.
“Say, Bella!! Whose son is this?”
“Hiks ... Did mom really want to know? Know who his father is?” Isak Bella, her eyes looked at Fransisca with hatred.
“No, Bella!!! Don't tell me this is Lucas's son??!”
Fransisca is stunned to recall her encounter with Lucas at the Mall and restaurant last night, and turns out her daughter and her future son have a more serious relationship than just getting to know each other.
“Hiks ..!” Bella crying.
Fransisca took her stranglehold from Bella's hair. He already knew all the answers to his curiosity about Bella's attitude last night. With a troubled mind and anger whipped into one, Fransisca stepped away from her home.
“Mama!! Where to?” Bella's after her mom.
“Don't follow me!!”
“Mama please, separate from Om Rony. Separate from her!!! I'm pregnant with Lucas's son, Ma. Let me be with him.” Bella hugged Francisca's feet, begged and wailed, wept, and did not allow her mother to step outside.
“Get off my legs, Bella!!” fransisca snapped, trying to pull her foot from Bella's shadow.
“Bella please, Ma. Bella loves Lucas!! Give Bella a chance to be happy, Ma.” Bella cries, she begs her mother for happiness.
Fransisca bit her lip off, “ck, is it just you who wants to be happy?!”
“MA?!” Bella couldn't believe what she had just heard.
“LEPIECE!!!” After yelling at Bella, Fransisca pulls her leg and kicks Bella until her daughter slips back.
“Mama ... please!! Wait!!” Bella was about to catch up with Fransisca again, but her movements stopped because her stomach felt a little pain.
“Ach ..!” Bella strangles.
Bella crawled up onto the sofa, laying down to relax. With tears in her eyes, Bella lamented her fate.
I have to tell Lucas, Inner Bella.
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Krincing Kling ... 🎶
“Welcome to Pallete cafe!”
“Hallo.” Lucas greets Ingrid, who happens to be serving as a cashier this afternoon.
Lucas glanced into the cafe, he had not found Bella who invited him to meet this afternoon. Bella sends a text to wait for him at the cafe where they first met.
“What message?”
“Ice pandan latte, extra shot, then strawberry latte, less sugar,” he said, Lucas bought Bella's favorite drink.
“OK, snack?”
“Let's go,” reject Lucas. They won't be long. Lucas will end their relationship, will give up on his love. The pain, emotion, anger, and sacrifice of his mother made Lucas feel compelled to give up.
“At the name?”
“Lucas.”
“OK, cash or E-money?”
“E-money.”
“OK, this is the barcode and buzzer.”
Lucas is looking for a quiet place, he does not want his conversation to disturb other visitors.
Bella appeared shortly. He approached Lucas and sat in front of him. Lucas looked at Bella coldly, but deep down in his heart he was so tormented by this situation.
Why do you look so thin and pale, Ella? Why don't you just give up on how you feel about me? Bantin Lucas with a languish.
“What do you want to talk to me about, Ella?”
“I want us back together, Lucas. Marry me.”
“Why do you keep sticking like an insect, Ella?? I told you to get out of my sight!! Get out of my life!!” lucas said in a stern tone, he even put emphasis on his words.
“Lucas, don't do this. I can't lose you. I love you, Lucas. Please, let me be with you.” Bella clasped Lucas's hand, but Lucas pulled her.
“Lantas what? You want me to accept you? We're gonna be brothers, Ella. Don't crazy!! My father will marry your mother!! Then you ask me to marry you???!! Do you know what the worldview will look like towards us?!”
“No, Lucas!! I don't care about the world view!! I just need you.” Bella begins to shed tears, she holds her stomach which contains their fetus.
Bella hasn't dared to say it to Lucas. Bella is afraid that Lucas knows the existence of the child and will not return to love but will hate Bella even more.
Bella is stupid and naive.
Bella loved Lucas.
Bella is still a child and has no experience of things about love stories.
Ah, Poor Bella, right now, her tongue was too faint to admit that she was pregnant, her courage disappeared just because of the clash and anger of Lucas just now.
“Your mother has destroyed my family!!! And you ask me to accept you??!! What kind of a joke is this, Ella??”
“Hiks, it's not my fault,” Bella's crying is getting louder, she's as eager as possible.
“We parted ways.” Lucas took off their rings and threw them in the trash.
“Don't Lucas, I love you so much.” Bella's eyes widened, he did not expect instead of making up Lucas instead throw his ring. Bella rushes to find Lucas' ring from the trash can, stirring the contents with Bella's hand.
“Forget this love, Ella. It's ridiculous!” sergeant Lucas, he pulls and grabs Bella's wrist to stop her from doing so.
“Lucas, is there really no place for me in your heart?” bella asked, her eyes glazed over.
“No!” lucas replied firmly.
Bella held onto her stomach, her face kept her head down, hiding her profuse tears.
I'm sorry, I couldn't tell her about you. Bella stroked her stomach and left Lucas.
Bella finally ran away, back to the harsh reality of her life. Bella's bitter horn to feel so nauseous. He turned in a narrow and quiet alley, while squatting Bella vomited all her stomach contents again.
“Why are you torturing me, son?” bella's crying as soon as she finished vomiting.
Bella sat on the road, kept running making her stomach hurt. Bella curled her arms around her knees, burying her face on her elbows. Bella doesn't know what else to do? Don't know what else to do? No one wants to be the place to lean on, no one wants to love her anymore.
Both Lucas and his mother had left him alone.
When he saw cars and vehicles passing by, Bella seemed to want to jump and kill herself. But again the nausea reminded him not to do that.
No, I still have you, I'll hold on for you. You mean more than anyone in the world. Bella stroked her stomach and got up. In his heart he will raise the child alone.
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Lucas searched the trash, looking for the ring he had just thrown away. Despite his hatred and anger, his heart still loves Bella, but Lucas just doesn't want to admit it.
“Me!” Lucas laughed a little. He washed the ring and his hands and hurried off to leave the cafe.
“Thank you, tomorrow comes again.” Greetings Inggrid friendly. Lucas simply nodded in response.
— MUSE S5 —
Bella downed a box of ready-to-drink pregnancy milk that she had just bought in the mini market. He also bought a variety of healthy foods. Fresh vegetable vegetables, fruit, chicken meat, and also milk.
Lately his eating has never been regular, he also sometimes only eats instant noodles and cereals. Bella never cared about her body because she didn't realize she was pregnant.
Bella will improve her diet, improve nutrition so that her child can grow healthy and smart.
Not infrequently Bella regurgitated the food she had just eaten, but Bella did not give up, she returned to eating and replenished her energy.
A week has passed since his separation from Lucas, just three weeks before his mother's wedding to his father Lucas. Bella stared at the calendar, there was no hope of canceling the wedding. Bella wasn't expecting that. She now has another goal: to raise her child and love him with all her heart.
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BRAK!!
Just as Bella scooped in a mouthful of rice, Fransisca had already opened the door violently.
“Mama?”
“Cabin!!” Fransisca dragged Bella's body by pulling her hair.
“Sickness, Ma!!! Release!!” Bella rebelled, she clawed her mother's hand.
“Auch!!”
THE PLAQUE!!
“Damn it!!! Child does not know himself!!” Fransisca cursed and gave a slap to Bella's face.
Bella was silent, she stroked her face that felt sore and so hot. His heart ached again, even though he had sacrificed so much for his mother, why is it still being treated this way?
“Bring him!!” Fransisca had two burly men whom she had hired to drag Bella.
“No!! What do you want?” Bella tries to thrash, she is confused and frightened. Face paled.
“Follow me, Bella!!!”
“Where, Ma? Where will Mama take me??” Bella was crying, she was sobbing.
“We're aborting your content. I've already paid a doctor who wants to do it.” Fransisca opened the car door while the two men forced Bella into it.
“No! You cannot do this to me!!” Bella cried, she thrashed between two men, while Fransisca sat in front with a driver.
“DIAM, BELLA!! Just follow what Mama said!! All this for our good!!” snapped Fransisca.
“This is all for the good of Mama, not our good!!” scream Bella.
“Really!! Maybe you're right!! I did this all for my sake.” Fransisca looked at Bella.
“Let me go, Ma!! Bella is going Ma!! Bella will go as far as Bella can. Bella won't disturb your happiness. But please, let go of this boy, Ma. She's innocent.” Bella cried and kept begging.
“No Bella!!! He's Lucas' son!!” jerrit Fransisca.
Bella was silent.
“Why Bella??? Why Lucas?! Why should he be among the millions of men in this world???” Fransisca pulled Bella's hair back, making the girl grimace in pain. Let alone replying, Bell could not even move as the two men continued to lock his hands.
“Please, Ma. Let Bella take care of her!! Let Bella love her.”
“NO, BELLA!! If Rony finds out you're pregnant with Lucas's son, he'll definitely cancel everything and marry you to Lucas.”
“Bella won't talk, Ma! Bella promised, Bella would cover it up, Ma. Let Bella have a little happiness through this child, Ma.” Bella kept begging for her mother's forgiveness, hoping that Fransisca's maternal conscience would let her go.
The car stopped in front of a small clinic on the outskirts of town. The building looks old but still maintained. They took Bella down. Bella immediately glared back and thrashed back to free herself. The two men held onto Bella's shoulders and wrists, occasionally pushing Bella forward.
“Mama also wants to be happy, Bella. Mama is old!! And you are still young! You can find another better, better-looking man, more than Lucas.” Fransisca stroked her daughter's face.
“No, Ma!!” Bella's refusal brought Fransisca back into emotion.
“You've made me suffer a lot, Bella! Giving birth makes me ugly!! Raising you makes me fall into contempt and distress!! Now is the time to be happy!! Reply my slave, abort your womb!!!” the infatuation of Fransisca filled the corridors of the clinic that looked so deserted.
Fransisca asked the owner of the clinic to close the clinic. He spent a lot of money to drop Bella's content.
“Are you really human?!” Bella asked softly.
“What did you say?”
“I'm sorry I called you, Mama!! I wish I had never been born from the womb of a woman like you!!” Bella stared at Fransisca, her heart scratched deep with Fransisca's words making her an ungodly child that very second.
“You know what?! You're just a blind little boy going to love for a moment!! Whose fault do you want to be fooled by Lucas to get pregnant??”
“We love each other.”
“Hahaha ... Then where is he??? Where is he now? In charge?? Let alone being responsible, it seems that now he is not willing to see you!!” Francica gripped Bella's chin.
Bella bowed, Fransisca's words were not wrong. In fact, Lucas' love for him is not that strong until he is willing to let go. Lucas had forgotten the romance between them just like that. The bitterness of the reality of Lucas' rejection he received last week re-energized clearly in Bella's mind.
“Do not be naive, Bella!! Did you know that men only want women's bodies and women only want men's money??” Fransisca took a wad of money from her bag.
“Look at this money!!! You'll get it!! So much that it won't fit enough in your bag!!”
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“Quite drop your content and I'll give you everything!!” Fransisca spread all her money, threw all the money in front of Bella's face.
Bella sobs, her heart breaks, the beautiful shadow of a happy and whole life with her family has faded. Replacing with a shadow full of disappointment and anger in his past.
Why did papa have to die?!
Why should you be a comfort woman?!
Why would he accept Lucas?
Why does he have to love Lucas?!
Bella kept quiet, she gave up on her life. He never thought he could not protect the child he contained. He was too weak, too naive, and too stupid. He shouldn't have given his body to Lucas, he shouldn't have conceived this child, this child should never have existed, so he doesn't have to disappear.
Sorry, yes, even you're too small to understand, too small to feel this pain. Again sorry, I failed to take care of you. Bella walked around following two men who dragged her.
— MUSE S5 —
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