MUSE
S3 ~ BULIMIA
THE MUSE S3
EPISODE 117
S3 \~ BULIMIA
\~ Duh, I'm like a woman who thirsts for praise. If only I had heard it from Leon's mouth! I will definitely die of joy this time. \~
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Sobs still accompany my lunch break today. All this because of that stupid lion! Why can't he understand a little of my feelings. Leon never seemed to care that I was now a beautiful Kanna, who had many fans, who was loved by many. I'm no longer the Kanna I used to be, ugly, fat, and abused.
Triiin... 🎶
Ringtones kept sounding, Leon kept calling me. He also sent me some chat.
Leon:
Kanna, what's wrong with you?
Are you mad?
Leon:
Kanna pick up the phone
What wrong?
Leon:
Kanna if I'm wrong
I'm sorry
Please don't be like this.
Leon:
Kanna, I'm sorry
Please don't be angry.
I turned off my phone. I honestly don't want to answer his calls at this time. I still feel uncomfortable with my own feelings. I don't want to prolong the conflict, so I better cool my head and get my heart set.
I opened my beautiful journal again. I felt so happy when I wrote it. I felt so alive, at that moment I felt purposeful, for the first time I felt my life meant something.
I never denied that everything I did was not a good thing. I'm dieting the wrong way, I too want to get skinny fast. For the sake of that beautiful body I got bulimia. Although now I try to diet more healthily, exercise, and take health supplements. Still I still vomit a lot because my digestion is not healthy.
Used to be ridiculed and humiliated...
So beautiful and sickly...
My boyfriend is no longer supportive.
I don't want to go back to being a bad Kanna, but I'm also afraid of the long-term effects on my health. My menstruation has never been smooth for a year.
I put my feet up on the chair and hugged both of them. I went back to crying and feeling sorry for myself.
Oh, Poor Kanna, why can your life be so miserable?
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Hish.., when I was angry with Leon, but in this sadness, I missed the rancid figure. I miss her hand that holds me warm. It turned out that without Leon's support I felt like everything was in vain. It seems that my heart loves him so much, I am so dependent on him. I can't live without him.
“Leon.”
— MUSE S3 —
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It was late in the afternoon when I woke up, I was too tired to cry myself to sleep. I don't know how many miss calls and chats there are when I turn on my phone later. But instead of turning on the phone I prefer to turn on my laptop.
I turned on a thin electronic object like that book. I have been in Rs for five days, which means that I have not uploaded any photos or videos.
“Hmm, any DM?” I glanced towards the inbox box on the social network.
THE FRESH LIP TINT:
To Miss Kanna,
What about our endorsements?
The limit this week?
You have to do another 2x story using our liptint.
Love from, though,
The Fresh Lip Tint.
Ah, shit, I almost forgot this deal. Last month I took an endorsement contract with Fresh Lip Tint, I was paid 15 million for 8x stories, and 2 feeds perched on the wall for 15 days. Not bad, right?
I've uploaded in the feed, just a story, and I haven't uploaded the last 2 stories because of illness. I also could not break the contract, I could be prosecuted and lose my trust, or even lose all my work. Whose money will I use to pay the penalty?
“Wire, my face is swollen like this, how do I broadcast?! Where should the latter be live!” I lowered my shoulders. While live I certainly can't edit my face. I am also not too expert to make a thin impression on the chin, lower cheeks, and also the neck with make up.
I had to upload a story that was not live, and the plan is to upload a live story on Sunday, the last day of the contract period. I still have three days to exercise and shrink again.
“Spirit, Kanna!! You can,” my hands clenched over your head, trying to get back excited. I'm the angel of Kanna, I'm a cute and passionate woman! There's no way I'm backing down just because of something like this!
I'm back on my phone and my camera. Set the room settings, then set the camera on a tripod. Lastly, the circle lights as additional lighting. Do not forget to arrange with beautiful lip tint that will be in the endores. The plan I want to make a video that highlights the impression remains fresh and beautiful even with just lip tint. So my make-up can't look more prominent than her lip tint.
I rushed to take a shower, compressed my eyes, and then chose casual clothes that seemed to hide my plump body. Finally I borrowed Kak Rezzi's white shirt, the oversized shirt will hide the fat in my belly. I deliberately made 2 buttons unrelated, then pulled the shirt back, highlighting my shoulder.
I blow my hair up like I'm waking up. I make my hair a little random but still shiny. I apply a little wet look on the ends of the hair to make it look sexy.
I apply a little special foundation for make up filming, so it looks glowing when in front of the camera. I also only use a thin pink face powder to cause a natural hue on the face. For the eyes I use eye shadow red brick to add a strong impression on the folds of his eyes. I don't wear extra fake fur, my eyelashes are flattened because of the eye lash extension.
“Oke, done preparation. Time to take!”
I positioned myself, naturally bent to look less contrived. I applied a pink fusia lip tint. Taste it a few times, and weave a little of my lips so they can see the best results on the tint. Not to forget some brief reviews that I prepared beforehand. I always type a dialogue about the products I review so as not to forget.
“OK, cut!” seruku happy.
I took the camera and saw the results, quite satisfying. I just have to do 2 more take with a different angle. This is done so that during editing, if there is a neat scan can still be repaired with other scans.
After two other takes I immediately remove the make up and start editing the video. When there was an angel that accentuated the fat side of my face I traded it for another angel. Until finally the video duration of approximately 2 minutes is finished and ready to be uploaded.
I send the content first to the marketing Fresh liptint, asking for their opinion, I have to make sure the content is nothing to harm the client before the video is uploaded.
“How, Bu?” ask me over the phone.
“Ok, Miss Kanna. Please upload.”
“Sorry a bit long, I'm sick this week.”
“It's okay, Miss Kanna. You are not breaking the contract. May be healthy and keep working.”
“Thank you.”
After a short talk I uploaded the video on social networks. Once uploaded, immediately many responses appeared. Those who held out gave an assessment of my appearance, not infrequently who also asked where I could buy the lip tint I used. The power of social media for promotion is frightening.
There was one DM that caught my attention. Sent from Zean's account.
@Zean: you are so beautiful my bidadar.
I immediately blushed, why read Zean's praise I feel happy? Duh, I'm like a woman who thirsts for praise. If only I had heard it from Leon's mouth! I will definitely die of joy this time. Unfortunately, my boyfriend never praised and supported my change. The compliments I always hear, though,
I love you for who Kanna is.
You're beautiful despite being fat.
You're the prettiest thing in my eyes no matter what.
Can't he change it? The words of praise became like this,
Kanna you're so pretty now.
Well, your body is so beautiful now Kanna.
You're amazing, Kanna. I will always support you.
“Basic insensitive lion!” I slammed myself back on the bed.
“But I miss,” basic woman, always just weak with her feelings.
I turned on my private phone. The phone I use only for my family, boyfriend, and close friends. If the phone is another to upload and occasionally interact with fans.
Sure enough, there was a lot of chat coming in once I turned on the phone. Everything from Leon. What surprised me the most was the last chat.
Leon:
I'm back in town J
Tonight.
Didn't he still live in the village for a few days? Why did he come back here? Is it because I didn't reply to the chat?
Kanna:
Sorry Leon
I'm like a kid
My mood is bad
You don't have to go back
Your family must be
Leon:
I've been on my way
Wait for me yes
Kanna:
Be careful, yes
I looked back at the ceiling. The white ceiling is now slightly browned because it is inedible with age. Maybe I should go back with the paint to get back white. I yawned, too tired to take the video, subconsciously I went back to sleep.
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I opened my eyes slowly. There was a soft touch that stroked my hair. Wh who? Who's defending me? I was shocked and immediately screamed in shock.
“WWA..emph!!!” but his slightly rough hand shuts my mouth.
“It's me, Kanna.”
“Leon?!” eyes wide. How did Leon get in my room?
“Why is the window not closed? It would be dangerous if anyone came in!” Leon pointed towards the window.
“You entered from the window?” my many.
“Huum, I miss you, Kanna.” Leon replied as he hugged me.
“I miss you too, Leon. Sorry yes, I was like a kid this afternoon.” I returned the hug.
“Why are you mad at me, Kanna?”
I was silent before finally answering him with a long speech, “hah. You won't understand,”
“But to say the reason why I think I do not understand.” Leon's facial expression slightly stiffened.
“You've eaten?” I switched the conversation.
“Already.” nod Leon.
“Papa Mama must not like me? Because I'm his son has to come back quickly here.” I'm downcast embarrassed.
“No, they're not like your Papa.”
“Hah?? What happened to my Papa?”
Leon's story is long and wide, it turns out that when I fainted first, Papa lifted a telephone from Leon. He got angry and berated Leon for constantly calling me. He said Leon was shameless, not yet making money just dared to date me. He also told Leon to stay away from me, because Leon would never make me happy.
“Sorry My Papa, yes, Leon.” I'm downcast embarrassed. Papa never knew how much his son loved this man in front of him.
“I have no problem, your father is not wrong, his application instead encouraged me to be more active in learning and working.” Leon stroked my head.
“Sorry, Leon.” I hugged her.
Leon didn't answer, he just gently stroked my back. Her heartbeat and sweet scent made me feel comfortable. I like this feeling of mine. A feeling that can never escape from it. I love him, love my Leon.
“It's night, I'm home, yes.” Leon pamit's.
“Do not!” I pulled his sleeve.
“Kanna? You just recovered.” said Leon.
“What's the connection? I'll ask you to accompany me tonight.” ask me wonder.
“I'm afraid I can't help it.” Leon's face blushed, red and adorable, making me blush too.
“Than do it!” I smiled and put my arm around his neck.
“Kanna?!!”
“Hahaha, I also want you Leon.”
I landed a kiss on her beautiful lips. Kissing it voraciously, unstoppably the feeling of longing that overflowed from within my heart. True said people, after a fight will definitely be more friendly. I grabbed her hair slowly, unscrewing the black t-shirt she was wearing. As soon as Leon had managed to climb up my body, I was troubled to feel the pleasure of Leon's touch and fondling.
“Argh..,” rancauku.
— MUSE S3 —
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I ran around the housing complex before finally stopping in front of the house. Leon came out of his house, still bare-chested. There's a kiss mark near her navel. The reminiscence of our romance last night.
“Why not wear clothes?” my protest.
“Free on terrace.”
“Tetep can't! If there are other girls passing through trus see how?” cekalku again.
“Iya, I wear clothes.” Leon complied and went back inside the house. I wiped my sweat and followed him in.
“You've eaten?”
“Eeee....,” confused to say what? I don't dare answer that I'm dieting for a live video.
“I masakin, yes.”
“Good.” I dare not refuse him, Leon would be angry if I did not eat regularly.
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It didn't take long when the chicken soup and side dishes and sambal were served in front of me. The smell is so tempting, Leon's cooking is the best. Duh, my stomach is rumbling! How'this? Eat or not?
“Eat, Kanna!” Leon took off his apron and set the dining table.
“Iya,” my smile knot.
“Eat a lot to quickly recover.” Leon's got more rice than usual.
“Don't do much, Leon!” my protest.
“You are too skinny! So easy to get sick.” Leon put a plate in front of me. He was waiting for me to spend it all.
I want to go back to eating all the food in front of me. Put it all in my mouth. Put everything in my body.
“Well, that's donk!” puji Leon's.
“...” I can only be quiet.
Shortly after, we finished eating. Leon says goodbye to shower, “I take a shower first, Kanna.”
“Iya, take a shower,” I replied.
Leon went upstairs, took a bath on the second floor. I waited for him for a while. After confirming that Leon had entered the bathroom, I ran to the toilet downstairs. I need to get everything out of here before it's hard to get out. I stuck my two fingers together, pushed my mouth out to spit out all the food I had eaten.
“Ugh..., Hoek...! Hoek..!” I took it out with a concubine maybe so Leon wouldn't hear it.
I put my finger back in, provoking nausea so that all the food spilled out.
“Kanna???! What are you doing?!” suddenly Leon shouted at me.
Lothawat! Since when was he there? Since when did Leon see all this? Why does he have to come back down when I'm like this?
“Leon? I can explain all this.” I flushed the closet, trying to hide my mistake.
“Why did you vomit all your food?” Leon came closer, he grabbed my wrist.
“Leon...,” My eyes were on him, the way Leon looked at me was terrible.
“Since when did you do it?”
“I...,”
“Since when have you had bulimia??!” Leon raised his voice.
— MUSE S3 —
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