MUSE
S3 ~ BREAK UP

THE MUSE S3

EPISODE 119

S3 \~ BREAK UP

\~ Leon is my only love. The only port where my soul boat sails. I love her to the veins.\~

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The obsession?

Is this really just my obsession?

Is everything Leon says true?

Am I really a woman who thirsts for compliments?

Leon is my only love. The only port where my soul boat sails. I love her to the veins. Yeah, Leon my life, I can't live without it.

But somehow this morning I started to worry about my own feelings. Seeing her unwilling to understand and understand me made my feelings waver. I just need a diet for the next 2 days, and after that I will start a healthy diet. I need that broadcast, at least it's my only source of income right now. I can't see my family back in debt here and there to cover their other debts.

Blame my heart that is too weak. Blame my overly naive thoughts. In fact, I was the one who always closed all my family's financial problems.

“Hiks...,” my crying doesn't stop.

“Leon..., why are you so evil?” I walked back home. I squatted down and cried for a while in front of the house before going inside.

“Why crying? You had a fight with that boy?” Papa who was sitting in front of the TV noticed my presence. I chose to be quiet and not answer the question.

“Papa's Day, Kanna! Did that kid make you cry?” papa's voice grew higher, and I remained silent.

“Papa said many times. He doesn't deserve to be with you! College is not going to! Earnings are still zero! The future is also bleak!” Papa lays out one by one Leon's shortcomings.

“Don't be ugly-bad Leon, Pa!” angry as.

“You better be with Zean! Looks like he likes you.” Papa said.

“What?? Zean??”

“Iya, Zean. He owns a big company, handsome, young, his character is also good and for sure he looks so dear to you.” Papa approached me, he wiped away the tears in my eyes.

“Where did Papa know he loved me?” many wonder.

“He's waiting for you at the hospital, he won't even budge until you're awake. Not to mention that he was even willing to release Rezzi for your sake, Kanna. If not love trus what is its name?” Papa pressed my shoulder, trying to convince me with what he saw.

“Kanna doesn't love her, Pa,” rejects me.

“You can learn to love her, Kanna. Love exists because it is accustomed.” Papa pressed my shoulder again.

“You were a kid Kanna. You're just blinded by a momentary love. Once you grow up you will understand, if you will not be able to live only with love capital.” Papa pulled his hand and stroked the edge of my lips.

“Leon will also definitely succeed.” I clasped his hand.

“How many years? A five? A ten? Hunting you to be an old woman? And Zean already taken people!” Papa started to regain emotions.

“Pa..!” my protest.

“Good opportunities won't always come, Kanna. Reflect from both of us, do not follow the mistakes of your mother who married a common man like Papa.” Papa left me and went back to watching TV.

I fell silent, Papa's words were not wrong. But I love Leon, and will forever love Leon.

— MUSE S3 —

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I don't concentrate on college. Instead of working on a paper I just stumbled in front of the laptop. Sometimes I look at my smart phone. However, there was no chat or incoming call from Leon. It seems like he's really mad at me.

I buried my face in my elbow. I looked towards the window of his room. It was dark, like there was no sign of Leon there. Metallic grey curtains look to close perfectly.

“Do you really not want to be with me, Leon? Is my mistake so big for you?” unconsciously my tears came back. I cried, my heart hurt and hurt. Can't he understand a little?

Triying.... 🎶

The sound of the incoming call shocked me, I quickly wiped my tears, hoping that Leon would contact me.

Zean is calling....

My shoulders dropped in disappointment. Not Leon but Zean. Long live once himself, after being hailed by Papa now he called me.

“Hallo, what's up, Zean?” ask me to the point.

“Hallo, Kanna. Where are you?” Zean asked back.

“I'm at home, why?”

“My sister wants to meet you.”

“WHAT?” I jumped in, Diana wants to see me? Seriously?

“You're serious, Zean?”

“Seriously, I promised I'd introduce you to her when you got well, didn't I?”

“Yes, God, Zean. Thank you, I'm so happy.”

“I'll pick you up.”

“No need, I'll take a taxi. I'll just ask for the cafe address.”

“Good, cafe yesterday how?”

“Bby, I will hurry there,” I replied excitedly.

“Be careful, Kanna. I'll wait for you.”

“Thanks, Zean.”

After Zean pecked the grill I immediately jumped in excitement. My dream of getting to know one of the best MUAs of this country was achieved. I really didn't expect the thing I always dreamed I could get so fast.

Without a doubt I chose the best clothes, smeared a little make up, and shaved the bag. I ran small while going down the stairs.

“Where are you?” ask Mama.

“Meet with, Zean.”

“Really? You have to make her fall for you, Kanna.” said Mama with a beaming face.

“Currently, Kanna. Remember what Papa said this morning! Forget Leon! He doesn't deserve you.” Papa approached me.

“Zean prospective dream daughter-in-law whom Mama has longed for, Kanna.” Mama came up to me smiling.

“Iya, yes, bring! Kanna go first.” I turned my body and came back out. Talking to them makes me upset, can love be forced? Not necessarily Zean likes me anyway. They looked at Zean the most because he was a rich man.

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After a 15-minute drive, I arrived at a cafe. The lighting of the flash lamp is arranged uniquely on each table. Yellow pendar makes the atmosphere of the cafe look warm.

I looked up, looking for the whereabouts of Zean and his brother. It didn't take long for me to find them both. They were too repulsive, were handsome men in black suits and looked gallant, were extremely beautiful women with white outer cape bones and looked graceful.

“The perfect siblings,” my inner self.

I looked towards my clothes, only a short span black skirt, long-sleeved white aladin dress, and 5 cm high heels in matching colors. I'm holding a black chain bag sling. My appearance is quite attractive, but still when compared to the two of them, I look the most classless.

“Sorry to keep you waiting.” I bowed my head apologizing.

“It's okay, we haven't been here long.” Diana smiled sweetly at me. Well, she's very pretty.

“Sit, Kanna. Do you want to order something?” Zean let me sit down, his hand patting the sofa to his right.

“Good.” I sat down hesitantly beside Zean.

“Zean many stories about you, Kanna. He shows videos and feeds on your social media.” Diana opened the conversation.

“Really? Ah, so shy, I'm still less so expert.”

“It turns out you're prettier than when you were inutube.” praise Diana.

“Masa, anyway?”

“Huum, you also look very loving to the world of Make Up.” Diana nodded.

“Iya, Brother. When applying makeup on the face, I feel so alive, so confident,” I said.

“But most of your makeup always looks natural, like Asian women.”

“True, Sister. I love their memorable natural make up style.”

“You never tried fantasy make up? Or maybe a more daring western-style make up?” Diana asked again. Western makeup is more difficult, they tend to play the contours of the face and also the use of sharp eye shadow.

“Early, but I'm not too good at making sharp eye makeup.”

“Oh, so. How about I teach you?”

“Serious?”

“Of course, you're Zean's girlfriend.”

“Ehem..., Brother, don't ask mulu donk, pity Kanna she hasn't ordered anything.” Zean interrupted our conversation.

“Oh, correct. What do you want to order?” ask Diana.

“Es fresh tea only.”

“No eating?”

“No, I ate earlier.”

“Oke.”

We talked and talked about the little things about make up. Diana invited me to collaborate with her. What a rare opportunity I might have turned it down. The plan is that he will return to S city next month, when he will invite me to make a vlog together.

“I'll definitely come, Brother.”

“You can be my MUSE, Kanna. And of course I will pay you.”

“No, Brother. I've been very happy when Brother wants to invite me to work together,” reject me smooth.

“Fixed only, all work must be carried out with professional.” Diana took a sip of hazelnut latte in her message, “Ah, I have another event. Can you drive Kanna home, Zean?” Diana glanced at her watch before asking Zean.

“Sure.” answer Zean briefly.

“Alright, I go first, yes, see you girl.” Diana kissed my cheek.

“Be careful, Brother,” I said.

I am so happy to meet Diana. What else she's gonna teach me some makeup techniques. I'm so grateful, getting a free course from the famous MUA. Even though the cost to join the make up class alone costs millions of rupiah.

“Thanks, Zean.”

“I didn't do anything, Kanna.”

“You reunited me with your sister.”

“He will definitely refuse if he doesn't like you. You're a great woman, so she wants to meet you.”

“Stay, I have to say thank you very much. I don't know what to do with it? You've been helping me a lot lately.”

“What, yes?” Zean stroked his chin as if he was thinking.

“Tell me, as long as I can do it.”

“Hmm..., how about another cup of coffee tomorrow?” zean Proposal.

“Only that?”

“Indeed you hope to repay me with what?” Zean smiled, showing a neat row of his teeth.

“Ck, what kind of man am I?”

“Bu.., I don't mean to offend you, Zean. I just feel the reply is too small.” I stammered, I didn't want him to misunderstand me.

“Alright, then accompany me for coffee tomorrow, then the day after tomorrow, then the shabby again, then the day after tomorrow, until you want to be my girlfriend. How?” Zean looked at me, he propped his face with a palm.

“Zean?” I was so shocked I couldn't speak. Isn't that a statement of love.

“Hahaha, I was just kidding, Kanna.” Zean laughs loudly.

“Hah...! I really thought. You surprise me.” I sipped my iced tea, trying to calm myself down. My heart was pounding for hearing the joke about his confession.

“I just want to see your cute face blushing.” Zean teased me back.

“Basic!”

We chatted for a while, then I realized that Zean's lower lip was a little blackish. Zean used to be a smoker, but he quit. He replaced it with an electric cigarette. I think, anyway, the same. Smoking is not good for health, regardless of the shape.

“Wait, Zean. I love lip tint, some days I use it for endorse.” I reached into my bag, looking for a pink lip tint with the brand Fresh.

“Men wear lipstick?” reject it.

“Not lipstick, it's lip tint. Make no mistake, now many men are wearing tint. Idol all wear, keep artist too. Wear a little, the texture is light and not too clear.” I turned the bottle cap around, then applied a little tint to Zean's lips and grated it with my ring finger tip.

“Already?”

“Wait, let it flat.”

Zean kept watching me closely, his brown eyes sparkling when exposed to the light of the lamp. Unknowingly I also looked at his face, we met for a while. Zean gave me a sweet smile before landing a kiss on my lips.

A subtle sigh instantly filled my heart as well as my stomach. It feels wet and weird.

“Now I can't joke, Kanna.” Zean slipped his hand behind my nape and kissed my lips again.

I was wide-eyed, my eyes wide. My heart is beating fast. I can't do it, is this crazy?! I already have Leon! I have a boyfriend.

“Don't, Zean!!” I pushed his body, stopping his act of forcefully kissing my lips. I wiped the kiss with my hand. It felt strange, like there was an unreality that was hard to explain.

“Why? You don't like me?” Zean looked at me with his dear look.

“I already have a girlfriend, Zean,” I replied.

“You have a boyfriend?”

“Iya.”

“Don't lie, Kanna! Your father said you didn't have a lover.”

“Hah?”

“Your father said I could approach you.”

“Papa?”

“Iya.”

I bit my lower lip with a lump. Why does Papa hate my relationship with Leon? Until he lied and made a misunderstanding with Zean like this.

“I'm sorry, Zean. I have a lover, even though our relationship is currently strained. But I can't betray him,” submissive me, I'm ashamed to see his face.

“Hah!! All right, I'll chase you in a fair way. Sorry, yes, I kissed you.” Zean lifted my chin so that our eyes would meet.

My face warmed, this man in front of me turned out to be very gantle. He confessed his mistake and apologized for kissing me.

“Come, I'll take you home, Kanna.”

“Good, Zean.”

The kiss just happened, Zean apologized, and I forgave him. But why does it feel awkward?! During the journey we were silent a thousand languages, both Zean and I were still equally misbehaved.

“Already arrived, Kanna.”

“Ya?”

“It's up.”

“Oh, yes. Thank you, yes,” a little embarrassed for being caught daydreaming.

“Sama-sama. Again I'm sorry, yes.” Zean took my hand.

“Iya, Zean.”

“We stay friends, OK?”

“Of course,” my smile.

I got out of the car, Zean came out and drove me. I told him to come home, no need to say goodbye to my family. Don't make another misunderstanding.

“Kanna.”

“Ya?”

“I'm serious about how I feel about you. If you break up, will you consider my feelings.”

“Zean?!”

“Sorry to sound selfish, but isn't love selfish?” Zean kissed my wrist as soon as he finished his sentence. I couldn't answer that, I pulled my hand quickly.

“I'm home, yes.”

“Iya,” my answer is flat.

I waited a while for the car to disappear around the corner. I took a deep breath before stepping into the courtyard of the house.

“Kanna!!” a hand gripped my wrist tightly.

“Leon?!” I was wide-eyed, Leon's eyes were red and looking at me with nanar.

“Who is that guy?! Why did he kiss your hand?” leon asked, his face looked impatient.

“Leasin!! Pain!!”

“WHO IS HE??”

“Since when did you see him, Leon?”

“Since he kissed your wrist.”

“He's just a friend, freelance, Leon!! Pain!!” my door.

“Which friend kissed his friend's hand??”

“LEON!!”

“Why did you betray me, Kanna?”

“Who has betrayed? Holding me first, Leon!” I do not think, why men are so easy to get emotional when it comes to romance?

“What should I hear, Kanna? You even lied by spitting out your food again. You can also definitely lie about this as well.” accuse Leon.

“You don't trust me?” I looked at him with pus, there was sadness rising from my heart.

“Tell me who is he? I'll make a calculation with him.”

“Leon? Why are you so mean?!”

“Again you said I was evil! Where's my crime, Kanna?! Is it wrong that I worry about my own girlfriend?”

“Indeed not wrong!! But sometimes understanding is needed in a relationship!!” my snapping.

“Then should I also understand when the man kissed you? Do I have to understand when another man approaches you?”

“Leon, it's not what you think it is! Handed me first.”

“The car looks luxurious, the money must be a lot. Did you approach him for his money? Is it because I can't give you money that you're looking for another man?” Leon grabbed me by the shoulder, it hurt, but it didn't hurt as much as my heart. My heart was hurting, it was painful, I never thought Leon could look at me that low.

PLAQUE!!! I hit him again.

“Fuck you, Leon!! You think I sold myself?!” I cursed at him and tried to leave in front of him.

“Kanna!” Leon grabbed my arm.

“Please!” my snapping.

“Hei!! Release Kanna!!” papa's scream interrupted our quarrel.

“Papa don't follow!” I said.

“Child doesn't know himself! You know you can't give anything to Kanna! Why still insist on approaching it?!” Papa doesn't care.

“PAPA!!”

“Silence Kanna!! Papa should reiterate once again on this little baj*ngan. He doesn't deserve you! What else is insulting you! What could he give you to dare insult you like that??” Papa was emotional, it seems he heard the accusations that Leon made to me.

“Kanna!!” Leon called my name back.

“Log in, Kanna!!” papa's orders.

“No! Papa's words are right. I'm not going in, I'm going to finish everything with Leon.”

“What do you mean, Kanna.” Leon wild-eyed.

“Papa just come in! I want to talk to Leon!” I asked, but Papa didn't budge, he was still waiting for me.

“Please, Pa!”

“Hah.., well.” finally Papa according, he passed into the house.

I approached Leon, clasping his hand. The hand that always holds me with its warm touch. His comfort has always given me immeasurable happiness.

But today, Leon seemed to be incising such a deep wound. I was obsessed with body shape, I was wrong to lie to him about the bulimia I was dreaming of. I was wrong, but I never betrayed him. I never sold myself, I never compared him to any other man.

My tears fell unstoppably again. I'm disappointed in him. Papa's words have a point, what's my lack until he says something bad about me? I'm his girlfriend, right? He should have believed me.

“We just broke up, Leon. I don't deserve to be with you.”

“Kanna?”

“We broke up, and don't contact me again.”

“Kanna, I'm sorry. I'm emotional.” Leon grabbed me from behind.

“Forget me, Leon.”

“Kanna, don't do this to me.”

“Papa's right, that guy is much better than you. He's richer, he's got everything you don't have. Anyway, I'm tired of all this. I'm tired, Leon. You never understood me.” I cried, his sadness made my heart seem to want to explode. But I held him back, I held him for myself and for him.

“Kanna.”

“Forget me, Leon.” I left him inside the house, from inside Papa smiled at me.

“Papa satisfied?” many wonder.

“One day you will thank, Papa, Nak.”

— MUSE S3 —

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