MUSE
S2 ~ FOR WHAT?

S2 MUSE

EPISODE 39

S2 \~ FOR WHAT?

\~Close your eyes and everything will be over soon \~

He sat beside me, resting his head on my shoulders. Smelled of mint shampoo from her wet hair. This silence did not last long as he finally started to open the hoodie jacket I borrowed from Melody.

“You're still SMA?” as I thought, he must have been shocked by the uniform I was wearing.

“Iya?” my answer.

“How old are you? Already have a KTP?”

I can't tell her that I have a birthday today. I am only 17 years old today. I'm afraid he rejected me, I need that money.

“Iya two months ago,” a lie came out of my lips.

“Alright, come here!! Release everything.”

I stood up to him, taking off all my clothes one by one in front of him. I'm ready, I already know what to do. The disgusting video that Melody showed me helped me understand that this is what men love.

He pulled me into his arms, I lowered my head, ashamed of his condition. I dare not look at his face, if I could I would close my eyes as long as this painful process takes place.

“Hey, Baby, look at me!!” the opening shocked me, he wanted me to see his face, look at him as we made out.

I swear I was scared, he was so scary. A high tone always came out of his mouth, and his hands grabbed my hair violently. It hurts so much. Why could his treatment be so inversely proportional to his handsome face?

“Sa—kit.” I can only look when this guy bites my lips. Perih, and feels rancid. I'm sure my lips are bleeding.

What am I doing this for?

For what reason would I let him hurt me? Unknowingly my tears are dripping.

“Why stop?” I try to smile, I can't cry, I can't back down, I can't lose that money.

“You're crying!”

“I won't cry anymore.”

I walked up to him, got on the bed. Approaching his heavy body. I never knew what a man's body was like before, but I thought his body was beautiful. I stroked her stomach which was filled with tight muscles, rising up to her chest which was plane. A moment later our eyes met, I saw her face blushing red. Did he just blush because of me?

Without hesitation I kissed her again, and she returned my kiss. It feels so thrilling. Although I know, I was just a woman one night for her. But in fact, it made me enjoy the kiss.

The man got up, he locked my wrist. Now it is only my feet that give us distance. Without asking much more he attacked me, launching all the usual warm-hearted flirtations of married couples. I closed my eyes, trying to accept her treatment without feeling disgusted.

Until it was finally time to enter, I gulped my saliva a few times. Does it really feel like it hurts? I'mfrightened..

“You're not using security, Mister?” I was surprised to see her not using k***m, how about I get pregnant? I don't want to get pregnant, even though Melody has given me some medicine, but isn't it safer to use that sticky, clear object?

“No,” the answer is short.

Alright, I also can't possibly force him to search for that thing at the moment. He's bought me 100 million, and it's not a small nominal. I had to hold on for that money, money that could extend the lives of my parents.

Just hold Kalila! It won't be long..

Close your eyes and it'll all be over soon.

You can just endure the pain..

Just hold the insult..

As long as Papa and Mama are still with you, whatever you're going to do, right?

“Argh!!” I messed up, it hurt so much. The heat and soreness pierced deep inside, the stomp was extremely painful.

I wanted to tell him to stop all this. But in fact I prefer to be quiet, I choose to let it play inside my body.

I could only reemaas the hotel bed linen until it tangled, bit my lips, and closed my eyes. I hope this is over soon. Tears unconsciously flowed from the corner of my eye.

“Hei baby!! No crying! Am I too fast?” The man asked gently as he kissed my forehead, wiping away the tears with the back of his index finger.

“What?” I don't believe what I hear. Why did he turn so soft? How strange.

“I'll do it slowly! You don't cry!”

“Good,” I'm clean, my face warms up, I'm sure by now I must be crazy. I blushed at the man who fucked me for his lust.

“Ahg...” I messed up and it made him even more excited.

I don't know how long he's been playing, it's been a long time for me. My feet numbly held his body.

“Hah..hah.” he dropped his body on top of me after reaching his peak.

I fell silent, his warm sweat soaking through my body. The smell of his expensive perfume was thick, so masculine. The smell of the sea and also citrus. I like this smell.

— MUSE S2 —

“When will all this suffering be finished?” I crouched down to my knees, sobbing.

I have lost my precious crown. Even if it is too late, this stain can never be removed. No matter how hard I clean it, it's still dirty. No matter how hard I rub it, it still feels dirty!

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“Master, I'm home first. Thanks for the food.” I bowed my head a little, saying goodbye.

“Oh.. You want to go home?”

“Iya.”

“Outside rain.”

“It's okay. I can take a taxi, Mr.”

“Good. Here's his check,” his hand outstretched with a piece of ivory-yellow paper.

“Thank you.” I accepted it, my tears would come back but I held it back.

I was about to get out of the room when her voice called me back, “hei, baby!!”

“Ya, Sir?”

“This is my business card. Call me if you need anything. Also if you're pregnant,” her words make my heart ache, sure enough, how about I get pregnant? Is he going to tell me to drop it?

“Good, Sir,” My answer is short. I received her business card and put it in a skirt pocket.

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I rushed down from the 14th floor to the hotel lobby in search of a taxi. I need to get back to the hospital immediately to pay for the stacking of medication and treatment bills.

I've been on the side of the road, looking for offline or online taxis that pass in front of the drop off area.

Krrringg 🎶

The sound of my cell phone was hindering my steps.

I glanced at the phone screen. From the Hospital. Why did they call me? What was?

“Ha—hallo..” I stammered, my heart pounding incoherently.

I don't know what was said from there. I can't digest it. They said my mom and dad died. Joke what else is God? This is God's joke with my life.

Papa died half an hour ago, followed by Mama 10 minutes later.

My sadness..

My stupidity..

My senses...

I'm dirty and stained..

Then what am I doing this for?

For what?

My phone fell out of my hand. It is broken like my heart today. I walked straight to the hospital. In the rush of rain I wish all the rain would remove all these stains. Remove all this pain.

— MUSE S2 —

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