MUSE
FUCKING GUY
MUSE
EPISODE 14
FUCKING GUY
\~Lenna so white and shining. Unlike me, although I have a normal body and condition, but deep inside me I am a broken human\~
I held Lenna's hand. The morning dust was still thick as we walked towards the local bus stop.
“You're better?” I asked Lenna.
“Heem.” Lenna smiled and nodded.
I don't know what to ask at the moment. I felt so awkward, we kissed yesterday. He also heard my fight with Mama last night.
I was also confused by what I did last night. Why would I kiss her? Do I love him or am I just getting carried away?
“You've contacted your Papa?”
“Already.”
...
The mood was silent again. I don't know what Lenna's thinking is. Is he mad at me? Why does he keep quiet? Was she disappointed with what Mom said yesterday?
“Lenna.. Are you angry?” my many.
Lenna was silent, her steps were still the same. I stopped waiting for an answer from him.
“I'm not angry. What right do I have to be mad at you?” Lenna let go of her hand and walked faster.
....
I can't give Lenna any answers. All I know is that he and I are just friends. Kissing her last night was a big mistake. Not to mention the words of Mama who seemed to harass Lenna, surely her heart was very sick.
A bus arrived in front of us, Lenna still picked up a bench by the window. His gaze continued to be directed out, making me reluctant to start the conversation.
“Why would you kiss me?” lenna said, her gaze still glared far out the window.
“I'm sorry.”
“I started it, not your fault.” Lenna seemed to hold back tears, her eyes glazed over. I really feel guilty for him.
I'm such a jerk, why did I accept his kiss yesterday and cause this kind of misunderstanding?
The bus arrived at a stop near our campus. Lenna has also contacted her driver to come pick up.
“You want me to take you to your house? I'll explain everything to your parents,”.
“Neventless. You just go home rest.” Lenna smile.
“OK, be careful, yes.” I helped Lenna get into her car.
“It feels tired once.” I nodded and muttered.
The sky this afternoon was not too hot, the clouds moved slowly and seemed to be holding back the sunlight. I took a breath and walked back to the apartment.
“Alex!!” amanda's voice welcomed me.
“You're here?”
“I waited for you long enough.” Amanda put her arm around me.
I returned his embrace, smelling the fragrance of perfume from behind Amanda's neck. I haven't smelled this for a long time, I honestly miss it a little.
“Where are you from?”
“From home.”
“I guess you don't want to go home anymore.” Amanda's smile.
“You like me coming home? You sure you won't miss me?”
“I love it when you get better with your family. But I don't like it when you disappear.” Amanda giggles.
I threw my bag and carried her tiny body, Amanda didn't turn it down.
“On the sofa just yuk.” invite Amanda.
I kissed Amanda's tiny lips, pulverized her softly, tied her tongue to mine. I faintly saw Lenna's shadow coming out in my mind.
“Why? How to stop?” ask Amanda.
“Ngak. Let's continue again.” I took Amanda's shirt off.
Amanda climbed into my lap, the warmth of Amanda's body temperature stuck to my skin. It's getting hotter and hotter.
“Ah.. don't you bite.” Amanda groaned and clawed at my shoulder.
“Didn't you like it?”
The squeaking of the sofa's legs and Amanda's groans combine to form a rhythm that sounds beautiful and exciting.
But..
Why don't I feel the sweetness of kissing Amanda like I kissed Lenna yesterday?
“You're not home?” I was still hugging and stroking Amanda's smooth body.
“You kicked me out?” Amanda pouting.
“Usually you are always in a hurry.” I got up from the couch, headed to the bathroom to clean myself up.
“Dia out of town.” Amanda tailed.
“Stay you have to go home.”
“Iya bauble. Let me take a shower in peace.”
I turned on the shower and started taking a shower, Amanda also followed to take a shower.
—MUSE—
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I stirred the instant coffee I just made. The smell filled the whole room of my apartment. Well, the studio apartment I rented was cramped, but it was quite comfortable and the rent was relatively cheap.
I plugged the data cable into the digital camera to connect it to the laptop. Moved some photos with Lenna yesterday.
“He is very striking,” does not feel I can smile myself when looking at his face and style in the photo.
Lenna is so white and shining. Unlike me, even though I have a normal body and condition, but deep inside me I am a broken human being. A bastard who denies and opposes his own family. Sell yourself, and sleep with someone's wife.
“Totally like an angel.” I took some photos and moved the files to my phone.
“I hope Lenna likes it.”
I sent him some photos.
Alex:
Already sleeping?
Am I bothering you?
Lenna:
No really.
I'm glad you called me.
How are you yourself?
Alex:
I'm doing just fine
You like the picture?
Choose the one you like the most
I'll try to paint it.
Lenna:
I liked.
This one is all.
Alex:
You look beautiful.
I love this photo too.
Lenna:
Thanks, Lex
Alex:
Okay
Good nite, Len.
Lenna:
Napp, Lex.
A smile spread back on my face. Somehow? I find my own happiness hard to express.
—MUSE—
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