
S2 MUSE
EPISODE 42
S2 \~ EMOTIONS
\~ My emotions when I found out how much that girl was injured made me unable to resist becoming a demon. \~
I got out of Doctor Kim's practice room and walked back to the car. A bright orange sports car awaited me at the end of the parking area. I opened the door and went inside. Buried my forehead on his round handlebar.
Keep thinking through my mind Doctor Kim's words about the nameless girl. Do I really love him? Did I really miss him?
Indeed my chest tightened and almost exploded as I remembered it.
Sometimes I dream of beautiful nights with him.
If I really miss him, it's been two years I've held him back. Resisting that emotionally draining sense of tightness alone. Resisting the tightness that broke my heart. All this time I just held back my love and longing for her. I never looked for him.
Then there was a big question in my heart if Doctor Kim's words were true.
Firstly:
Is it true that my soul can be healed when I love it?
Second:
Or am I going to hurt her again when we meet?
— MUSE S2 —
I was traveling at high speed on a deserted road. Tolls are not so rame in office rush hours. Fitting for me to stimulate adrenaline and release fatigue. It's been almost a week since I last saw Dr. Kim. I didn't take the medicine he prescribed, I don't think it would mean anything at all. I'm still a guy with a pretty high appetite, I'm young, and I want one.
The shady trees on the side of the road looked like frames of images that were constantly being repeated, as I looked out the window. Makes me remember the times I looked for it. Just a month after the last time we met, I started to miss him. I had Aleina search for her whereabouts.
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“Sorry, Sir. I can't find it.” there is a tone of regret in Aleina's words, not usually he failed in carrying out my duties.
“Where does he cash his checks?” my many.
“Hospital, Sir. Her parents died that day.” Aleina replied.
“What did you say?” as I shouted, I desecrated him when he lost his parents. Even though I'm a little crazy, I still have a conscience.
“Holy? Ask the hospital for the address!!”
“He's moved, Sir. Only a couple of elderly people live there. And they don't know anything about the girl. They're senile.” Aleina gave me a picture of the girl's house.
“Cek 500 million? Where does it melt it?”
“In the bank to redeem the house, Sir. Pawned on behalf of his uncle. The girl did not have a ID. So I can't track it.” Aleina brushed off her last sentence.
“FU*K!!!” my sift.
You little liar, he said he already had a ID. He said he was 17.
“What in RS-nobody knows him?”
“All incoming documents signed by his Uncle.”
“Where is his Uncle?”
“She ran away with the girl's house pawn, Mr.” Aleina gave me a copy of the pawn from the bank.
“Baji**an it!!” I growled, I was angry. How could an Uncle possibly do such a pathetic and vile act like this?
Now I know why he asked me so much money. It is stupid of me that I cannot realize it. There can't be a good girl selling herself for no reason.
“Good, Mr.”
“Make his death painful!!” my Syco soul is churning. My emotions when I found out how much that girl was injured made me unable to resist becoming a demon.
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The sound of the cell phone rippled my daydream..
Mama is calling..
The phone from Mama, I was lazy to pick it up. He would ask a very classic and scary question. Yup. as you thought...
When are you getting married Arvin?
Mama wants Arvin's granddaughter?
How long will you be alone?
When did you introduce Mama to Mama's future daughter-in-law?!
Oh Shit..! Should I lift it? And answer all those horror questions.
“Hallo, Ma..,” I finally pressed the green phone button on the steering wheel.
“Arvin!! Where are you? Why did you answer Mama's call for so long?” mama's high shrill voice sounded deafening.
“Arvin new steering wheel, Ma.” my reason is right, I'm driving.
“When did you come home? Mama kangen's. Invite Arron, Mama also misses him.” said Mama from across there.
“Tumben Mama doesn't talk about marriage.” I'm astonished. Horror questions about marriage don't come out of your mouth.
“Next week, Ma. I try to go home,” I replied.
“Do not strive!! Make sure you go home next week!! Bring Arron!” my mother's voice sounded shrill again.
“Iya. yes.. Arvin's home! Bring Arron.”, I replied with anxiety.
“Good. Be careful driving it, Mama Arisan first.” say goodbye Mama.
“Bye, Ma.” I closed the call.
I let out a long sigh and slammed the steering wheel back into the office.
— MUSE S2 —
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