MUSE
S5 ~ RAINY DAY II
S5 MUSE
EPISODE 46
S5 \~ RAINY DAY II
\~ You have Aiden as an excuse, whereas Nick only has love from me as a strength. Let me see him, Lucas. Let me take care of him.\~
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AUTHOR POV
It was raining this morning, as hard as the tears that flowed from both of Bella's round eyes. After last night he missed the fear and anxiety that was so gripping his soul. His heart could not stop thinking about Nick. Is that guy okay? Is that guy conscious?
Bella sleeps on Lucas' back, looking out a large window full of water. The sky is still dark because the rain continues to fall heavily, until dawn even though there is no sign of rain to stop.
“You're up?” Lucas hugged Bella's innocent body from behind. Slurping up from the hip passes through the bend of Bella's waist and up into her arms. Lucas slowly kissed Bella's shoulder.
While Bella did not answer, she only sobbed slowly, besides hating she also did not want to ignite back Lucas' anger.
“You're crying again?” Lucas turned Bella's body to face her.
“Hiks ..!” Bella again did not answer, only sobbed.
Lucas wiped Bella's tears with his thumb. He kissed Bella gently on the forehead and clutched her tightly back.
“Sorry.”
“Hiks ... huhuhu ..!” Bella is sobbing, crying hysterically in Lucas' arms.
Lucas gently stroked Bella's long hair. The thing that hurt her heart the most besides Bella's rejection was when she saw this woman crying. Lucas knows he's wrong, Lucas knows how to get Bella's heart back is wrong. Killing Nick to death does grieve Bella's heart at this time, making Bella even more hate him. But Lucas has no choice, neither Bella nor Nick, neither of whom will part without violence.
“Do not cry, you make me sad, Ella!” Lucas fused their foreheads. Bella could feel Lucas' hot gasps coming down her face.
“You are evil, Lucas!! You're ruthless!!” Bella banged Lucas in the chest, she thrashed and screamed hysterically.
Lucas closed his eyes, sighed softly. He could only be patient and wait for the beautiful woman to stop crying. Lucas can only hope Bella will give back her heart as time goes on.
Lucas kissed Bella's cheek, tasting a hint of saltiness from her flowing tears. Bella turns her back, she looks at Lucas's face, piercing deep into Lucas' dark and dense bead eyes. He used to be so fascinated with the iris of his eyes. Bella once gave up and fell into the abyss of obsession because of her love for this man.
“I know I'm guilty of you, Ella. I'm a coward, I'm afraid to admit that I need you, that I love you. I'm afraid to keep our love in front of parents just because of my Mama's sacrifice for Papa's happiness.” Lucas shed his tears, he also felt so sick from losing Bella for four years.
“I'm a fool, Ella. I realized that. I thought we'd survive because we're young, we can still manage life. But really, the truth is I still can't forget you from inside my heart.” Lucas wiped away the tears that kept coming out of Bella's round eyes.
Bella was crying, for her it was too late.
“It's too late, Lucas. It's no use explaining all this to me, I no longer love you.”
“Please, Ella. Give me one more chance. To receive your love, to protect you, to build a whole family with you. Don't we have Aiden?!” Lucas rubbed Bella's arm gently.
“Aiden is mine, Lucas. Not yours.” Bella got up from her sleep. He went into the bathroom, slammed the door and came back crying.
Aiden is the thing Bella wants to protect the most, Bella's love for Aiden is far greater than her love for Nick or Lucas. Bella can lose Lucas or Nick, but she can't lose Aiden. For Bella, Aiden is her true love.
Lucas sighs resignedly, can only wait for Bella to open her heart again. I don't know when that happened.
— MUSE S5 —
No different in the mountainous area where Elise and Aiden lived, there the rain also fell heavily. Elise picks up Aiden at Kindergarten where she is currently attending school. The four-year-old toddler came out with a sour face, frowning, and not wanting to hold his hand.
Elise furrowed her brows in astonishment, not usually Aiden was so angry that he did not care about her. Quickly Elise forced to hold Aiden's tiny hand.
“Why, Son? Why angry?” ask Elise softly.
“Aiden's friends said that Aiden was an illegitimate child, had no father, but Aidenkan had Papi,” Aiden's answer made Elise's heart melt.
“Really??”
“Iya, they said Aiden doesn't have their Dad like.” Aiden is sad again.
“Tapikan Aiden has Mami, has Nini, has Aunty Sekar,” replied Elise while stroking her grandson's hair.
“Mami where? Why doesn't Mami ever come home?” Aiden's eyes were glazed.
“Maybe Mami is busy.”
“Mami also never contacted Aiden!! Though Aiden kangen with Mami, kangen same Papi!” the little boy grumbled, now he knew how to sulk properly.
“Let's call Mami, yes! Now Aiden smile, yes, later Nini buyin ice cream.”
“Ice cream? Want to!! Aiden to.” It is not difficult to persuade a small child to stop sulking, enough with cold and sweet food.
Elise smiled stiffly, a little worried about Aiden's condition. Elise is also confused why it has been almost two weeks Bella did not return to the village. He didn't call Aiden as he usually does. Bella calls Aiden every day.
Did something happen to Bella? Elise's heart was a little agitated, she would try to contact him later.
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Bella walked up to Lucas, who was working in front of a monitor, watching the money market move this morning. Sometimes he called his assistant in the city of S.
“Lucas.” Call Bella.
Lucas stopped the movement of his hand, he immediately smiled at Bella. Seeing Bella talking to him made Lucas' heart happy.
“What's up, Ella? Do you need anything?” Lucas approaches, he takes Bella's hand and kisses her wrist.
“I need a mobile phone. Can I borrow your phone? I miss Aiden.” a lot Bella stared blankly at Lucas' phone. His phone doesn't know where it was after the incident with his fanatical fans the other day.
“May I chat with Aiden?” Lucas immediately sumringah, he immediately answered his phone and gave it to Bella.
Bella swallows her saliva while receiving the phone. Actually Bella wants to keep Lucas away from Aiden if she can, but at this time Bella really misses Aiden and Bella is sure Aiden must be snatching looking for her. Bella hasn't been home for two weeks and has not told her anything, at least she has to explain it to Elise so she can understand the situation. So Bella had no choice but to let Lucas see Aiden.
“Thank you, Lucas.”
“No, Ella, I thank you.” Lucas smiled very broadly.
Bella rushes to the phone number of Elise and makes a video call. Bella could immediately see the handsome face of Aiden and also the face of Elise who looked very relieved.
“Nini patient donk!! Kan Aiden used to want to talk to Mami,” said Aiden, his tiny lips raised a protest, making Bella giggle. They chatted lightly and joked with laughter as usual.
Lucas stood beside Bella, watching her son's handsome face. Lucas never thought that Bella would give birth to a child like him. Lucas' eyes glazed over, he pressed the corner of his eye so as not to cry.
But Lucas blue haru did not last long when innocently Aiden asked, “where is Papi Nick? Aiden kangen is also the same as Papi.”
Bella was immediately stunned, looking at her changed face, sad. Elise furrowed her forehead, wondering, did their relationship run aground on the street?
“Papi is busy, Aiden. He will call you later.” Bella's smile, she tried to calm her son's heart.
But Lucas doesn't accept, Aiden's son, not Nick's. Aiden should have called him Papi instead of Nick. Without hesitation Lucas snatched his phone, then sat down beside Bella. His behavior made Elise again wrinkled in confusion. Aiden also looked at Lucas' face curiously.
“Who is this uncle, Mami?” ask Aiden, Bella's stuck.
“I'm Your Father, Son. I'm the one you should call Papi.” Lucas smiled, obviously.
“No want!! Aiden has Papi!! His name is Papi Nick!” sergeant Aiden. He refused to acknowledge Lucas. Lucas was heartbroken, rejected by Bella and now from his own son, and all this because of Nick, again because of the weak man.
“Like or dislike I am your real father!” Lucas replied, Elise immediately covered her mouth with a fist. Finally Lucas finds Bella, finally the man returns to Bella's life.
“Lucas!! Please don't do this, Aiden is just a kid.” Bella tries to stop Lucas from hurting Aiden's heart with this fact.
“He should know, Ella. My blood runs through every vein!! Even down to the subtlest pulse!! Not Nick's blood!” Lucas grabbed Bella's arm.
“Hei!! What did you do to Mami??” aiden shouted from across the street.
“No, Aiden. Uncle is just trying to convince Mami, not hurt Mami.” Bella tries to calm Aiden down.
Lucas was silent, still trying to manage his emotions. Bella's right, she can't just force Aiden to take it for granted. In fact he had indeed failed to protect the two of them, in fact he himself who had never known the existence of the boy all this time.
“Im sorry, Uncle Aiden. Uncle loves your mom too much, loves you too much. Wanted you to be an uncle's son too. Want to take care of you both.”
“No, Papi Nick has promised in advance will take care of us.” Aiden sulks back and leaves the VC, he goes into the room.
“Aiden, wait, Son!!” bella shouted, she was still not satisfied to see the handsome face of her son.
“Sabar, Bella. Later Aunty will talk to him.” Elise mediates.
“Good, Aunty, thank you,” said Bella.
“You solve your problems well first, do not get carried away by lust and emotional overflow, Bella. Many ask the gods for wisdom. Aunty thinks you're old enough to solve all these problems with a cool head, after all, whatever your decision Aunty will definitely support you.”
“Hiks .. well, Aunty. Good. Thank you, yes, and please take care of Aiden for me.” Bella bit her lower lip, holding back tears.
“OK, rest. Eat a lot of Bella, you have to be healthy, if you can't do that for yourself, then do it for Aiden.” Elise advises Bella before deciding on her call. Bella could only nod in agreement.
Lucas, who was still a little jealous, finally cooled his mind. Right, they're not the same couple anymore. It's not Bella and Lucas who are in love drunk and full of passion for youth. They are now parents, and the true task of parents is to protect and make their children happy.
“I'm sorry, Ella.” Lucas hugged Bella from behind.
“He's very similar to you, Lucas. Even until the way he talks is the same.” Bella shed her tears.
“Really I'm sorry I ignored you two. Give me another chance, Ella!! I beg!” Lucas got off the couch, knelt in front of Bella and kissed her hand.
“Can't Lucas. I can't.” Bella keleng.
“Do to Aiden. Do it for our son, he deserves a whole family, doesn't he?!” Lucas was compassionate, full of hope.
Bella sobs softly, not knowing how to answer Lucas's question. Despite the weight of admitting it, no doubt there is blood Lucas flowing on Aiden's body.
Hasn't Bella been craving a whole family for Aiden?
Hasn't Bella been craving an abundance of love for Aiden?
Struck in Bella's mind Aunty Elise's words. ‘If you can't do it for yourself, then do it for Aiden’.
“But previously I had one Lucas.” request Bella wiped her tears.
“What is it?”
“Let me take care of Nick until he recovers.”
“Ell ...” Bella cuts Lucas' speech.
“Your cruelty is my fault, her broken body is also my fault. His heart is also my fault. Nick is a good guy, he doesn't deserve any of this.” Bella's trying hard.
“Ella?!” lucas Protest.
“After Nick recovers I'll come back to you, Lucas. I'll try to accept your love back.” Bella lowered her face.
“Why? Why is it still ...” Lucas was at a loss for words.
“Because I have given my love to her, Lucas. And that made him suffer.”
“Ella, you know I can't. I can't see you with another man.”
“You have Aiden as an excuse, while Nick only has love from me as a strength. Let me see him, Lucas. Let me take care of him.” Bella puts her head on Lucas' forehead, her tears keep coming down, she has to give up and make Nick give up on their love.
“At least I won't regret having chosen you back,” said Bella.
— MUSE S5 —
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