MUSE
S3 ~ ENDING

THE MUSE S3

EPISODE 133

S3 \~ ENDING

\~ Without mistakes we will never learn, without tears we will never understand the meaning of a smile. Without forgiveness we will never know the meaning of love. Without forgiving yourself, you can never understand how much your life means to others.\~

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“Come back to me, Kanna.”

“Leon?”

“I still and always love you. I'll fix everything, Kanna.” I kissed Kanna's wrist.

“Am I still worth? I was once the wife of people, Leon.” Kanna was embarrassed. He continues to consider himself worthless.

I hugged her, divided the warm embrace in silence, “no one thinks you're worthless, Kanna.”

“Sorry, Leon. I can't be selfish, you deserve to be happy, also get a good woman,” Kanna replied.

“I'm happy with you. Who will take care of you anyway?”

“I can take care of myself, Leon.”

“No, Kanna. I'll take care of you. I'll make you happy. We're running again from the beginning. We fix everything back together from the beginning, yes.” I knelt before him, clasping Kanna's cold hand. Calm down his fingers that were linked together from nervousness.

“Leon.”

— MUSE S3 —

It's been a few days Kanna's been in my hangar. Kanna has no purpose to go home. He has not answered my call to make up again. He said he still couldn't forget his mistakes with me, with Zean, with his parents, and with Leona.

But the truth is, Kanna was innocent to us. He's guilty of himself, he just doesn't realize it. If only Kanna could forgive herself, she would definitely be able to repel the guilt that continues to haunt her.

“DON'T!!! PARDON ME!! SORRY, babe!” Kanna kept waking up and yelling hysterically.

He continued to ruffle his hair, hit himself, not infrequently even glare blankly until finally desperate to take a sharp object.

I was forced to hide all the sharp objects out of Kanna's sight. Not infrequently I was forced to lock him in the room, afraid he did anything and hurt himself.

“Open!! Huhuhuhu.., open!! OPEN LEON!!” Kanna screamed while banging on the room door. I slumped in front of the bedroom door, my heart ached to see his mind tormented.

Several times I called a mental doctor home, did psychiatric therapy on Kanna. Kanna had severe depression, and was almost insane. I was getting frustrated, not because Kanna was crazy, but because I couldn't do anything for her. It's all my fault, why I used to do that stupid thing. Now I regret it.

“Already, Kanna, don't cry anymore, yes!” I clenched tightly to her now thin, dry body.

“Leon, I'm guilty of you. Killed him!! Kill our son! Why should I run to the streets? Why Leon?!” Kanna roared, her heart must have suffered greatly.

“You're not wrong, Kanna.”

“I was wrong Leon. I'm wrong!!! I'm law Leon. Hit me, yeah!! Blame me!” Kanna grabbed my shirt, she slammed her forehead into my chest a few times. Perhaps for Kanna, punishment was the easiest way for her to forget Leona's death.

“Kanna!!” I lifted his face, slipping both palms of my hands at his nape. I made him look at me.

Kanna's tears continued to flow, her eye circles began to be sunken and blackened. I can see her nose is swollen from crying too much. Kanna didn't dare look at me, she turned her eyeballs the other way.

“See me, Kanna!! ARKANNA!!”

“Hiks ..!”

I kissed her, smashed her thin lips. Make him wriggle slowly until finally quiet and choose to enjoy it.

“That's right, Kanna. Just feel it, just feel how valuable you are to me.” I kissed her lips again, this time deeper and rhythmically.

My heart rate was getting faster, speeding along with our increasingly heavy breathing.

“Come, come with me!” I held Kanna's hand. Kanna said, she's tailing behind me.

“Take this, Kanna!” I gave a lump of clay to his palm. Kanna just fell silent and looked at the clay.

“Did you remember back when we were in High School, there were some people mocking you? You were sad and crying, and then I asked you to make a vase?” my many.

“Iya.” Reply Kanna.

“Let's make another vase, Kanna.”

I hurried to sit in front of the turntable, without waiting for his permission I pulled him inside my lap. Kanna put that lump of clay on the turntable. I splashed a little water on it.

“You see, Kanna. This clay is so pale, dirty, and shapeless.”

“True.” Reply Kanna.

“Same as a human, Kanna. No human being is born perfect. They have to experience difficulties and life struggles. Same with this table.” I turned the table and put Kanna's hand on the clay. Formed into the body of a vase.

Slowly the vessel formed neatly forming a long tube. Kanna was silent, she kept watching the twist, watching her hand move following my instructions.

“Then, with scratches and nicks, the vessel slowly had a form and also a character. However, all of them do not yet have a.” value I stopped the turntable, cut off the lower end with strings, then lifted it into the fireplace. Kanna kept quiet and kept watching me.

“The vessel must be burned in very hot temperatures, Kanna. So that he glue perfectly and not easily broken.” I crouched down in front of him, clasping his hand tightly.

“Leon...,” Kanna is back to shed her tears.

“That is the process of Kanna's life. No man is born perfect, it is his faults, ugliness, and problems of life that make up the human soul. The stronger and the more beautiful.” I took him in, headed to the painting.

“After being burned, the vessel still had to be thought of, painted, until it was finally perfectly polished. Then only then does he have artistic value and material value,” my smile.

I helped Kanna wash her hands, Kanna's face started to look brighter. His smile grew and looked at me warmly. I want her to return to being the old Kanna, who is cute and also full of gentleness.

“Maybe all of this processes our lives, Kanna. To be a beautiful and valuable item. Without mistakes we will never learn, without tears we will never understand the meaning of a smile. Without forgiveness we will never know the meaning of love. Without forgiving yourself, you can never understand how much your life means to others. Especially me.”

“Hiks, Leon.” Kanna hugged me tightly, sobbing. I patted his back gently.

“Crying, Kanna. Throw away all regrets through your tears. Throw away all anger and hate at your stuff. Then get up and start everything with me.” tears come rushing down my face.

Kanna nodded, in her sobbing she continued to say sorry, forgiving herself.

“I love you, Kanna.” I kissed her lips softly.

“I love you too, Leon.”

— MUSE S3 END —

MUSE S3 IS FINISHED

Looking forward to the epilogue

How do the effects and messages go?

This story has a true story hlo.

Real version:

Kanna was so depressed because her body was fat after giving birth to 3 children. Then Zean cheated on her. Kanna was severely depressed until she became an acute bulimic. He is helped by Leon, who is his ex-girlfriend.

But the difference is, Zean apologized. Kanna returns to Zean and becomes a beautiful wife again. But stick with the bulimia she craves, as well as the incredible psychic trauma. Kanna was very beautiful and amazed everyone, even though deep in her heart she must have been very tormented.

As women, we must maintain our beauty in front of our husbands. The body of the wife belongs to the husband. Exercise, stay healthy, look clean and beautiful when the husband comes home from work, it is a form of beauty. Both husbands should love your wife, if they want to look beautiful support her with what you have, such as words of encouragement, affection, or sports together. 🤗🤗

Oh, yeah, gaes! Serving sincerely and submitting to the words of the husband is a form of true beauty. Learn to submit to your husband gaes, he will love you with all his heart.

Being a woman is hard, people say being beautiful is painful. God created all beautiful women as they are.

Learn from Kanna's life experience.

Fat, skinny, slim...

Go straight, curly, curly...

Want white, brown, black...

Wanna squint, turn...

YOU GUYS ARE WORTHY GAES!!!!

Continue to enjoy MUSE continued to S4?

If the story of his children Arvin I make bosen will not?

Ada Inggrid-Keano —> angel and demon

Ada Nick-Bella —> unconditional love

Ada Gabby-Ivander —> revenge

Ada Levin-Leoni —> school life.

Okay, see you next episode.

Don't forget to read my other novel!

For love for many.

Make life meaningful to others.

Love, dee

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