MUSE
S4 ~ HURTS TOO

S4 MUSE

EPISODE 23

S4 \~ HURTS TOO

\~ Inggrid was silent and could not answer my question. But from the look on his face and the pounding of his heart, anyone will know that Inggrid likes Ra.\~

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RA POV

I like that girl as much as Ken likes her.

I love that girl as much as Ken loves her.

Although I am not good at expressing my heart through words like Ken, but I still try to express it through action.

I admit I used to hate him so much because he was so attached to Keano. Keano is weak, and is often hurt. With time and togetherness that we lived together I began to open my heart to her.

I love him in my own way.

I love him in my own way.

But he wants to throw me away! He doesn't want me!

Is my existence just a hindrance to his happiness?

Should I really just disappear?

Ah, if it's true that I can make you happy, it might not hurt to leave you.

Not until I hear it myself!! Until I heard it coming from his lips and it was shown to me, not Ken. It was then that I would disappear from her life.

— MUSE S4 —

•••

Do you remember what I said back then? When I say that, then everything is said from his lips and when I hear it myself. Only then will I disappear from his presence, from his life, and Ken's life.

This afternoon Ingrid came to my house, asked me to sleep and let Ken out. He said that the project was finished, he wanted to show Ken the results of the project.

Then what about me?

Doesn't he want to show it to me too? I also accompanied him when the project began.

I hate him because he still expects Ken to come out, even though he clearly understands that I purposely locked him in the heart! I couldn't let go because Ken wanted me to disappear from Keano's body so badly. He wanted to kill me indirectly.

Why Inggrid ...?

Why can you think of Ken's feelings but not mine?! I'm Keano too!

Why would you rather love Ken than me?! I'm Keano too!

Looking at the glint of light that shimmered with pity from his round eyes made me subconsciously smell it. I don't know, why would I kiss her so full of emotion like this? Huf ...! I should be able to control my emotions, but I'm not Ken who can easily control his feelings.

“AUCH!!” I grimaced in pain, Inggrid bit my lip until it bled. A sense of rancor and pain was felt all the way into my sense of taste.

“Sorry, Ra, I'm disgusted by your behavior?”

What did he say? Disgustful?! She's disgusted at me kissing her with this body? Though he never felt disgusted when Ken kissed him, even though at that time Ken was also lashing at him, or he was lashing at Ken.

Inggrid came closer, it seemed like he was beginning to realize the pain within my heart at this moment, his words were hurting me. Inggrid approached him about helping me remove the blood that kept flowing.

“Jijik?!” I asked again while clasping his hand.

“Yes, I don't like you being rude to me!!”

“Indeed if I'm soft you want?! You just want Ken, don't you? You said I was Keano too! But you just want Ken to kiss you?!”

“Ra?! Stop saying rude to me with Ken's face!” Inggrid's eyes look pretty.

“What did you say?! This is my face too!” I pushed him down.

Ingrid started crying! Stare at me with nanar! I also returned it with a gaze that was no less sharp.

“It turns out you're so mean Ra!! I hate you!! I hope you disappear!! I hope I never see you forever!!” screams after shouts flowed profusely out from his full-fledged lips. Inggrid's tears flowed no less profusely than her screams.

I froze, did I hurt her so much that she hated me? Have I done anything wrong? Didn't he hurt me? Should I be angry? Why am I the wrong one?

I tried to catch my heavy breaths from holding back the anger that was rising. My eyes followed his movements, watching him walk away from my room and my house.

With a huff I kicked the bench until it fell and made a sound ‘BRAK!’ the hard. I sat on the lip of the bed and gently grabbed my hair, sometimes to the point of shaking it violently.

The seconds that passed quietly drove away my tightness and riled up, replacing them with disappointment as well as tears. I touched my face, there was a clear grain of water that pooled in the eye patch and flowed profusely wet the face.

I am Ra!! I am a part of Keano who is so strong!

I am Ra!! I am a part of Keano who is so brave!

Then why?

Why am I crying?

Why am I disappointed?

Why am I sad that the girl ignored me?

Why am I sad that the girl prefers my alter ego?

I'm Ra!! I'm not a part of the crybaby Keano.

Now, he even incised pain and disappointment at the same time with longing and wanting to have.

All right, if that's what you want, Ingrid. I'm going to disappear, into Keano's heart forever. I'll give up on Ken if you're happy.

Thank you for incising love as well as wounds in the brevity of our relationship.

Thank you for creating such a wonderful and painful taste in the brevity of our introductions.

I stared at the ceiling of the room as if it was starting to dim and move away. Along with my tears dripping, my consciousness slowly disappeared.

It hurts too!

— MUSE S4 —

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KEN POV

I woke up after falling asleep for so long in Keano's mind. For days Ra never showed up. I tried to remember Keano's brain with what had happened. I can vaguely tell what happened to Ra and Inggrid. I don't know if I should be thankful or sad about it?

Ra has been a part of Keano since childhood, he is my friend to share the taste as well, although we often fuss over trivial things. Our opposite nature makes us unable to be in line with our thinking.

“Ken, is it true Ra has never come out again?” ask Inggrid curiously. We were at the cafe, wiping away the spoon and cup that Erik had just finished washing.

“True, girl, it's been a week. Wh why? Do you miss him?” my God, honestly I really want to know how Inggrid feels about Ra.

“Ngaco, where might I miss the same guy k*mpret like him! I just ...,” - Inggrid speech stopped - “I just feel lonely,” hela Inggrid.

“Why feel lonely?” my many. It turns out that Inggrid has started to love Ra as well.

“Entah.” Ingrid put his chin on the cafe table, this afternoon the cafe looks more stiff than usual.

“You want Ra back? Didn't you say he was a bitch? You want him to disappear from Keano?”

“Iya, anyway, it's because he is very difficult to accept my presence, even though we have been together since childhood.” Inggrid manyun, still with his chin turned on the table.

“Are you starting to like it?” I stroked Inggrid's hair.

....

Inggrid just kept quiet and couldn't answer my question. But from the look on his face and the pounding of his heart, anyone will know that Inggrid likes Ra.

“Ken?” Ingrid's tears drip slowly, but Inggrid quickly wipes them away.

I hugged her and held her tightly, I never expected that I would be jealous of my current soulmate. I never thought that complicated things could happen in the same body. Why did Keano create Ra? Why did you invent Ken?

Can't we be Keano who can love Ingrid?

Then now.

How should I react to it?

I don't want Ra to have Ingrid, but I don't want to see my girl crying.

The human feeling is indeed complex, the human ego is indeed difficult to dive into. And human feelings and feelings are not something that can be taken for granted.

“Inggrid.” My mouth calls out his name.

“Ya, Ken?”

“We started our relationship from the beginning, yes. Without the presence of Ra. Didn't you just love Ken, not Ra.” I clasped his hand and put it in front of my chest.

Inggrid looked at me with teary eyes.

“I know I'm selfish, I want to remove Ra from Keano's body as well as your heart. But ... isn't my love no less big and always full for you, girl?”

“Ken ..!” Inggrid tightened his hug and hugged me tightly. It seemed like she was also so hurt by Ra's disappearance, she was also so saddened by this state, she was so sorry by his words.

I could just shut up and hug her. I'm sorry Ra, I'm gonna take care of him and turn into a strong and brave guy like you.

— MUSE S4 —

So Ra's really missing? 😳😳

Gaeskuh, sorry if there's a lot of typo and a little messed up. You see, the author's hand is a little tengginan, so tick it via voice record. Good luck entertaining and presenting the best story.

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