MUSE
S3 ~ BITTER

THE MUSE S3

EPISODE 118

S3 \~ BITTER

\~His beautiful face, her sweet smile, as well as the beauty of her curves, are all my inspirations and I will definitely present a victory for her.\~

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5 Days ago.

Upon arrival I was in a beautiful house in the area of village T. Mama looks to be cleaning the yard and Papa is busy watering ornamental plants.

“Leon!!” Mama immediately ran and hugged me as she realized her son was standing in front of her.

“Mama!!” reply me too with a tight hug.

“Leon.” Papa put down the water hose and walked around hugging me as well.

“Papa.” I hugged him no less tightly.

“You are now taller than Papa?” Papa patted my shoulder.

“Iya,” my laugh is happy, Papa can no longer stroke my hair.

“Basic child does not know himself. Go home instead of directly meeting parents even dating first!” Papa clamped my neck with his arm.

“Hahaha, kangenlah, Pa. I've never been young,” ledekku too.

“Already, come on in! Leon must be tired.” Mom pushed us both.

“Come!” Papa picked up my bag, we rushed in.

I kissed Grandpa and Grandma's hands. Grandma looked pale and her face was lethargic, but there was a satisfied smile when she saw me coming to see her.

“Eat first, Leon!” My mother told me to sit at the dinner table with them.

The dish of green vegetables from the garden itself is so tempting. Starting from chili, tomato, until the vegetables were all grown by Grandpa and Papaku.

“Enak?”

“So much, Ma. Geez, Leon hasn't eaten Mama's cooking in a long time. It feels like the sampe melted in the mouth.”

“Basic son of a licker!” Papa grinning.

“Hehehe, Sincerely this, Pa!! Sincerely,” kekehku.

“Oh, yes, Leon. Papa can order in E-mail from the artist's assessment.”

“Aaan, Pa?”

“There is the biggest ceramic art competition in Indonesia. You want to try coming?” ask Papa.

“Mau! Leon wants to come, Pa,” I replied excitedly. I must be quickly recognized by the lovers of ceramic art. At least I have to succeed immediately so that Papa Kanna will accept me.

“Good, tomorrow you make your work. We send, there will be a great exhibition and judged by many world-class art curators. Once you win, your name could skyrocket, Leon.”

“Good, Pa, Leon will try it,” high enthusiasm makes me smile happy.

“Oke finish your meal, we'll go to Grandpa.”'s studio.

“Siap.”

I quickly finished my lunch and followed Papa. I want to quickly hone my skills with Papa, much I have not learned from him. For me Papa is the best artist, his work always makes me not stop being amazed. Although maybe fate is not so on his side, but in fact Papa's work is still sold in the market. Papa can even raise me, send me to school, even save just from his hand.

I remember what Papa Kanna said when I called her earlier. She said I couldn't make her daughter happy, that money from an art worker would never be enough for the household.

I also have to prove Papa Kanna wrong. I can succeed as an artist. I can definitely make Kanna happy. If working hard is still less, I will work harder twice, if still less I will work again four times. For sure I won't give up on pleasing Kanna.

“Come, Leon!” Papa was prepared, giving him a large piece of clay.

“Create a bottle of sake, complete with its drinking cup.”

“It's too easy, Papa.”

“Ei!! Don't be arrogant, try it first.”

Finally I tried, Papa continued to assess the results of my work. No one meets the standard of satisfaction. It turns out that a Leo is not easy to please. Papa's reason is this, that's how it is, there is no concrete reason. I was frustrated and almost gave up, but when I remembered Kanna I got back up. I'm still excited for Kanna.

“This one started nice.” finally compliments came out of Papa's mouth.

“Really?”

“Note the details, Leon. Details are very important. Feel the smoothness of the surface, each stroke of the spoon, also the beauty of the curve.”

“I nodded my understanding sign.”

“If you're ready, you can make one of your best work. Papa will send him to that competition.”

“Ok, Pa.” Papa left the studio after rubbing the rough tip of my head. I took a deep breath and prepared with a lump of clay.

I closed my eyes and imagined Kanna. To me he is my inspiration, Muse in every work of my hand. Her beautiful face, her sweet smile, as well as the beauty of her curves, all became my inspiration and I will definitely present a victory for her.

— MUSE S3 —

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A few days later I returned to J city, 2 days ahead of schedule. I was forced to return because Kanna did not answer or reply to my chat. I was worried about him, he had never been angry with me before. We never fight, Kanna's person is too soft, she always just cries when there is a problem. I don't want her to cry because of me. Seeing her tears in VC alone has made my heart ache. Why is he mad at me?

Fortunately, everything was good again, we even reunited after the night and chatted with each other until dawn. Kanna recounted the video today, her face so radiant as she told about her hobby. I was happy when I saw her happy. She used to be a shy girl who always kept all her bitterness alone. Now I can see the image change of him who began to recover along with the changes in body shape and also his face.

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The next morning, I took Kanna to breakfast at my house. Cooking chicken soup so that the power to recover after illness. I want her to be healthy, I can't keep her company while she's in the hospital because of the competition, so at least I'll cook her a full meal.

Kanna's body is now very thin, so she is easily sick. He had to eat a lot in order for his strength to recover and was no longer sickly. Anyway a little crunching is also no problem, I still love him.

However, the reality that I saw right now made my heart wince. While I was taking a shower, Kanna spewed out all her food.

“Hoek.!” there was a soft sound from the toilet, I rushed to him, I thought Kanna's stomach hurt again. But apparently, Kanna was putting two fingers in her mouth, stimulating the food she ate out. He regurgitated his food. I who was shocked immediately shouted to his name.

“KANNA!”

Kanna turned her head, her face as surprised as I was.

“What are you doing?!” I screamed back at him.

“Leon? I can explain all this.”

“Why did you vomit all your food?” I don't think about it with her. Isn't spewing food intentionally a psychic disease?

“Leon...”.

My eyes were fixed on him, I looked at him with nanar. I never thought it was Kanna herself who had damaged her body.

“Since when did you do it?”

“I...,”

“Since when have you had bulimia??!” my snapping.

“Leon.” Kanna called again my name, she was crying. Kanna stepped closer to me, she clasped tightly onto the shirt I was wearing.

I threw my face away, I was disappointed. But I also don't want to see her pretty face shedding tears. My heart was so hurt knowing this fact, I was angry with his behavior. I take care of her so much, love her so much, I want everything that is best for her, yet what do I see??! He even damaged his own body! Then what does all my attention mean to him? What does it mean to me for him?

“WHY?!” my snapping made him scared.

“Sorry, Leon. My weight is hard to control.” Kanna slumped down.

“Then why? Is that a good reason to damage your own body?” ask me with a high note. No one blamed her for her excess weight. If Kanna wanted to keep the weight, wouldn't it be safe?! It is healthier!

“I have no choice Leon. I've been trying to improve my diet. But the day after tomorrow is the limit for uploading live stories of endorse contracts that I received.” Kanna explained the reason. Unreasonable reason in my opinion.

“Only for the sake of live video, Kanna?? Seriously? Just for the sake of the video did you ruin yourself??! Don't you realize you just got out of RS?” I look at her with pity, since when can my Kannaku turn into a woman who thirsts for praise and money.

“You don't know how much I need that money, Leon. All my family depends on me.”

“Then what? Is that why you're going to keep doing this stupid thing? For family? For rupiah? Or for the sake of praise?”

“Leon!!” Kanna got up, she yelled at me, “just think a little bit about me, support a little of what I did, I did all this not just for money and fame. I did all this for you. Demi can match with you.”

“Don't be stupid, Kanna!! I don't want to!!! I don't want you to be beautiful by ruining yourself!! I told you, I love you for who you are!!”

“It turns out you don't understand..” Kanna let out her voice, her face bowed, as if she was disappointed in me.

“I don't understand why you're ruining your body for me!! I never asked you to look beautiful or slim. You're fatpun I like.”

PLAQUE!!!

Kanna slapped me. It feels sore and hot.

“You are evil, Leon.”

“Evil???” I clutched his wrist. I still don't know where my crime is, where's my fault?

“Hiks..., I hate you Leon.”

“Kanna!!! Realize, it's all just your obsession!! I never demand you to be perfect, I love you sincerely!”

“Let me go, Leon!” Kanna rebelled she pulled her wrist.

“No!! Come eat! I'll get you some food!You have to eat!” I pulled him out of the bathroom to the dining table.

“No, Leon!! Don't force me.” Kanna refused.

“Kanna!! A plate of rice won't ruin your live broadcast. But without a plate of rice you'll ruin your body.”

“Leon!! Please do!! This time alone, I don't want to eat.” Kanna rebelled.

“Eat, Kanna.”

“No.”

“Do you still not want to eat, even if you do it for me, Kanna?” I hugged her, although Kanna was crying and thrashing, I kept holding her.

“Hiks, don't force me, Leon!” Kanna was crying harder.

“Alright,” I release my hug. Kanna slumped down, I sat down on the couch. I regulated my emotions as well as my roaring irregular breathing.

It turns out Kanna no longer loves me, her obsession covers all her love for me. I thought Kanna would sacrifice all her fame for me. It turned out that my thinking was wrong, I was nothing more than a worthless person in his eyes.

It turned out to taste very bitter, this reality was extremely nauseating.

“Go home Kanna! Do everything you want.” I got up and hurried to leave her up to the top of the room. I slammed the door of my room and panted alone.

— MUSE S3 —

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