MUSE
S3 ~ PROLOG
THE MUSE S3
EPISODE 95
S3 \~ PROLOG
\~In this same way, husbands too to love their lives as they own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. \~ Ephesians 5:28
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Hello, I'm Arkana, people used to call me Kanna. I appeared as a cameo star on the Muse S2. Yup, I'm a high school friend of Kalila and Melody. This time I'll take you through the story of my life. As author said, part of my story is a true story. So, prepare your tissues once again, hopefully this story can tear apart your soul and feelings as well.
— MUSE S3 —
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Kanna is a beautiful city full of love from God. My parents gave me the name Kanna probably because they wanted me to get mercy from God in every step of my life. They want me to always get the love of the Owner of life.
But in fact everything that happened in my life seemed to be inversely proportional to the meaning of my name. My stupidity and lack are too great. Until I fell to the lowest point and wanted to give up on life. At that time I didn't even know how to get up in the slump?
I have many shortcomings, I am not a beautiful woman, my nose is wide, and my eyes are narrow. My face was so big because I was fat. Scales are the biggest phobia for me. I don't know why I hate that weight gainer.
I grew up in an ordinary environment because my Mom and Dad were just ordinary employees in a private company. When I was a kid, I didn't have anything to be proud of, let alone the abundance of money, the beauty that brought men to their knees, or the ideal body shape I didn't have.
When I was in elementary school I was often humiliated and shunned by my friends because I was fat and poor. They say I look like chapter1. They said I could only eat and eat until it exploded. They say I stink, I spend oxygen around them.
When my Junior High was fat, they called me a ball. Maybe because I was round like a ball. They didn't get too far away from me because I'd rather shut up and shut myself up. I only talk when I'm spoken to.
It was at Junior High that I realized the existence of a Leon. Neighbors next door who always played with me when we were kids. I haven't seen him in a long time. Now he is so handsome and talented, from singing to sports. Whatever he does always works. Leon was the one who always stood up for me when a friend tried to bully me or harm me.
When my SMA starts to shrink a little, maybe because I'm getting taller. I've got a weight of 80, a height of 170. A little overweight, but not over when I was a kid. This time my life was much better, I was able to hang out with some friends. I was accepted to be their friend even though sometimes they gossiped behind my back.
“The photo is so ugly because there is Kanna.”
“Yes, I have trouble looking beautiful, can not be uploaded to sosmed.”
“See his eyes are narrow and his nose is wide, where his face is so big!”
“She looks more like bab1 than human.”
That's the line I often hear when they gossip behind my back. What exactly is my fault? I don't want to be born with such an ugly body. Or with a big appetite like this. Why do they hate insulting me?! Why do they like to talk about me behind their back? Even though I am fat and ugly, am I not still human?
That time,
I really want to cry...
I want to escape this shame...
Even think, though,
Maybe I should just die...
I shouldn't be alive.
I committed suicide by jumping off the school roof. No one tried to stop me until someone came along. It's Leon.
Only he hugged me and channeled warmth all over me.
Only he lent her his shoulder as I sobbed loudly saying all the distress in my heart.
Only he slowly wiped my tears with his thumb.
When the crash hit my life, only Leon came to my aid. That's why I want to be a woman who can be with Leon. I don't want Leon to be humiliated for walking with a bab1 like me.
I began to take care of myself, shrink the body, and also beautify the face. The result is sweet, many people like me. Both men and women, all of them put their hearts on me. I am the center of their attention, I am the star. This false happiness dragged me along, making me more and more uncontrollable, tempted by a taste I had never gotten before. I unconsciously turned my habits into an obsession. The obsession with body shape is also a facial beauty that fascinates everyone.
Leon doesn't like it, he thinks my obsession is unhealthy. And I did this for her, for her sake because I loved her so much.
I was angry, instead ruining our relationship because I preferred my obsession that began to be abnormal.
I ruined everything.
I broke his heart because of my own mistakes.
I let her down with my prilak.
I hurt her heart with my words.
And I left it for my ambition.
When I began to realize the sincerity of his love, it was too late,
“I'm sorry, Leon.”
— MUSE S3 —
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What happened to Kanna?! Why did Leon release him?!
Next episode, keep reading and follow the story.
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