MUSE
UNBEARABLE

MUSE

EPISODE 18

UNBEARABLE

\~Alex just kept quiet, his kiss felt warm on my shoulder. I closed my eyes because I enjoyed it.\~

Beauitiful..

Cool..

The stunning pose..

Violet's eyes..

How about wild life again?

Less expression..

How can that be so white?

Less natural..

This girl continues now..

Blah.

Blah..

Blah...

That's the comment from the netizens about my photos on Julius' account. There are pros, there are cons, there is support, there are insults, there are positives and there are also negatives. Julius always reminded me to just relax. Everyone is free to judge others, and we also have the right to filter their judgments.

“You daydreaming what?” Julius approached me with a cup of hot chocolate.

“Thank you.” I accepted.

“I just saw the sosmed, read their comments about me.” I put the phone on the table.

“You want me to matiin his comment column?”

“No need, I love reading it. I'm old enough to filter out the good and bad for me.”

“You're not angry?” Julius sat next to me.

I still leaned my head lazily on the back of the sofa. Julius looked at me with a warm look. He did not know that his gaze was capable of making many women melt.

I avoided her gaze and sipped a soft brown in front of me.

“Still angry, yes?”

“No, but next time not so, brother. People can misunderstand.”

“Why care? You're afraid your friend Alex saw it?”

I did not answer Julius, it does not make sense if I only attach importance to my feelings unilaterally, not necessarily Alex also likes me.

“While I wrote it seriously.” Julius leaned his body against the sofa, following me.

I glanced at him 2 buttons over his shirt open. I covered my reddened face. Why do I remember what happened yesterday?

“Hey your face is red once? You have a fever?” julius' palm landed on my forehead, giving me a jolt of shock.

“Neither.” I went to stand up for a while and made the chocolate in my hand spill.

“Hot,” my moans.

“You're not pa-pa?” Julius took my hand and washed it with cold water.

“Darren, burn ointment please.” Julius yells.

“I'm fine.really.” I insisted and was about to pull my hand but his strong strength held me back.

“Wait for me to apply the ointment.”

“Thank you,” is so awkward.

I felt a cold gel ointment touch my skin, followed by a gentle swab from Julius' index finger. I watched his handsome face.

“Already. We are prospective models, it's a pity that until the scar appears.” smile once again on his face.

I slowly pulled my hand and held it close to my chest. What is this feeling God? My heart rate turned irregular, my stomach rippled and tickled.

“I have to go home.” I grabbed the bag and ran out, trying to stop the taste that was coming out of my heart.

—MUSE—

“Alex.” I called Alex from a distance.

Today we went to see an art festival at the school. Annual events at the arts faculty, many entertainment events and also food stands.

I even plan to take part in a body painting race.

Alex stood by the fountain, his hair waving in the wind. Why is she so cute making me want to pinch her cheeks?

“Lenna.” Alex smiled at me.

I was happy to see Alex smiling at me. Sometimes I think that love is so strange. We can be happy with little things like this.

“You want to take a walk first or get ready?”

“Hmm.. might just get ready.” I don't want to sweat because it must be embarrassing.

“You want to use what theme?”

“What is it usually like?”

“Autom? Abstract? Sensual?”

“Fairytail how? Can I be a fairy?” tanyaku.

“Can also, match with your image.” replied Alex.

“That was my dream as a child,” I giggled.

“Hahahaha. let's make it happen.” Alex took my hand.

The electric shock returns when our skin comes into contact. I love it, it's nice to feel her warm hands.

I don't care about the opinions of people who keep staring at us right now, which I'm sure I'm too happy.

“Ke my apartment.”

“Hah??” I was shocked.

We arrived at apartment 1405, a studio. I go in and take off my shoes, on the left there is a pantry and a washing machine, right there is a shoe rack, in front of the left there is a queen size bed and in front of the right there is a small sofa. The room is very neat, my room alone is not as neat as this when I am a woman. I sat on the sofa, Alex took 2 cups from the pantry and brewed a teabag for both of us.

“Gula?”

“Little bit.” I nodded slowly.

“This.” Alex came back with two cups in his hand.

“Thank you.”

I blew a few times the surface of the tea before drinking it. My eyes are still looking through Alex's room. There was some unused canvas at the end of the room. On top of the nightstand was a beautiful picture. There's Alex and a woman. Alex's hair is still short, his face is not much difference either. A beautiful girl carried flowers in her hands. Her hair was long and wavy, her beautiful face adorned with a sweet smile due to her shuffled teeth.

“Cheat, how can there be a girl born as beautiful as this.” I muttered in my heart.

“Len.. Lenna.” call Alex.

“Ah. yes..” I jerked.

“You daydream what?” Alex smiles.

“I saw that photo. Your boyfriend?” tanyaku.

“Formerly yes, now only friends.”

“Ow is.”

“Where is a friend who keeps a photo of the two near the mattress,” I thought.

“You still like it?” I asked again, but I knew I had no right to interfere with Alex's personal problems.

“Now, I think that feeling has long since disappeared.” Alex bowed his head. He walked over and took the photo, saw it for a while and put it in the nightstand drawer.

“You want to change clothes?”

“Iya.” I finished our conversation and rushed into the bathroom.

I changed into a white tank top and short tights in matching colors. I'm a little embarrassed, I think it's too open.

“Do you feel uncomfortable?” Alex patted the back of my hand gently.

“Slight.”

“If you are not comfortable do not need to follow contes.” Alex approached me.

“I want to join.” I looked back at Alex.

I really wanted to enter the contest, feeling the colors that filled my body. I want to have color. After all, a professional model must be able to face all kinds of situations when walking on the catwalk.

Alex took some brushes, color paint, water, and some other supplies.

“I use special ink body paint, so the possibility of allergy is reduced.”

“Thank you, Lex.”

“Come.” Alex pulled my hand closer.

I felt a little amused as the edges of the brush touched my skin. Alex looked serious, his head slightly lowered, making hair bangs cover his cute face.

“Why smile-smile?” Alex saw me smile.

“Geli,” whiskey.

Alex touching my back gives me a little goosebumps and shakes.

“Sorry I pulled your hair.” Alex said.

“Oh.. I can lock it.” I tried to shave my hair.

Alex helped me tie my hair up and flaunt my neck.

Alex's cold hand moved. Right now she is wrapping her arms around my stomach. His head was leaning, and I could feel his lips touching my shoulder.

“Lenna. Sorry, I can't help it.” Alex whispered softly.

“What can you not stand?” I was shocked.

Alex just kept quiet, his kiss was warm on my shoulder. I closed my eyes because I enjoyed it.

“Len.. May I kiss you?” Alex turned my body.

I nodded slowly.

Alex slipped both his hands under my ears, kissing my lips softly. I don't know how to behave? I'm so clumsy.

“Alex I can't breathe.” I pushed Alex a little bit away.

“Sorry.”

“Why do you keep apologizing?”

Alex brought his face back closer, our foreheads touching. Her hot breath kept on rubbing on me, I again welcomed Alex's gentle kiss.

Alex pushed me on the bed. Color paint strewn across the bottom as it falls nudged.

“You want to continue?” alex asked, his body right above me. His hands locked both my wrists. Only my feet still give distance to our bodies at this time.

“Alex.” I moaned calling her name as she kissed behind the ears and up to my neck.

“Please reject me Lenna or I will continue it.” Alex threw away his face, his face was very red.

I want it too, I want to feel Alex's body getting closer to me. But I was scared too, I was worried.

I should how?

—MUSE—

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