MUSE
S2 ~ DECISION
S2 MUSE
EPISODE 36
DECREE
\~ Even though I had to fall mired into the blackest and darkest hole though.\~
Pip pip pip..
The sound of medical equipment in the room Papa and Mama sound stifling. I used to underestimate that sound when TV soap operas showed scenes of critical performers. I thought it was just the setting of the sound that formed a tense atmosphere on each of the near-death scenes.
But, after hearing it himself directly. It turns out that not only tension continues to be felt, but also anxiety and fear.
I'm afraid the tools stopped describing the up and down movement, turning into a straight line. Or suddenly his alaram tone became fast as a sign of oxygen or my parents' heart rate was declining.
I could still hear that voice ringing as I tried to sleep. I don't know why I've been having nightmares lately, I've been scared, I've been scared of that voice.
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I sat on a long bench of iron. The ICU waiting room looks lonely because it is late at night. In this loneliness my heart felt increasingly claustrophobic. The clink of the clock sounded deafening. I tried to shift my focus on the brown envelope I had been rematuring to shabby.
I tore off the end of the envelope and took the paper print out of the hospital bill. I opened the fold slowly, the paper as big as A4 hvs was folded neatly into 4 folds.
Eighty-seven million six hundred thousand rupiahs.
Ah... My heart immediately sank, where else would I get that kind of money?
Is it true Melody said I should just sell myself? Melody said it was enough to close your eyes that it would all be over soon.
I no longer cry, my tears are dry. It's enough that I lost my love today, I don't want to lose my parents. I have to do whatever it takes to get them up and smile at me. Even though I had to fall into the blackest and darkest hole.
Right now I am a naive and stupid girl. Desperate and have no grip. Even Papa's only brother fooled me, running away with the last money I had. Leave debts accumulated on the bank. Now I am a kara.
“Halo Melody.”
I finally decided to call Melody. Give yourself completely to sin. For there is no longer the name of God.
Maybe that's not my reason either..
One thing is certain...
I'm weary...
— MUSE S2 —
Tomorrow..
Melody came to me at the hospital. I haven't been in school for a long time, I'm lazy to learn because there's not a single lesson that can get into the brain. My brain would much rather think about my parents or lament my misfortune.
“This tour!” Melody showed me a video, I watched it in disgust. It's not that I'm a goddamn saint, but I've never really liked sexx-smelling things before.
“Euh.. can you turn it off? I'm nauseous,” my door.
“Oke.” Melody turned off her video and looked at me with pity.
“Convince? Can't back down hlo.”
“Huft.. I did not expect to be close to you in this way.” Melody smiled wryly, I knew she was trying to pity me.
“You yourself why can jump into a world like this?” manya curious.
“Same, economy. You know I'm an orphan. My father was a gambler and a drunk. So, instead of being beaten up every day I run away from home. Yes so gini deh so, find a job that is not clear for the sake of connecting life.” Melody placed her bag on the waiting room bench, it seemed that she was getting tired of standing up.
“You're not mrsel?”
“Nyesel initially doang.. Long time ago it was numb.” Melody giggled, indeed many say that once you get to know an intimate relationship you will continue to want it.
“Just stay undressed and sleep on your back?” I asked him something strange enough to look like. Seen from the way Melody looked at me with her eyebrows raised next to her.
“Such like that. A little centil also let your tips a lot.”
“Ah. so.”
“Don't you have a photo prettier than this?” Melody pointed towards the phone screen, the photo I sent was indeed too formal. I posted a photo of myself applying for a part-time job last week. But I'm not welcome because I don't have a KTP yet.
“Why?”
“Who is interested in photos like this? You won't be sold expensive.” Melody shook her head.
“Let's just, no need expensive which is important enough to pay the cost of RS.”
Melody paused for a moment, she adjusted her breathing, giving a pause to her speech. He's not usually this big. Somehow the girl who used to fight with me could be this close because of the same problem.
I was still observing Melody's pretty face as she gave me something, “what is this?”
“Medicine, let's not get pregnant.” Melody's up. I looked at the medicine he was giving with grief.
“To where? Want to go home?” ask me when I see Melody getting back up and carrying her bag.
“Iya return. Don't forget to learn the rich ones in the video! Guys love it when girls have initiative.”
“Oke.”
Melody gripped my shoulder, “if you want to back off, it's still not too late, La.”
“Iya,” I replied.
Right now, I might regret this decision..
Probably not either..
— MUSE S2 —
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