
THE MUSE S3
EPISODE 98
S3 \~ KNOWS YOU
\~ there was a long and tickling swish all over my body. My stomach feels hot and my legs are limp. It feels so thrilling.\~
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I remember the times when I knew Leon. We were SMP. Like a male lion with a golden mane, Leon who is so shining is always the center of attention for many people around him.
Unlike me, I was fat, ugly, and quiet. The aura around me was so bleak, that if Leoan was a lion, maybe I was chapter1. Right I'm bab1, eating too much and my body is big.
We always play at home after school, this we have done from Kindergarten because we are neighbors. Sometimes we fight, sometimes we fight over toys, but also love each other like brothers. We weren't a schoolgirl in elementary school, so Leon couldn't protect me when I was insulted by them.
“Tomorrow to enter the same Junior High as me, Kanna. I will protect you.” he said in a loud voice.
When SMP we met again in the same school, but not one class. Leon is one level higher above me. I'm 1st grade and Leon 2nd grade Junior High. At school I was a quiet kid, I also chose to pretend I didn't know Leon. I feel unworthy to be with someone so radiant.
Leon doesn't care about it, he always comes up to me and shows everyone that I'm his best friend. His best friend from childhood, he asked my friends not to be ignorant or insult me.
“Kanna is my best friend, love her too, yes!!” Leon walked up to my class and grabbed my back. I hope everyone loves me as much as I love them. It was the first time I could smile so widely at school.
Then our story began at High School, where we had begun to recognize the meaning of the word love. I started to like Leon, his attention made me untouchable. My heart kept beating when I saw his face. Leon is a handsome young man.
Her hair was black and shiny, her nose was poisonous even though it was a little big, her eyes were firm, and her lower lips were thick, similar to Park Jimmin, the Korean idol that many friends talk about. Leon's skin is so white and shining, no less than a woman. I am envious of it.
“Why see me so attached?” leon asked one day we were walking to the school.
“I count the number of your comedy,” kikihku, I do not want to admit that I was admiring his handsome face.
I'm friends with some girls in High School. I knew they were approaching me just because I was close to Leon. They must think I can help them express love for Leon. They didn't know I liked Leon. I don't mind that symbiotic friendship. Until one point I found them gossiping behind me.
“The photo is so ugly because there is Kanna.”
“Yes, I have trouble looking beautiful, can not be uploaded to sosmed.”
“See his eyes are narrow and his nose is wide, where his face is so big!”
“She looks more like bab1 than human.”
Those are the words that make me hurt, make me want to cry, and make me want to escape reality.
What exactly is my fault? I don't want to be born with such an ugly body. Or with a big appetite like this.
I cried for hours on the roof of the school. Regretting stupidity is also my own lack. Just then I was thinking of dying, I wanted to get out of this ugly body!! I don't want to live with humiliation every day.
I climbed the concrete barrier, glancing down from the school roof. Very high, maybe I can die immediately if I fall down. Maybe it won't hurt.
My tears came back, it felt so tight. My chest was pounding, my hands were cold, and my legs were shaking. I closed my eyes and felt the darkness in my heart again.
Hiks, someone help me. I want out of all these wounds and humiliations.
I wanted to get out of the deep darkness in my heart that was so painful.
“KANNA!!” a cry resuscitated me from my caliphate.
“What do you want?”
“Hiks, I want to die, Leon. Everyone thinks I'm ugly and meaningless.” I came back crying.
“Down, Kanna!! You mean so much to me!” Leon approached me, he was right below me. He raised his face to look at me. I saw his eyes so sharp.
“Why do you care about me, Leon? You are a handsome man and perfect in every way. While I...” I asked him.
“I like you, Kanna. Not as a friend, but as a man.” Leon extended his hand. I could see Leon's face blushing red. He was expecting me to receive his hand.
“You are crazy!!! Don't mess around, Leon!!” my yelling. I don't know how to react to it.
“I'm not kidding, Kanna. I love you.” Leon's hand is still outstretched, with hope he is still waiting for me to receive his hand.
With trembling I stretched out my hand to welcome his hand. That second Leon immediately pulled me and made me fall into his arms. We fell down, I overcame Leon's body, making him grimace in pain.
“Sorry, did I hurt you?” I bit my finger in panic. Fear of my body weight made him hurt.
“No, Kanna. I'm sick because the floor is hard.” Leon smiled, just then I realized that this guy in front of me had such a sweet smile.
“What are you saying seriously, Leon?”
“Iya, Kanna. Be my girlfriend.” Leon combed my hair with his fingers, carried my hair behind his ears, Leon hugged me and said, “don't leave me, Kanna.”
“Leon..,”
I didn't know how until Leon's lips landed on my lips. Gently pecking it, there was a long, tickling sigh all over my body. My stomach feels hot and my legs are limp. It feels so thrilling.
Is this what it feels like to be loved?
Is this how it feels when you have someone watching you?
Loving you?
Ah, Leon, if only I could repeat my life again. I will choose not to know you and hurt your heart like this.
— MUSE S3 —
After this there is a romantic story of Leon and Kanna's past, read yes, muach \~ _______
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