MUSE
S5 ~ PAIN

S5 MUSE

EPISODE 27

S5 \~ PAIN

\~ How do you make friends with time if every second feels so long without your presence by my side?\~

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LUCAS POV

People say the distress and hurt will disappear over time. We just need to be friends with time and wait for each second to walk to turn memories into the past.

How can you be friendly with time if every second feels so long without your presence by my side?

I lost her for almost two years. For almost two years I have fallen into the darkness of the world. It was a dark world full of blood and black. I don't know since when I could be in it. The beginning happened because my fists in the training game used to avenge my behavior. He told his friends to beat me up.

Well, it just so happened that I was in need of an impingement, so I beat it all up until they finally recognized me as their boss. I actually don't want to, too sick of living in the dark. You have to put up with a life full of threats and fights. But in the end more and more my followers became and I became a great leader in this world.

I also work with myself at work. Originally I was just an ordinary investment manager, for the sake of killing the time that tormented me I worked desperately until I finally managed to open my own securities company. Adhere to each investor and get results from trading in the money market.

It was a legal business, although sometimes I used it to fry the stock price of a company and get a lot of profit from small, unlucky investors. Strangling them with the market price I've been manipulating.

Money came to me so quickly, wealth, luxury, name, and power. I got all that for more or less just 2 years. All the women came to me. Everyone is racing to get my attention. I didn't waste that opportunity. I tried one by one the women who came to me, hoping they could fill the void that Bella had left me. But ..., no one managed to fill it. I still feel empty, I still feel empty, my heart still hurts.

I never thought Bella would run away and disappear at our parents' wedding. I guess he's just sulking, I guess he just can't accept that we're going to be brothers.

That J4lang hid all the truth from me!!

To this very day, she came to me begging for something that really changed my life.

— MUSE S5 —

I hate the rain, the rain always reminds me of the sweet memories we had together. For me who loves Bella with all my heart, taking her off is the hardest and most torturous thing. But I have no choice, mama sacrificed so that papa was happy, there is no way I wasted the sacrifice of mama just like that.

And then I thought, we were young, we could still manage our lives, we could still have each other by being brothers.

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Tok ... tok .. tok ...!

The sound of knocking on the door made me stop making out with two women. Those are the women who approached me lately? There was no love between us, of course it was just a mutually beneficial relationship. I got satisfaction and they got money.

Well, even though in fact the satisfaction never approached me because of the figure of Bella who was so impregnated. The sweet taste and melodious stretch of her sensual lips can never be replaced for me.

“Boss, a woman named Fransisca wants to see you.” One of my men came into my work space. The two of them set the position, and I covered back the bathrobe I was wearing.

I knit my brows, wondering why the woman wanted to see me? What's the matter until he comes to me? Hasn't he been living happily with papa for two years, what else is lacking??!

“Suru she's in!” My orders.

The women were still trying to tease me, they were embracing while occasionally kissing my neck. I avenge them with deep and passionate lumattan. The two did not stop until Fransisca went inside.

“Lucas.” Call her.

I fell silent, plucking my lips from the lips of a very beautiful Asian woman. The j4lang woman stared intently and seemed to be unable to believe what I was doing. Though he should be the one who knows the best why I can turn up like this?!

“Why are you here? Is my Papa's money still lacking for you?” I asked with cold. I wish my cold expression could even kill him back then.

“Lucas, can we talk alone?” ask her gently.

I was silent for a moment before finally giving the code for the two women to move out.

“You want what you came here for?” I poured the wiskey on a small glass, added ice cubes and slowly twisted the contents before drinking it to the end.

“Didn't you say he's studying abroad now. Why with him?” I tried to be indifferent, but I was very curious about the news of the little girl now.

Fransisca was silent, she swallowed her saliva before tears finally dripped from the corner of her eye. Makes me even more astonished, makes me more anxious, makes me more furious and ignited emotions.

“WHAT'S WRONG WITH BELLA??!!” I snapped, he was scared.

“Ma—forgive me, Lucas.” Fransisca stuttered and slumped down, she cried, the cruel woman cried under my feet and apologized.

“I'm unforgivable, Lucas. After two years of marriage, I couldn't have children. I was even declared a barren doctor because of too much alcohol and cigarettes.”

“What is all that relationship with Bella?!” I growled, I wanted him to the point with his words.

“Actually Bella never went to school abroad. Actually Bella has never been in contact with me since ..” her words came to a standstill, Fransisca returned pale and frightened.

“Since what??”

“Since I told him to abort his contents.” Fransisca.

BRUK!!

I fell down, my heart beating so fast while trying to digest her words.

“WHAT DID YOU SAY?!!” I pulled his collar.

“I'm sorry, Lucas. At that time I was crazy and could not think clearly. My love for your father drives me crazy. I told him to drop the contents that contained your son.” Fransisca grabbed my hand.

Once again I was clenched, stiff, and unable to think. Only information about Bella's pregnancy is ringing in my brain right now.

“I'm sorry, Lucas. No matter how Bella is my son, she's my flesh and blood. I hate myself so much right now, Lucas. I forced, tortured, ignored him from childhood. And now I realize that Bell is the one I love most in my life.”

“You liar!! You despicable woman!!! Your behavior is worse than an animal!!” I pushed him backwards.

Fransisca didn't give up, she crawled and struggled at my feet. He was crying and sobbing.

“Find Bella, Lucas. Save her!! Please please. Only you can look for him. I promise to leave Rony so you and Bella can live happily.” His snag under my feet.

“SIALAN!” angry, I slammed the glass I held against the wall. My current anger really peaked.

“Why do you want to kill my son?!!Why are you so cruel?!” I clutched her collar again until the old woman felt suffocated.

“Uhuk .. bu—nuh I Lucas, torture a-I if necessary, but to—long save Be—Bella,” the door stammering.

“ARGH!” I threw the woman's body back.

I got up and got out of my room. Leaving the damn woman crying in her distress. Regret being late, where was he when his son needed him so much?

“Call all group leaders and find me the best IT expert.” My orders to a man.

“Good, Boss.”

I clenched my hand furiously. After two years, I realized a big mistake I made. I just realized how guilty I was of him. I realized just how much I had tortured her life.

A shadow of our past. The way I refused and kicked him out. The way I let go of it with cuts and tears of sadness.

Now, can you still forgive me Ella?! Is there still your love left for me in your heart??

How are you living your life, Ella? You must be so tormented!! You must be suffering a lot!! You must be so sad and scared!!

After knowing the truth, I began to exert everything I could to search for it. I combed all corners of the city, corners of the city next door, even to the point of hiring IT experts to track the whereabouts of his phone but it was not tracked. Until four years passed I could not find his whereabouts.

PRANGS!!

I broke the glass table with my fist. Make fresh blood come out of your fist. This pain must not be worth your suffering, Ella.

— MUSE S5 —