MUSE
3 HEARTS 1 LOVE

MUSE

EPISODE 29

3 HEARTS 1 LOVE

\~Through his camera lens he changed me, through his work he loved me.\~

(JULY)

“Prepare room opration..!”

“Patients lose a lot of blood.”

“Blood type A.”

“Still in shock!!”

“Pupil eyes not responding.”

“Consciousness disappears.”

I still hold onto Lenna's limp hands. Panicked voices in the ambulance accompanied our journey to the hospital. All IGD nurses immediately ran to welcome the arrival of an ambulance.

I was forced to take my hand off Lenna's hand which was getting cold. His body was still stiff and unconscious. I ran after the footsteps of the nurse who led her into the room.

“Wait here!”

The door closed automatically as the nurse walked inside.

Second by second, minute by minute just passed by. I could only sit in the corner of the waiting room. A few nurses were seen passing by, I wanted to ask but they were just glancing because they did not know the results of the surgery.

For almost 5 hours I waited, I grabbed my hair. I thought my head was going to break, and my heart didn't stop beating so fast. I should have just received that shot, why did he even sacrifice for me??!!!

I kept praying and pleading with the Lord, to give His miracle to Lenna. Honestly I hate this situation, hate the situation where I feel helpless. If there's anything with Lenna, how am I going to live my life?? I can't live without him.

“Family patient??” a doctor came out from behind the door.

“I..!” I stood up and hurried to see him.

“Bagimana doc?? How's Lenna?” I gripped the old doctor's arm.

“Quiet, Sir! Cool out! His appointment was successful, his critical period was past.”

“Really???” I let go of my grip and breathed a sigh of relief.

“The eggs hit the spleen, so the bleeding was intense. We had to cut the spleen. In the future the patient will be more susceptible to disease so please be more careful to take care of him.” The doctor nodded and smiled, then passed up to me.

Without me noticing my tears rushing down, relief filled my heart. I sat down and cried. I'm happy, I feel so happy.

“Thank you, Lord.”

—MUSE—

(LENS)

The sound of hiss and the pull of the trigger of the gun was still clearly ringing in my mind. A dark blood-red color filled my legs and the longer it rose, drowning me in the void. A short time later, I felt a total darkness.

I could faintly hear the voice of Julius who kept calling me, calling my name. I wanted to turn around, look for the direction of the voice, look for a light that freed me in this darkness.

The smell of carbol filled my sense of smell. I move my fingers. It feels so stiff. I also rolled my eyeballs trying to open my eyes. It feels very glare. Like staring at sunlight or LED lights directly.

I could faintly hear Julius' voice.

“Iya, please prepare. I want the exhibition to start soon.”

I forced myself to look at his back. His broad back looked stooped, was he too tired?

“Kak Ius.” I called her name slowly.

“Lenna!! Are you aware???” Julius was surprised, with a flash he came to me.

“I'm thirsty.”

“Awhile I picked up water.” painstakingly Julius scooped up the water bit by bit.

Fresh water soaked my dry throat.

“I'm alive?”

“Iya Lenna.”

“I dream very scary, scary because everything is just filled with darkness.”

“Forget that dream Lenna. Now you're here. With me.” Julius kissed my wrist.

It hurt a little when it touched my wound, it hurt, but I loved it. This pain proves that I'm alive, still breathing.

“I'll tell Om and Aunt Kai, they're so worried about you. You rest.” Julius kissed my forehead and rushed out.

I smiled and nodded weakly.

—MUSE—

After nearly a month of intensive care I was discharged. Actually 2 weeks ago my body has recovered, but my mental condition is still a major problem. I still cry a lot and think of the red blood on my hands.

“You ready to go home?” ask Julius softly.

“Siap.”

“Ayo.” Julius carried a bag of clothes and walked first.

“Kak.. Can I stop by a place?” my question stopped his footsteps.

“To where? You just healed?”

“To the grave Alex.”

Julius was silent, he didn't answer or give me permission. He helped me walk and get in the car. In silence, this journey became even more stifling.

“I'll accompany you.” Julius changed the direction of his vehicle, heading towards a village. Alex's hometown.

Lavender flowers look so beautiful in the afternoon. Sunlight is orange, and flowers are Violet. Although the color looks very contrasting but the combination looks very beautiful. I plucked a few stalks before coming to Alex's grave.

We had to advance a few more miles to finally arrive at a public cemetery.

“Hai, Alex.” I squatted next to him.

Julius approached me and wrapped a thick scarf to cover my body from the cold afternoon breeze.

“Do you want to forgive me??” tears filled my face. Falling and wetting the ground in Alex's grave.

For a moment I was silent without a word. Just being able to sit next to his grave, I don't know what has happened until we can become like this? If time could be turned back, I would try to change everything. Fix everything.

“Rest in peace.”

I put a bunch of my favorite lavender flowers, Alex always gave them to me.

Goodbye my first love.

and..

Ii'm sorry..

—MUSE—

I went back to living my daily life, came home to my house and became a good boy. Start helping to run and pursue Papa's business.

I've stopped being a model, the scar of surgery on my stomach is the main reason I stopped working. Although there is already a technology of surgery with stitching methods such as plastic surgery but I still do not believe in myself. The marks were clearly visible on my very white skin.

Kriy..

“Halo darling.” I picked up the phone from Julius.

“Tonight? Of course you can. I must be wearing the prettiest dress.”

“OK. see u tonight.” I closed my phone.

Julius asked me to meet tonight. He said I should look more charming than usual. Makes me wonder exactly what he's planning?

The sound of a car entering my yard. I've been very upset with the sound of his favorite car. Maybe besides me, her boyfriend is the camera and this car, the bike's been dumped.

“Hey, beautiful.” whispered it in my ear, making me blush and amused. I don't know why I'm back to not getting used to her seduction and praise.

I wore a peach dress with a V neck cut, long arms and glittering stones. There is a hemisphere in the skirt, making me show off my legs when walking.

Julius helped me in and out of the car. Her treatment made me like a princess, always feeling loved. I love her so much, seeing her always fighting and helping me make all the ice in my heart melt, melt and melt. He made my heart always warm and comfortable.

“Ayuk in, there's something I want to show you.” Julius took me inside the art building.

I was very surprised to see it, the entire exhibition in the building was my photos. Shot from Julius' camera. Everything is my face, everything is my body, all my pictures and facial expressions. In the middle of it there are 5 paintings by Alex that were purchased by Julius from the auction.

Everyone who came to the gallery smiled and greeted me. Some even asked for pictures and autographs.

“Kakak is very inspiring!” yell at one of them.

“Enjoyous, yes, Brother. We support you.”

“Although brother has a genetic disorder but brother still works amazingly. Great!!”

“But I've quit the model world.” I blushed and slightly rejected their over-high flattery.

Julius smiled, I looked at him and smiled.

He is the man who is my last love, in which I want to give my whole heart and soul now. I love him because he loves me for who I am. Never saw me as a special needs person, he looked at me the same as other humans.

I love him who loves me sincerely.

I love him who always understands my heart.

I love him who always supported me.

I love her so much.

God let me fix every mistake I ever made by keeping this man in front of me.

Julius approached me, and stopped a few steps ahead of me. He knelt down and took out a red box from inside his pants pocket?

“Lenna marry me. Be my only MUSE.” rings with violet colored diamond stones become its crown.

“Teriiimaa!!! Say YES!!!” all the visitors cheered and surrounded us.

“Iya I want, Be your only MUSE.” I cried and hugged Julius.

The ring was embedded in my ring finger, he chose the purple amethyst stone. It symbolizes courage, strength, and sincerity.

Now I'm the only MUSE Julius, and he's the only ARTIST in my life.

Through his camera lens he changed me, through his work he loved me.

—END—

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