MUSE
S3 ~ KANNA

THE MUSE S3

EPISODE 132

S3 \~ KANNA

\~ Our quarrel made me realize that everything has a cause and effect. So did my life, Kanna's, and Zean's. All happened and kept spinning because of the cause and effect of our respective actions.\~

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I've been dreaming about Kanna for a few days at night. I hated her for hiding her pregnancy from me. I'm Papa of Leona, I should have the right to know. I can't even touch her, I can't even hold her tiny body tight at the last minute.

But I also regretted, I regret that I had been blinded by lust and made her suffer. If only I could hold myself back, Kanna wouldn't have to go through this, and Leona wouldn't have to die.

“Jam 5 am.” I wrote the clock beside my bed.

With a stagger I rushed to the bathroom. Clean yourself up and sip milk straight out of the box. I checked some of the messages in the wall chat. Some from Lova and the last from Zean.

“Don't be a coward and happy Kanna! Or I'll take it back.” I read a series of messages from Zean. Whatdoes thatmean? Isn't Zean Kanna's current husband?

I turned to look at the photos of Kanna on my Social media. He's the only one I follow. I saw her smiling face happy, in my heart I felt both happy and sad for her, “why do you want all these falsehoods so much Kanna? Until willing to throw away all the true happiness?”

But I was stunned by the number of negative comments in the comments column. They all beat up Kanna because she used to be fat and ugly. The photos of Kanna during High School are widespread, there is someone who hates her. Who's that guy who's that hard on Kanna?

I shut my phone back down. My heart was not calm, but chose to give up. Kanna is no longer my dependant, she's Zean's wife. He's no longer mine.

I pulled out my jacket and car keys. I want to let go of all the trouble that settles in my heart. I stepped on the gas pedal and went to Leona's grave. Want to share a story I never had time to tell my little angel.

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Once there is a shadow of someone who precedes me. He had been sitting pensively while stroking Leona's navel. His hand carried a small lion. I know she's Kanna, the woman I love is also Mama from Leona.

Turns out Kanna came by this morning, got Leona to play. I could see his face getting more and more thin and pale. Though the last time she was still pregnant, now she looks skinny and pathetic.

Did he never touch his food? Was his mental burden too great to the point of eroding his body?

I was silent, not daring to get out of the car. Seeing her cry makes me cry. I can't go back to her, because we're just gonna scrape wet wounds on each of our hearts. Both I and Kanna were stupid, both hurt each other and ended up regretting each other.

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It turns out that logic and feeling are things that cannot run in harmony. In fact, when my logic says to stay away from her because she's someone's wife, my feelings just want it. I followed Kanna, waiting for her in front of the house. I felt like a fool, who was so beguiled by him.

“Damn it!! Why am I waiting for him like crazy?!” I was so sorry for myself. I restarted my car and was about to drive away.

But my gaze returned to the figure of him who was walking with a large suitcase. He cried and just left his house. What the hell is he doing? Where's he going?

Kanna stopped at a park, and rested there. I was still watching him from the car. My heart feels pity, why is he sleeping on a park bench instead of in his mansion with Zean?

I waited long enough for her, watching her beautiful face that was as pale as cotton. Sometimes Kanna moans with pain. Maybe his body has not healed properly from the scars of surgery that has not even been a month in his life.

“Rain?” I looked up at the sky as clear grains dripped on the windshield of the car.

“Kanna?” I looked towards Kanna, she rushed up and ran looking for shelter.

I saw his back that kept slouching due to the rush of rain. Seeing her tormented like this should make my heart happy! I should be happy because my revenge was achieved! Butwhy? Why is my heart so painful? Why is my heart so sorry for everything I did to her?

Kanna may also be just a victim, a victim of her parents' greed and dark past. Kanna is only a victim of the cruelty of human speech. I should have embraced it, loved it, and never doubted his loyalty to me. I prefer to believe in my own selfishness.

I ran through the torrent of rain, wanting to hug her body and channel back a burning sense of love and longing. I wanted to tell her how sorry I was for doing all this to her.

Kanna almost fell down, her body dazed to the side. I immediately ran, slumped down so that his body would not touch the asphalt of the road. Fortunately it was not too late, I was able to catch him, making my body cushion itself.

“Leon..?”

“Iya, Kanna. It's me.” I held him tightly in my arms. Crying stupidity.

“Don't cry, Leon!” Kanna rubbed my face, she smiled knotfully before finally falling unconscious.

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I tore Kanna's wet clothes from the rain. His body temperature rises, Kanna has a fever. It would be terrible if the clothes were left attached just like that.

I came back with a basin of warm water, purging the dirty water from Kanna's plain body. I started it from the face, I could see her pale lips continue to let out a slow gigauan. The lips were shivering with cold.

I switched to rubbing Kanna's body, her body looking so thin. Why isn't he taking care of himself? How many days has he not eaten? It's only been two weeks since Leona's death, and she's been this straight.

I bit my lips to hold back the tears that would come back.

But I could no longer hold back my tears as I stroked the part of his stomach that imprinted a long, transverse wound. Scar cesarean section, the doctor had to forcefully remove Leona from Kanna's body at that time.

I cried while stroking the scar. All because of my actions, all because of my grudges and mistakes.

“I'm sorry, Kanna. I'm sorry.” my sobbing woke Kanna. Kanna gently rubbed her hands over my head.

“Leon.”

“Yes? I'm here.” I hold her hand tightly.

“I'm thirsty.”

“In a moment, I'll get you water.”

I came back with a glass of water. Kanna drank it quickly, seemingly very thirsty.

“Why am I here?” Kanna covered her body with her hands. Seems like he was so cold and ashamed of his condition.

“You fainted, Kanna. Rest up! I'll get you a change of clothes.” I slipped the blanket and rushed to find clothes that Kanna could wear. The clothes in her suitcase were wet with rain, there was nothing Kanna could wear.

After eating a few spoons of Kanna's porridge take the medicine I gave her. He had to rest a lot to get his fever down.

“Why do you want to take care of me, Leon?”

“What does it need a reason?”

“Me too, we break even now, Kanna.” my smile knots before leaving it to rest.

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Upon arriving on the ground floor, Lova was looking at me with red and pushy eyes. He doesn't accept my treatment of Kanna. Although it's true that my parents asked her to be my wife, I never loved her at all.

“Since when did you come?” my many.

“Half hour ago.” replied Lova.

“Ah, so.” I walked back through it and put the dirty dishes in the sink.

“Why do you still accept it? Why are you still taking care of him??!! She's somebody's wife, Leon! She has a husband who can take care of her!” snapped after snapped out of Lova's lips. I can't blame him either, his words aren't wrong. But I can't just leave Kanna in the rain either. What else is unconscious.

“Then I have to how?”

“Turn him to the hospital!! Contact his family.” Lova gave the right choice. But my heart is still beating for Kanna, I seem to want to have her back.

“No!! I'll take care of her, I'll love her back!”

“LEON!!” shouted Lova, “you think of me what, Hah??!! Joke material?”

“Lova, I'm sorry. We don't have to continue this fight. I never loved you. You know that?!” I pressed her shoulder, explaining how I felt. I hope Lova isn't angry and understands how I feel.

“You jerk, Leon!” Lova slapped.

“True, Lova. I deserve it. Hit me, curse me, as long as you can give up all your love for me.” I carry his hand on my face.

“Damn it!! Damn woman!” lova exclaimed, Kanna could definitely hear it. Lova seemed too angry, she screamed hysterically and continued to channel her emotions through heart-piercing words.

“Can you hear me Kanna?!! I was the one who spread out your photo while still fat and ugly!! I ruined all your popularity!! Peeling off all your falsehoods!!!” lova's screams continued to turn out, leaving me shocked by her words.

“What did you say?!” I clutched his hand.

“I've already lost! I will be a fool like you! Don't blame me for being mean!!” Lova looked at me with her anger, tears flowing from her beautiful face.

“Lova!! Wh why? I thought you were a good woman?!” I can't believe it.

“Oh, so, do you think I'm more evil than the woman who killed her own child?”

“LOVA!!” my snapping.

“Alright, we break this bond, Leon! We decide everything! I'm tired of this stupidity too! Fed up with your love and also that woman.” Lova broke out of my grip and grabbed her bag.

“Lova!!” call me.

Lova didn't answer, she kept away. I can only be silent without a word. Our quarrel made me realize that everything has a cause and effect. So did my life, Kanna's, and Zean's. All happened and kept spinning because of the cause and effect of our respective actions.

“Leon.” Kanna stood in the middle of the second floor staircase. He weakly looked at me towards me. He felt guilty about our fight.

“Kanna? Why wake?” I swept her down the stairs, sitting on the living room couch.

“I'm sorry, Leon. Did I make your relationship with her break?”

“Let's let him know that I never loved him. Our engagement is just the talk of parents who wish their children happy.”

“...” Kanna shut up and bowed.

“But if you do not love how to feel happy.” continued, I smiled and tried to keep his heart.

Kanna was still embarrassed. Her tears kept making her sob. I hugged him and gave him warmth.

“I'll take you home.”

“I don't have a home.”

“What??? You're Zean's wife?”

“We're divorced.”

“What??”

“We decided to get divorced because I never loved, Zean. I was with him because of the influence of my parents. I married her because I needed Papa for my son.” by weight Kanna answered everything.

“I'm sorry, Kanna.”

“I'm sorry too, Leon.” Kanna cried and sobbed back in my arms.

I don't know why I'm so happy over Kanna's current suffering. Love that makes me a fool. Love also made me the worst human being. However, love also brings the greatest happiness in my life.

“Come back to me, Kanna.”

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