MUSE
S4 ~ EXISTENCE RA
S4 MUSE
EPISODE 17'S
S4 ~ EXISTENCE RA
~I'm not Ken, but I'm part of Keano.
I will definitely fight for my existence, what else now I have something else to fight for. Not only mama, I started fighting for my existence for Inggrid.~
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RA POV
Again Ken almost did it with Ingrid. I had to show up in the middle of their romance. I'm not willing to let Ken have Inggrid.
“Ra, sorry.”
I approached her again, her eyes looking at me guiltily. Foolish girl, any girl who will lose if she gets pregnant out of wedlock, why is she even the one who apologizes?! I touched his forehead because he was stupid!
“Sick!!” peekik Inggrid in pain.
“I should represent Ken who apologized to you, Ingrid! Although love should be able to take care of you.” I got up and pulled out the hanger's jacket and skateboard.
“Let me drive home!” take me. Inggrid smiled and followed me out of the house.
We just kept quiet without a word, both me and Inggrid were both awkward. It was like getting caught by someone else while making love to his girlfriend. It was like watching a hot scene in person.
“You're quiet?” ask Inggrid.
“I'm just being annoyed.”
“Why?” Inggrid urged me more and more by asking for my reason of anger. It's true, for him I'm just a bully and I shouldn't be angry. But I really didn't like it when I saw him love Ken. I admit it seems like I'm really jealous of Ken?!
“Other times don't do it with Ken!” my barrel.
“Kena—,”
I closed his mouth asking too many questions. I lulled it so deep. I want to remove Ken's scar and replace it with my trail.
“Ra!!” Ingrid pushed me away.
“Why? Did you look like you enjoyed it with Ken? Why can't you be with me? I'm also Keano!” my yelling.
Ingrid looked at me angrily, “cowok bastard! You think I'm that cute girl?!”
“Aduh!!” my throat tightened as Ingrid kicked my collarbone. So sick!! You bar-bar girl, why is her power so strong?!
Ingrid got angry and just left. Leaving me who was still jumping in pain. I didn't think this girl was so angry just because of what I said. Huh, what's my fault trying? I'm not good at stringing words or expressing emotions. Even jealousy is considered insulting.
“Inggrid!!” call me. I pulled his wrist.
“No need to hold.” Inggrid threw out my hand.
“Hei!”
“ Anyway I'm angry point!” Inggrid folded his hands in front of his chest.
“Yes have been angry there!” it's hard to be a girl. A little angry, a little cranky.
“Cowok cold bad heart! Not understanding! Not sensitive”
“Why again?!” I was confused, Inggrid said he was angry! As soon as I continued to get angry at say I was insensitive! What want?!
“Serah!” Appeared already the words want a girl from his lips. I wanted to bite his lips back because I was anxious.
“OK fine! Whatever!”
“Hish ...!! You're Evil!” Inggrid snorted miserably, he almost hit me but I inched and made him fall forward. Make her uniform skirt blush upwards, featuring a CD with a picture of a rabbit.
“Sory, reflexes,” my chirps are amused, I can't stop laughing when I help her lower the gray skirt.
Inggrid's face looked crimson, between shame and anger mixed into one. Her pretty face and angry look made me want to touch her too, just like Ken touched her earlier.
“Inget tomorrow at my graduation you don't show up!! Let Ken come!” Inggrid rose up with his ability, he rejected my hand that was about to help him stand up. His face looked pouted, probably still resentful because of my treatment of him.
Cute ...!
“Who wants to come too?!” my tukas.
“Ya already, there go!!” expel Inggrid.
“OK, I'm leaving!”
Inggrid stepped quickly towards his home. Still with her cute pouting face. I followed him from behind, still unable to leave him home alone. It turns out that I am getting weaker because of this bar-bar chick.
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KEN POV
Damn Ra, why the hell does he always have to show up when I want to have Ingrid? Sucks, sometimes I think my soul mate is a g*y. He never liked a woman as beautiful as Inggrid.
Ah no, there's no time to think about it now. I have to go to college. Today his lecturer was very fierce and frightening.
I was running in the hallway of the classroom, suddenly the voice of a girl made me stop my steps.
“Kak Keano?!”
“Momo?” I met a sweet chick friend of Inggrid's drawing.
“You are in college?” ask Momo.
“Yes, why are you here?” askaku.
“Seeing through my campus candidates, Brother. I signed up here too, Fak. Medicine,” he replied with a smile. Momo had been close to Ra, of course at this time she considered me her closest friend. I got a little awkward with this.
“Ah, right too, you're the same age as Inggrid.”
“What Kak Ingrid has determined to continue college to where?” Inggrid accompanied me back to walk to the front of the class.
“Seems not.”
“Kak Inggrid thought too much about the project to forget my problem.” Momo sighed, as if she was pitying Inggrid.
“Project what?”
“Hlo?!! What is this Ken guy? Does Brother always come with us when we gather?!” momo's words made me realize, it was Ra who always accompanied Ingrid to draw now.
“Oh, yes yes. Where are we at?”
“There have been many sponsors and also street artists who joined Kak. You're lucky!! Ingrid thinks of you! He was willing to conceptualize and take pains for the sake of his promise to you.”
“You're right, she's a good girl!”
“Don't waste his love! And help him immediately decide on a major for his college, Kak!”
“Good, Momo. Thank you.” I stroked his head.
“Duh, don't be like this donk! I will fall in love again!” sahut Momo's.
“Erm ...,” so awkward.
“All right I go, bye, Brother Ken.”
“Bye, Momo. Thanks info.”
“Oke.”
I walked in lethargy and chose to sit on the back bench. It turns out that Inggrid sacrificed so much for me, and I never knew. I never accompanied him, I just sat quietly and waited for the result.
Ra continues to accompany Ingrid. Makes me feel stupid, useless, and also a little jealous. Hish ..., why did I ask this stupid thing? My compassion for the elderly actually makes the girl I love sacrifice everything even her future.
I have to meet him this afternoon, take him for a look at the campus. At least this is all I can do to repay her kindness.
You're Ken's trash!! I cursed myself in my heart.
— MUSE S4 —
•••
Tomorrow ....
I went to Inggrid's house. He just sprinkled a plant in front of his house. Spray the green plants while hanging out. Makes me ticklish and nervous.
Dubi dam dam dubi dubi dam 🎶
Dubi dam dam dubi dubi dam 🎶
What did you eat
I'm the cook 🎶
There's fried tempeh, there's fried chicken
All fried 🎶
“Inggrid!” call me.
“Ken or Ra?” Ingrid immediately doused me with a garden faucet.
“Aduh, wet donk!” I jumped back so that the water did not hit the shirt.
“If Ra goes home, don't want to see.”
“Ken, girl!”
“Ken!!” Inggrid immediately threw out his water hose and jumped in my arms.
“Aduh duh!” I cried out of shock.
“Hei is still morning!! No making out!” Nick and Gabby walk out the main door. One was herding a violin that one was herding a pomerian puppy. White dog with thick fur.
“Little kids don't have to interfere!” Inggrid stuck out his tongue.
“Until when will you hang like a monyeet around Ken's neck?” ask Nick about his sister.
“You're a girl, brother! Please sweet little.” Gabby gave her advice.
Why are his sisters so much more mature than Ingrid?! Is it because I spoiled her too much?
“Where are you going?”
“Les violin,” replied Gabby.
“Ke-cafe, want to ask Mommy to accompany me to buy something,” Nick replied.
“We have 5 helpers and 5 drivers!! Don't make the house empty!” Nick glanced at me and Ingrid. Makes me misbehave.
“But my room is empty!” Inggrid answered with an absurd answer that could make anyone misperception with my arrival.
“Daddy will be having lunch soon,” Nick.
“But Mommy at the cafe, she definitely caught up with Mommy,” continued Ingrid.
“Levin will be home soon from school,” added Nick.
“Daddy picked him up and will go straight to the cafe!” Ingrid won't lose. Me and Gabby just looked at the two of them in turn.
“It's up to you, brother! I as a guy just reminded you. Do not be inedible persuaded a crocodile.”
“Hei! I don't want to do what you're thinking, boy!” I protested to Nick.
I wanted Ingrid, but I wasn't stupid enough to ask her to make love in her own house. My life may have disappeared as soon as I got out of this house. Just imagining Arvin's papi's face gives me goosebumps.
“Really!!” inggrid.
“Ya already! We're leaving! Bye Kak Ken,” says Gabby and Nick.
“You're not saying goodbye to me?” inggrid protests again.
“Males!” answer them both.
“It seems Nick hates me?!”
“No, he's just jealous, because you're handsome Ken!” inggrid Kikih.
“Basic!”
“Come in! Want to go directly to the room?”
“Don't try seducing me! I still want to go home alive!”
“Hahaha, sad!”
I followed Inggrid into his house. The house is so big and luxurious. I don't know, maybe 10 times the area of my house. Sometimes even less, have a girlfriend as rich as Inggrid and I'm just an ordinary guy who has a lot of family.
“This, drink.” Inggrid offered me a glass of melon syrup ice.
“You've eaten?” my many.
“Numbered, Ken. Would you like to cook something for me?!”
“You want?!”
“Sure donk!”
“Alright, how fried rice?” I offer dishes that are common and also suitable for breakfast.
“Mau!!” Inggrid. He went straight to the kitchen and sat down in front of the pantry table.
I started looking for ingredients, eggs, rice, carrots, spring onion, and some onion cloves. Deftly I cut and prepare the material quickly. Once the material is ready I immediately heat the pan with oil on a large fire, once the oil is hot onion and spring onion enter. I sauteed until fragrant, then the egg whipped, so little floating I stirred it to shreds. Next are vegetables and rice, then spices such as salt, pepper, soy sauce, and a little sugar. Last I stirred it flat and turned light brown.
“Tara .. Ken-style fried rice for Her Royal Highness Princess Jasmin.” I gave a plate of fried rice to Inggrid.
“Wah thanks.” Inggrid clapped softly. He inhaled the aroma of fried rice before eating it voraciously. I love the way I eat my cooking, making me want to cook for her every day.
“Inggrid you haven't majored in anything for your studies?” my many.
“Not yet,” answered with full mouth.
“How about design? You like to describe?”
“I don't want to go to college.”
“Hah??? Why?”
“I've been lazy to learn.”
“Inggrid! You didn't go to college?”
“No, I want to enjoy life, travel the world, wake up every day, and draw every moment.” Inggrid knocks on a spoon every time he declares his dream.
“You don't want to have many new friends?!”
“No, enough Ken and my friends now.”
“Inggrid, college is important to shape your outlook, girl.” I approached her, looking at her face so she could focus on me.
“You've heard this proverb no, Ken? Young foya-foya, old rich, die in heaven?” Ingrid laughed loudly.
“Where are there such rich proverbs??!” sentilku.
“Is, in the dictionary Ingrid.”
“Huft, girl. You're talented, you're smart! Why are you wasting your abilities?”
“Nope!! No going to college! I have enough money to live to death.”
“That's your Daddy's money, girl.”
“Hohoho, you're right.”
“What if your Daddy doesn't give it to you?”
“There is a husband, ahahaha .. a loving husband donk.” Inggrid raised his eyebrows at me.
“Hah ... basic!” I took a deep breath and broke her hair.
“Not think about me, Ken! When are you going to see a psychiatrist!” inggrid's question tickled my heart.
“I've made an appointment, Ingrid. Do you want to accompany me?”
“Bby, when?”
“Next week.”
“Oke.”
“Continue eating, girl!” my door.
I sighed, Inggrid still seems to be strong on his stance not to go to college. His haphazard attitude is very unruly. The English love freedom too much. But that's what makes it look interesting, Ingrid has his own principles and guidelines in living this short life.
— MUSE S4 —
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RA POV
My presence is the form of Keano's heart that loves his father and mother so much. When Keano's heart was attached to protect my mother, I was formed. I am a fragmented piece of his soul. I made things easier for Keano to protect Mama.
But I don't know since when I so wanted my existence to be more than just a broken self-image. I want to be Keano, the strong and invincible Keano.
Why do you show up and keep bothering me, Ra?! ken snapped, he hated me for stopping his lovemaking.
I can't answer Ken, I don't want him to know that I'm starting to like Ingrid. I was so jealous when I saw my other soul fondle the woman I loved.
Answer me, Ra!! You're keeping me away from Ingrid. Wh why? Do you like him too? Don't compete with me! Since this body is mine, your existence is nothing more than due to the rupture of my image.
Ken kept babbling and swearing at me in his heart. I closed my eyes, not wanting to listen or listen.
I'm not Ken, but I'm part of Keano.
I will definitely fight for my existence, what else now I have something else to fight for. Not only mama, I started fighting for my existence for Inggrid.
I like that girl as much as Ken likes her.
I love that girl as much as Ken loves her.
Although I am not good at expressing my heart through words like Ken, but I still try to express it through action.
However, today I was so hurt ....
Do you guys know? Ingrid asked Ken to see a psychiatrist to erase my whereabouts.
Wh why? Is Ken better than me?
Am I not good enough for him?
I admit I used to hate him so much because he was so attached to Keano. Keano is weak, and is often hurt. With time and togetherness that we lived together I began to open my heart to her.
I love him in my own way.
I love him in my own way.
But he wants to throw me away! He doesn't want me!
Is my existence just a hindrance to his happiness?
Should I really just disappear?
Ah, if it's true that I can make you happy, it might not hurt to leave you.
Not until I hear it myself!! Until I heard it coming from his lips and it was shown to me, not Ken.
It was then that I would disappear from her life.
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