MUSE
S5 ~ UNCONDITIONALLY
S5 MUSE
EPISODE 30'S
S5 ~ UNCONDITIONALLY
~ I can love you unconditionally, acceptance is the key to happiness, right? I must have accepted you for who you are, My Queen.~
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“Mami!!” Aiden's voice shocked both.
“Aiden!! Don't run, Boy!!” Bella prevents Aiden from running with her tiny legs.
“Jeyuk!! Aiden want to jeyuk, Mommy!!”
“Mami??? Do you have children?!!” nick asked, his face in shock.
“Yes, this is my son, Aiden.” Bella smiled, she clutched Aiden's tiny body in her arms.
“Halo, Uncle, my name is Aiden! Greetings,” said the toddler smoothly.
“Wah, you're so smart. How old are you?” ask Nick.
“3 years less,” replied Bella.
“Mau jeyuk, Mami.” Aiden is back on his main goal.
“This is darling. Eat a lot. For Nini and Aunty Sekar also.” Bella gives some oranges.
“Cummer, Mami!!” Aiden held him in front of his chest and rushed towards where Sekar and Elise were holding a mat. Bella watches Aiden until the baby actually arrives in Elise's lap.
The wind blows warm. Bella occasionally fixes her messed up hair. Nick still looked at Bella in astonishment. If Aiden is three years old, it means Bella was pregnant while still in High School.
“Your husband is not coming?” ask Nick.
Bella's facial expression instantly changed, flashed back the shadow of Lucas's face, the man she loved. Until now, Bella's heart still continues to beat uncontrollably when hearing her name or remembering about her. Bella still feels love but also at the same time disappointed, still feeling happy but also sad, still feeling longed but also afraid.
Ah, very strange, human feelings are indeed very complicated and unpredictable. In a moment you can fall in love, in a moment you can hate him.
“I don't have a husband, Nick.”
“Do not lie, then what is the ring?” Nick pointed to the ring that Lucas gave to this day is still circular on Bella's ring finger.
“Ah, this ..” Bella's tongue was immediately twisted, she was unable to explain about this ring to Nick.
“It's almost afternoon, I have to clear up shop.” Nick told Bella. Somehow his heart could not afford to listen to the story about the ring was thrown from Bella's mouth.
Wh why? Did jealousy arise in my heart? Nick was reproaching in his heart.
For Nick who is fascinated with the figure of Bella, knowing they are schoolmates and even saved his life made Nick a little hope for his feelings. Well, but rather than knowing the truth that Bella's heart wasn't for him, Nick felt it better to back off regularly first before being disappointed deeper.
“Wait!” Bella pulls Nick's wrist.
“Yes?!”
“Do you disgust me, Nick?! Why go so far as to know I have a child without a husband?” Bella rises.
“No, Bella, I'm just afraid of my own feelings.” Nick's face was red.
“What do you mean?”
“Forget what I said. I'm bouncing.” Nick scratched his head.
“Boss!! It's late afternoon, I have evening college. Can we close?!” cut Nick's employees in the middle of their conversation.
“Oke we close.” Nick screaming.
Bella took her phone and wrote down the phone number on the store's nameplate. He calls her and makes Nick's phone ring. Nick hastened to get his phone.
“Thank you, Nick. That's my number. Call me if you need help. At least you've saved me, so I'll definitely repay you.” Bella smiled and waved her hand at Nick.
“Good.” Nick feels his whole world stops spinning when their views meet.
Why is it that when you look at your eyes my world seems to stop spinning, My Queen? Is it wrong of me to be fascinated by you?! Nick stared at Bella's departure with a reddish tinge filling his cheekbone line.
— MUSE S5 —
It's been a week since his meeting with Nick. First a bit awkward also chat through chat and phone. But in fact, their conversation was quite lively, Nick was very fun, and Bella also had no friends to talk to for a long time.
“Smiling-smile yourself?!” seductive Elise.
“Ah, Aunty.” Bella put her phone down, a little embarrassed to find Elise smiling like crazy.
“Men who yesterday?” elise asked while sitting next to Bella.
“Iya.” Bella nodded slowly.
“He's very handsome, is he likely approaching you? Is he falling for you?” cerca Elise is hopeful.
“Ah, Aunty don't ngaco donk. We're just friends. Feel suitable because ever one SMA,” concluded Bella.
“But the way he looks at you seems to have a deeper meaning.” Elise stroked the back of Bella's hand, “if true, open your heart to a new love, Bella.”
“Bella doesn't want to start another relationship, Aunty. I felt enough pain. Bella has Aiden and you.” Bella smiled, she refused to accept Elise's statement.
“Aiden also needs the figure of a Father. Soon she must have realized and wanted to know where her father, Bella.” was Elise got up to pour the tea from the pot into the cup.
Bella was silent for a while, since entering the school Aiden had asked why all her friends had a father while she did not.
“Find who will accept you for who Bella is, who loves you unconditionally. Who can take care of you and Aiden.” Elise returns, she puts a cup of tea in front of Bella.
“Thanks, Aunty.” Bella smiled wryly, where there was a man who would love and accept her unconditionally. Everything will definitely retreat regularly when you know Bella is a single mother and pole dancer. A night worker who has children outside of marriage.
“Oh, yes. Tomorrow we will return by bus. No need for you to deliver, you must be exhausted if you have to deliver us and go to work,” said Elise.
“Ah, why feel so fast?” hela Bella's. Aiden stayed two days at Bella's rented house, before she returned to the village with Elise and Sekar.
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Bella has also signed a new contract. It is time to go back to the wind. This time a club with a thick elegant feel, no loud beat, the music is jazz and classical so of course the movement is soft. Bella was practicing before finally glancing towards her phone which went off.
NICK:
Because I helped you once
Three times, you owe me
Three things to me, My Queen. 😤
Bella laughs at Nick's request, why is this guy so funny.
BELL:
Where no Queen owes
His knights? 😅
NICK:
You said it yourself, Queen.
BELL:
OK, just think of it.
What is your request
which first?
NICK:
Can we meet? 🥺
Nick waited for Bella's reply long enough. He wanted to tell Bella that he needed a Video Clip model so that the task could finally be completed.
BELL:
Okay, but I can't get out
From Home, from Home,
Aiden is with me.
NICK:
Can I go to your house?
BELL:
Sure
I share the address.
NICK:
Yup!! Thank you My Queen.
Bella laughs again, she's really unusual with Nick's call to her.
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Gts ... Gts ...
This afternoon Nick knocks on Bella's door. A small house in a densely populated neighborhood. Although small but the building is new, it looks very neat, and comfortable.
“Hai!” greet Bella as she looks at Nick's beaming face.
“Hai!!” greet Nick awkwardly as well. Nick handed me a bunch of crysan flowers and also a bottle of wine.
“What is this?” Bella accepts.
“Upon you, Queen,” replied Nick.
“Ah, you can do it, anyway! Comein! Coincidentally just ripe, we'll have dinner together.” Bella lets Nick in to join their night grave.
“Come, sit!” Elise lets Nick sit next to her.
“This is Aunty Elise, Sekar, and Aiden. It's Nick.” Bella introduced them all.
“Hallo, Uncle!!” Aiden immediately raised his hand to greet Nick, making everyone chuckle.
“Wah, you're so smart, Boy!” Nick stroked Aiden's head.
“Yes, donk!! Aiden had to be spun because Aiden's ideals became as a Batman.” The toddler imitates the style of his idol superhero.
“Really?!! Well, Uncle also likes Batman,” replied Nick while imitating Aiden style.
They laughed together, making Bella's heart full. Will the atmosphere at home be this warm when there is a figure of a man who accompanies and takes care of them? But Bella quickly brushed off the empty hope in front of her. He prefers to focus on raising Aiden, there is no place for new love, because even old love still imprints so deep, both sweet and bitter.
“Let's eat!” get Elise to disperse Bella's daydream.
They all sat together to eat. A typical S-city dish, Bella deliberately cooks to treat Bella and Nick's longing for the taste of their hometown.
“This is so delicious!! Who's cooking?” Nick scoops the rice voraciously in front of him.
“Bella, she's the one cooking. We only help,” replied Sekar.
“Wah, absolutely istriable as it turns out!!” praise Nick spontaneously.
“Uhuk ... uhuk ..!” Bella immediately choked.
“Drink first, gih!!” Elise gave Bella a glass of water.
Bella's face reddened listening to Nick's words, he did not expect Nick would be as clear as it describes his feelings for Bella.
“Do not ngaco!!” sergeant Bella after getting out of the itch.
“Hahaha ..!” Nick laughs, Aiden laughs at Nick.
Nick stroked Aiden's head, and they resumed eating dinner together. Talk with family and full of warmth. Not usually Aiden can be close to outsiders, but somehow tonight Aiden is very sticky with Nick.
“Tuh, what did Aunty say?! He has the same feeling as you, son!” Elise approached Bella who was busy washing dishes.
“Ah, Aunty, don't tempt Bella keep donk! Bella is afraid to start a relationship again,” Bella, said,
“Ck, let's see your son! He stuck with that guy. Rarely does Aiden want.” Elise pointed at Nick and Aiden who were playing shootouts in the living room.
Bella stops her job, she looks at her son's happy face while playing with Nick. Is Elise's speech right? Aiden needs a father figure?
“Try getting to know each other from heart to heart, Bella.” Elise bruised Bella's shoulder.
Bella nodded in response.
“Aiden, let's sleep!!” Elise leaves Bella and approaches her granddaughter.
“There can I help?” Nick came over to Bella.
“It's done, really. Oh, yes, what important thing do you want to talk to me about?” ask Bella.
Bella takes Nick up to the second floor attic. In the attic there is a small courtyard where Bella used to hang clothes and enjoy the night air. Bella used to sit here contemplating when her mood was not good. No wonder there is a set of outdoor chairs near the safety tralis.
“This!! We're cheers.” Bella pours wine and gives it to Nick.
“Cheers!!” Nick whips their glasses, causing a slow twang.
“Hm, delicious!” Bella slowly tasted her tongue before returning to drinking the wine in the glass.
“You are strong drink also apparently.”
“Content, already job demands.”
“Ah, so.”
“So what brought you to me, Nick?” Bella turned her seat to face Nick.
“I need a model for my Final Work, Bella.”
“Ah, you offered me as a model for that purpose?!”
“True, do you want?”
“Sorry, Nick. It's not like I don't want to help you. But I have a problem that makes me unable to appear.” Bella took a deep breath.
“Why?”
“The story is long.”
“I have time to hear it, Bella,” Nick said curiously.
Finally, after downing a glass of wine, Bella told her life story. How she loved Lucas, got pregnant, her mother wanted her womb to be aborted, ran away, formed a new life, gave birth to Aiden, cared for the baby, plunged into the night world, and she was born, and the reason why no one can record the dance.
“Well, I'm sorry, Bella. I didn't know your life was that small.” Nick used the liquid in his glass.
“Hahaha, why are you so sad, Nick?! It's not your fault, it's my life.” Bella laughed and cried, as if she was getting drunk.
“Hei!! Oi!! Don't cry!” Nick patted Bella's shoulder.
“Aunty Elise asked me to find a new love, Nick. But I'm scared!! I'm afraid the distress is repeated. I'm afraid of getting sick again, I'm afraid of losing.” Bella stood in front of Nick while struggling with her heart.
“Come, My Queen!” Nick pulls Bella's wrist, holds her in his arms. He patted Bella on the back several times.
“Mommy always does this when we are sad, making us feel comfortable. Hm ... does it feel comfortable for you too?!” nick asked, Bella nodded, her tears still dripping, but her feelings were very warm.
“There are men who want to love a woman like me, Nick! I'm a woman of the night and also a woman who has children outside of marriage. Even you must look disgusted at me if I'm not your friend?” Bella pulls her body from Nick's arms.
“I can love you unconditionally, acceptance is the key to happiness, right? I definitely accept you for who you are, My Queen.” Nick was carried away by the overflow of feelings, he wanted to bring his face closer to Bella's face and unite their lips.
“No, sorry, erm .. this is the wrong thing. I must be drunk!! We must be drunk, Nick!!” Bella got up and went inside the house, leaving Nick with a flushed face.
Why are you so stupid, Nick!!! Nick is self-deprecating.
— MUSE S5 —
(Oh no, did I get too close oh?
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside? 🎶
All your insecurities
All the dirty laundry 🎶)
Bella is training on a pole inside her house. He shrieked his body, following the rhythm of the music heard from the bluetooth speakers.
(Never made me blink one time
Unconditional, unconditionally 🎶
I will love you unconditionally
There is no fear now 🎶
Let go and just be free
I will love you unconditionally)
Nick was staring at the wooden ceiling of his house. Occasionally he strummed guitar strings to the rhythm of the song that came out of the speaker of his phone.
(Come just as you are to me
Don't need apologies 🎶
Know that you are all worthy
I'll take your bad days with your good
Walk through this storm I would 🎶
I'd do it all because I love you, I love you)
Bella stopped her training, her shoulders moving up and down due to her heavy breathing. Training with a calm mind is enough to make him tired. So did Nick, he put down his guitar and closed his eyes, his mind was chaotic and calm. Why was he so rushed to express love?!
(Unconditional, unconditional
I will love you unconditionally 🎶
There is no fear now
Let go and just be free 🎶
I will love you unconditionally)
Will she open her heart to a new love? Nick thought to himself.
(So open up your heart and just let it begin
Open up your heart, and just let it begin
Open up your heart, and just let it begin
Open up your heart 🎶
Acceptance is the key to be
To be truly free 🎶
Will you do the same for me?)
(Unconditionally Katy Perry)
Can I open my heart to a new love?! Think Bella, she raises her fingers to look at Lucas's gift ring.
— MUSE S5 —
MUSE IS ALREADY EPISODE 200
Wah wah... What kind of thanksgiving???!
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