
MUSE
EPISODE 30'S
EPILOGUES
\~Although this is just a dream
I will never regret it\~
Amanda's Rejection..
Rejection of my parents..
Lenna's Refusal..
Which one hurts the most and makes me a broken human being??
Drops upon drops of flowing tears filled the small cup of life tea.
If only I could repeat time..
I wish I could go back before I hurt her..
Will I have a better life??
I smiled at a man who gave me a cup of tea. He nodded and smiled back at my smile.
“Do you want to try it?”
For a moment I could still feel the warmth from that tea enter my soul.
Then the deep darkness, gnawing at my heart, hurt a lot, but gradually eroded away the remorse and hatred in my soul.
BLINKS..
The light is so bright and dazzling.
“Hah..!! Huh..!! Huh..!!”
I woke up with a body full of sweat, I looked at my hands and moved. Then I touched my head and stomach.
“I'm alive??”
I can hear a song from an ipod connected to the speaker. I rolled my eyeballs, looking around. I recognized him, the little apartment I was in when I was in college.
(We used to hide under the covers
Serenade each other with careless melodies
Something buried deep inside us
The major and the minor, we’re like piano keys
You played for me..
You played for me.)
I was shocked to see it.
Lenna was lying by my side.
“Alex are you awake??” Lenna rubbed her eyes.
“Lenna?” I was shocked
(Iswear it, even in my sleep I hear it like the memory
Of everything we used to be
You played for me
“You had a bad dream? Why cold sweats?” Lenna pulled a blanket over her still-naked body.
“Lenna?? You Lenna?” I held both of her cheeks with my hands.
“Ih.. What the hell?? How to be weird gini?!” Lenna put on a pouting face.
“Hey what are you doing??” Lenna protested me who pulled the blanket.
I touched Lenna's curves, confirmed the gunshot wound that wounded her. There is no wound?? Or rather not happen.
(We couldn’t stop the world from turning
It was like a whirlwind, scattered us like leaves
But I'm stuck inside a feeling, the song that never leaves
We were like a symphony
You played for me
You played for me, oh
I got up and looked towards the small calendar at the table.
The same date
The same month
The same year I had my first intimate relationship with Lenna. The day before I lost her after kissing Amanda.
(Iswear it, even in my sleep I hear it like the memory
Of everything we used to be
You played for me
You played for me
“Lenna... Ilove you... I love you..!” I hugged Lenna's body.
Lenna put on a confused face.
“You why the hell??” Lenna is still struggling.
“Do not! Shutup! Just a moment.” I hugged Lenna.
Is it really all just a dream??
Or was I given a one-time chance to change it??
Fix everything??
Or am I in a parallel world?
Or am I already in heaven?
Hells?
I don't know, I can't answer.
All I know is that right now I feel very happy.
(Iswear it, even in my sleep I hear it like the memory
Of everything we used to be
(Pst. Alan Walker's song, title. PLAY)
—MUSE—
Scratches by brush strokes, color by color decorate Lenna's body. I drew small leaves all over her body, sprinkled with some white and yellow chrysantenum flowers.
“The flower is done.” I smile.
“Wah.beautiful once.” Lenna looked at her body in the glass.
“I have gliter for finishing touch.”
Lenna kept smiling and looking happy. I still hope it's a reality and not just a dream.
“Ayo departs.” take her.
I took her hand towards the body painting contest area. In the past we missed it.
“There's cotton candy, do you want?” Lenna pointed at the colorful round clouds at a food stand.
“I'll buy it for you.” I ran and came back with two cotton candy in pink and yellow.
“Thank you.”
Her face was beaming, I kept seeing her, not wanting to turn a second of my gaze away from her.
Either this is real or biased.
This is either a reward or a punishment.
One thing is certain.
I'm very happy.
“The contest has started.” Lenna grabbed my hand and pulled into the registration.
“I'm very gerogi.” Lenna kept smiling, occasionally shaking her hand.
“You are beautiful.. and you definitely win!!” I held both of his hands.
“Deliver your energy Alex.” Lenna brought her face closer. I kissed her softly.
The winner calculation is calculated from the number of supporting votes from the audience present. Lenna came forward and went on stage, I helped her up the stairs.
I keep seeing him..
I'm afraid this scene is fading.. Lost in the wind, turned to dust and flew away.
Until the winner arrives.
“The winner is..”
“I lost.” Lenna ran to hug me.
“You're the champion in my heart.” I returned his embrace.
“I guess will win.” his face looks sad.
“When we try again. Champions of hope also do not burukkan?” I kissed her forehead.
“Betul.” Lenna looked at the small cup in her hand.
I kept looking at the woman beside me. Her hands felt very warm, and her smile looked very sweet.
“You're cold?” I gave him my jacket.
“Thank you.”
We walked around and walked in the crowd. Soon arrive at the visitors of the art festival, there will be a fireworks party.
“Cute me!!” I took Lenna by the hand and ran towards a small building behind my faculty.
Old building that has switched functions into a warehouse. We went up to the second floor, then the third floor, and opened the window. Jumping to the flat roof.
“From here can definitely see clearly.” I helped Lenna jump.
We sat next to each other, waiting for the fireworks to be launched.
DORS...
DORS...
The fireworks launch a splash of color, red, green, blue, yellow, white, and purple.
“Beautiful once.” Lenna exclaimed in excitement.
The shadow of fireworks was visible in his violet-colored eyes.
“You're more beautiful.”
“Do not dreadlocks Alex.”
“I speak honestly.”
“Lenna.. Even though I know I don't deserve to say this. But can I say it??” I clasped his hand tightly.
“What is it?”
“I love you Lenna, will you date me???”
Lenna was silent for a moment, tears welling up in her eyes. Drops to the cheek.
“You want to accept me for what it is?”
“Of course,” replied I'm sure.
I wiped her tears with my thumb. My hand still gently rubbed against her two cheeks.
DOR!!
DOR!!
Fireworks are back.
“Thank you.”
I kissed her, softly sucked her lips. I don't know why a cold night turns so warm.
Even if it's just a dream
I'll never regret it.
—MUSE—
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