Roses Are Not in Love
The Fear.
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Before the flower blooms, it will first grow young shoots which will then present buds at the top of the bud. And from a series of processes until the flower blooms perfectly, then the one that reaps the greatest praise is when the flower has bloomed by carrying the fragrances. So does the process that happens in life.
Two months passed, and I was already comfortable with the big overhaul of my life. And little by little also began to organize the heart, keeping it neatly. My preoccupation with the exam tests that continue to be done before the final exam is three months away, able to slightly divert the sentimental feelings that often come.
It's not that I don't want to forget that love of my own, it's just that because Kak Melati often recounts her daily life with Bang Daffa making me come back and remember this feeling of not knowing myself. It's been two weeks Kak Melati has not given me any news at all, either because Kak Melati knows if I start in sports with my prakerin exams or because Kak Melati is busy with her Wisuda. I don't know.
If I'm honest, I'm a little relieved that Mealti hasn't contacted me for some time, even if that sounds evil. However, it would be natural for a heartbroken person like me. Want me to be a true air-hearted banar, like Kak Melati, who willingly shared her love with me. But, I'm just an ordinary human being who is still covered in sin and confined to the air.
Juah in my heart I feel guilty to Kak Melati, but I also can not prevent my heart to stop at this time anyway, so as not to love Bang Daffa. Even I tried very hard so that my love for Bang Daffa was not read by others. Erik, as my trash can all this time, had to accept a harsh threat from me to keep quiet.
"Not done yet, War." Erik's heavy voice regained my consciousness, and dribbled my eyes towards Erik who was standing in the doorway of my room. "Can I come in..?" Erik. Yeah, ever since I decided to change my appearance. Erik, always appreciate that. And we are no longer like we used to be going into each other's rooms at will.
I closed the book in front of me that was open without me reading it. "Outside." I said casually as I stood from where I was sitting and stepped closer towards Erik.
"Just do it for a minute." Erik flat.
"Someone wants me to talk to you, Rik." I answered, and then Erik stepped away from my room first.
Our slow steps, until also in the front Gazebo of Bu Gina's shady house with a large Kelengkeng tree right next to the Gazebo. The right large branch above the Gazebo adds cool air, and will increase syahdu again when the fruit season arrives.
"We're like strangers, War." Erik said softly, while thrusting a piece of paper at me. "Me, you. Because, that word we're like being someone else." Erik.
"Actually not really, Rik. You're the only one who feels that way." I grabbed the paper from Erik's hand and read it at a glance. "Eh, thank you very much, Rik. I'm gonna start getting ready for the national selection."
"Gua hopes you can enter through the invitation, War." Erik said sincerely. "And, sorry, the cave can't help you loe. The cave has got a job."
"Seriously, Rik. Wow, I know I heard it. Got a job where.?" With sincere sparkling eyes I kept waiting expectantly for Erik's answer.
I know, from the way Erik took a breath and turned his face away from me, there was obviously something that Erik might have been lacking to tell me. A decade we were close to each other, just know each other's character with just a rough breath.
"What's up..?" Ask again.
"The cave work place is far from here. And it's like the cave has to move out of here." Erik said slowly.
"Move to move, Rik. It's also for the job." Reply relax.
"Later, who's here.."
I laughed at Erik's words. This is funny in my opinion, because the tone of worry that Erik made sounded very tickling. First, Erik never spoke softly with me at all. Second, the selection of words taken by Erik, as if we were lovers who would undergo LDRan alone. And lastly, I'm not a child anymore and Erik doesn't need that separno against me.
"Papa loe is even whiny." Timpal Erik saw me laughing at myself.
"My armpits, your face is so funny, Rik." I said, laughing without stopping.
"Serious cave, War."
"I'm serious too, Rick. All this time I saw your face so funny. Kayak, who's that." I said without paying attention to Erik's reddened face.
"Because the cave cares the same loe, War." Erik looked at me intensely.
My laughter eased for a while and then laughed again, as I looked at Erik who was looking at me. Really, seeing the shape of Erik's eyes like in a cartoon movie, makes me unable to not laugh. Because it's weird for me. After all these years with Erik, I didn't expect Erik to be that big.
"Hemm, okay I understand, Rik. But, I think your work is more important. Considering this is your first job. I'll be fine here." My answer.
"The cave is just nice.." I immediately raised my hand so that Erik spoke with the sound of my postel and the name Bu Mega there. Because of the collision Bu Mega called me.
"Mayo Bu." I said slowly to Erik, and Erik who understood my less-so-good relationship with Bu Mega soon kept quiet. "Assalamu'alaikum, Buk." My broom as soon as the phone stuck to my ear.
"Well, the rose will be there soon." I said with a worried look. "Rik, please take me." Without waiting for Erik to answer, I immediately stood up from my place and hurriedly walked back to my room.
"What's up, War. Is everything okay." Erik said as he followed me.
"Sir Melati, Rick. Melati's sister's not okay."I answered quickly and packed my things as soon as I got to my room.
"Okay, I'm waiting in front." Erik answered straight out of my room.
My hands continued to tremble despite being tightly gripped by Erik's leather jacket. Occasionally tears trickled down my eyes, which then flew along with the strong wind that collided with Erik's big motor that drove at above-flat speed.
If, normally I would get angry when Erik rode this iron horse at crazy speed. And so, today all my fear disappeared instantly, for there was something even more frightening to me. Namely, the situation of Kak Melati.
After about an hour's drive, the Eirk motorbike entered a large hospital. The sturdy pillar in front of the Hospital immediately greeted me and Erik, and regardless of my appearance of being collapsed from riding a motorbike, I immediately ran towards the information center as soon as Erik's motor stopped.
"Relax, War. Melati will be fine." Erik said as my silent hand continued to knock on the large table in front of me while waiting for the information section to find out the patient I asked.
"Delati Kartika Devi.?" Ask one of the sisters to me, with a cell phone still attached to her ear.
"Yes, Sus." Answer me quickly.
"Orchid Pavilion, VIP room 1." The nurse said.
"Thank you, Sus." Back the quick answer I threw, and was about to run but my hand was immediately grabbed by Erik.
"Rik," Lirihku while berusha to release my hand held tightly by Erik.
"Sus, Orchid Pavilion, where is it.?" Ask Erik to the other sisters.
"From here straight in and up to the 4th floor. From there take the left." Answer the Sister kindly.
"Thank you, Sus." Erik said, then immediately pulled me inside, until I got into the elevator. "Don't look panicked. Melati wouldn't like that. Control your emotions, War." Erik said without taking his hand off me.
I know it's a mistake to touch, what else for me who just stepped up to migrate. But, once again I am just an ordinary human who also needs other humans to lean on. Although, I realize the best way to communicate is to hold hands to pray. However, Erik's warm hands were unable to let me off.
"Tin." The elevator doors are open. A large glass immediately greeted me, as soon as my legs were set to come out. And according to the direction of the sister, I was dragged by Erik and our hasty steps stopped just as some people we knew were discussing in front of a room and one of them recognized me.
"Roses.."
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