Roses Are Not in Love
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Ducking in with a face that continues to blaze, without me realizing the angkot I was riding away darted away from the park where someone had stolen a kiss against me. It was awkward and awkward before as if everyone could read my expression.

In the history of my life, close to men is not extraordinary, but with Mas Karang I can do things that do not make sense and far from my habits. With Mas Karang intoxicating, drunk in the strains of blind love.

This love flow made my heart work increase every time I remembered a brief incident before we came out of the park. No words came out either from me or from Mas Karang after, but from the gesture we both had enough to prove that this was the same for us first time, even though it is not directly in contact. So sweet.

Even I did not dare to look at Mas Karang afterwards, let alone look at Mas Karang, for me to walk to the highway is very difficult especially when Mas Karang who without sound actually tighten his fingers in the segment of my finger. Not only that, I can also feel that Mas Karang's hand shook like I was trembling.

Really this blind love should not be this time, but again I am defeated by the lust that makes me knowluq in the strains of love that are not yet lawful. But if I want to be so holy-spirited, obviously I don't deserve to post that. Because I'm just a person who is learning to be better and tempted by the trials of love.

The wheel kept turning and turning, until the journey back was full of scattering flowers until also where I had to hide everything from the eyes of the world.

Walking slowly down the alley back to Pesantren with light and happy steps, I was stuck as soon as I arrived at the spacious yard from Pesantren because of the presence of a car that was very familiar to me, he said, and all my happiness seemed to be uprooted from its place as my eyes swept across the face I once wanted her smile printed on me.

Bu Mega, Bu Mega stood with Adit in his carrying, while next to him also stood the Mother of Bang Daffa. I was still unable to move my legs forward, but not far in front of me, Adit was crying loudly, while the two middle-aged women were busy calming him down by taking turns giving him toys and milk bottles.

"That's Aunty, Rose. Look great boy, that Aunty Rose has come." Mother Bang Daffa said when she realized that I was around her.

"Yes, that Aunty Rose has come." Timpal Bu Mega and try to turn away Adit's face to look at me, and after Adit saw me gradually his crying stopped and left the sports.

I walked slowly towards them and was about to greet one by one, but was blocked because Adit who was impatient wanted to enter my sling.

"Ti, Ti. Anti Awa." Adit said with still stamped.

I rubbed his head slowly, and hugged him tightly channeling all the love I had forgotten because of a new love that blossomed in my heart. "Champion, smart boy, sweet boy." My words comforted Adit who seemed as if the atmosphere would become suddenly silent and siara only filled by me and Adit a person.

After a few minutes passed, all of Adit's cries had changed with smiles and laughter, even Adit was busy showing off his toys to me, until for a moment I forgot about the situation, anyone who comes along with Bu Mega and Bu Asri.

I turned my head around and found no one with them. Or indeed they deliberately came alone, but why there was a car Bang Daffa.

"Sir and his father Adit are in Dhalem, War." Ms. Asri said she knew what I was going to ask. "She's Adit's a close friend of Pesantren's nanny." Obviously Ms. Asri again.

"Oh, ma'am." My answer.

"Where were you, War.?"

"Glukes.." Bu Mega's question made me swallow my saliva with great difficulty. And this makes me a delema, because I am not used to lying if asked Bu Mega.

"The task of Mahad, huh.?" Timpal Bu Asri who made me admire my head heavy.

"Hope you pass quickly, War. So Adit won't be lonely anymore if you're home." Mumbled Bu Mega with an intense gaze pecked at me.

"I hope so too, Jeng. Just try the Rose demanding its Science close. We will often visit him. Isn't that right, Bang Adit.?" Sahut Bu Asri's.

Honestly, I was confused by the meaning of the words they both said. Why involve me in Adit's business. I know, Adit likes me even more than anyone, but I don't think that should make any excuse that Adit's calm depends on me.

Leaving all the chatter that I did not understand, finally Pak Bakti and Bang Daffa returned to the guest dormitory. I still did not dare to meet Bang Daffa, because from the temperature that seemed to cool it was enough to prove that Bang Daffa did not want to meet me.

Experiencing the hand of Pak Bakti with reverence, on the clap of my shoulder repeatedly by Pak Bakti. I ventured to raise my head and can be seen a smile printed on the lips of the middle-aged Man who still looks handsome even though he is passing through his glory days.

"It's a pleasure that I finally get to meet you in person, Dhok." Said Pak Bakti. "True what Almarhumah Melati said. You're beautiful and nice." Continue Pak Bakti.

But, if I may say who lost the most, of course Adit. And, Bang Daffa shouldn't be so selfish as to continue growing hatred towards me. Because, if Bang Daffa stays that way, then it will be difficult for me to get in touch with Adit without Bang Daffa's permission.

"How long will your education last, War.?" Ask Pak Bakti to wake me from my daydream.

"If there's no constraint maybe a year or two, sir." Reply potluck.

"Learn hard, War. Later you will be proud of your children. We all expect a lot of you." Said Pak Bakti a little ambiguous. "Daffa, give it to the Roses." Continue Pak Bakti with a firm and heavy tone.

Bang Daffa came forward and stood next to Pak Bakti and then asked me for a slightly thick brown envelope.

"It's for a year's cost." Bang Daffa said, which sounded cynical and cold in my ears. My hands did not budge, but my head looked up at him. His eyes seemed to skin every single one of the ari that stuck to my body. And the depths of the ocean overcame the concentration of his eyes that shone forth with an unbridled hate upon me.

"No need, Bang. Roses get scholarships." Reply ahirnya.

"Receive, War. That's the trust of Melati." The Timpal Bu Mega. Hearing the name of Kak Melati is said to make painstaking stabbing my chest. What does this all mean, is this a compensation to me or is this a price to buy me.

"If you don't want it, you can donate it." Bang Daffa.

"Take a look, Fa." Firmly Pak Bakti. "Well, in the meantime you don't need this. Then let's temporarily keep Bu Mega." Disconnect Pak Bakti and immediately agreed by all.

We are now in the sport of persuading Adit to be invited home, and after a long time tell Adit that later on vacation or when Adit's father is not busy, Adit can come here while looking at the high mountain, ahirnya the bait was successful.

One by one they embraced me and hugged me tightly. Then began to get in the car, lived Bu Mega a person who still did not get into the car, because he was still reluctant and occasionally hugged me tightly with words that made me unable to say words.

"Replace Melati, replace Melati's place, so that she can calmly leave Adit with you for the right reasons." Said Ms. Mega last time before finally getting into the car, leaving me alone with all the things that will remain with me until tomorrow comes.

When the wind will blow them away to a forgotten place, where there is only a quiet man who becomes powerful. This is where I realized that I miss the love that gives me a place like home, the extent to which I go I will return. I miss the love like that, the love that Kak Melati has for me or vice versa. And I really miss Kak Melati.

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