Roses Are Not in Love
Not Quick enough.

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Twilight. It was twilight with all its mysteries, and I sat pensively waiting for it. Things that I didn't seem to have done for so long, but I can't remember for sure whether or not I did this often. It's just that I'll be a little calm if I'm on the rooftop to wait for the sun to return to the contest.

The light was already not as hot as when he was at the top, but it was enough to warm my cheeks with a soft touch of bristling that peered behind the towering palm tree.

How much effort is done, will not be fruitful if the willful do not permit it. Likewise with a fragment of my memory that did not want to return, even though I had heard a piece of the story that did not wear about me and Bang Daffa.

I don't want to hate, it's just the word that's always stuck in my brain when I remember every Bang Daffa speech, and maybe in this way everything will be better for all of us, even more so for me. As for Aliena, even if I can't remember her clearly, I know that at the bottom of my heart Aliena is with me.

Dusk is getting dark, mega mega come to fruition as the solar is getting closer to swallowed by the earth. And I was sitting alone here, until the sound of the door knocking made me turn my head back, and I found Erik walking over to me.

"Loe, looks fine War." Sitting quietly without permission, Erik just grabbed the cup that was beside my hand and still without permission also in my tea screw. "Busyet, this tea what poison. Pait bener's." Erik.

"Don't like playing srobot. It's karma." My reply was casual, and either I felt my speech was so light as no burden.

"Karma loe can't possibly make it to the cave." In one gulp, Erik directly emphasized the rest of the tea in my cup.

I smiled lightly, then looked back in the direction of the original, as well as Erik who also aligned his gaze with me. Long enough we were just as silent, enjoying the caress of the cold afternoon breeze.

"Alice isn't coming.?" Tanyaku.

"It is not allowed to be the same Mother, because if you meet you must be in the house fussy continues." Answer Erik. "Bella's jealous like that."

"Surely, Bella would be like that."

"But, the day after the cave vacation needs you to take care of Alice." Sergey Erik.

Turning my head as well as my body, I could immediately see Erik's mischievous grin. "Where are you going.?" I knitted my eyebrows together, to make sure I asked Erik.

"Here, pack it too. Yes the cave wants to overtime for a sister for Alice."

"Tell the baby sitter, why should I be the victim." I said as I threw Erik in a tissue box.

"Au, sick tau War." Erik. "Loe tuh so understanding little napa." Erik continued to stroke his arm while poking in pain.

"How much do you plan to pay.?" Ahirnya.

"That's dong." Erik looks sumrigah. "Because the cave knows you're a good person, then thank you enough is appropriate."

"Crazy, what do you think I'm cheap."

"Emang, are you expensive.?"

"Clearly." Erik laughed out loud when he heard my answer, and I who was weird with Erik only narrowed my eyes to wait for him to stop laughing.

"What, what a handsome cave, huh.? Don't you don't be charmed by the cave." Erik asked with his narcissistic voice.

"Hadeh, make my beautiful afternoon meaningless." I patted my forehead, then was about to lift my butt to stand up but was quickly stopped by Erik.

"Where are you going, the cave has not been around to say the same loe."

"Males, the horrors of your unfaithful speech." I answered without paying attention to Erik.

"War, the cave says it hasn't been sprawled yet." Erik immediately pulled my hand, and inevitably I sat back in my place.

"What the hell, sick tau. Apologize first cake." My speech.

"Yes, sorry." An apology that glided easily from Erik made me stare at Erik, and Erik's gaze looked seriously at me.

"What.?" My toot.

Erik seemed to be breathing deeply before speaking softly but surely enough for me to hear. "You sure you're okay.?" Ask Erik.

"I mean. Of course I'm okay.?" I said with certainty.

"Even though you know the truth.?" Erik tried to convince me of my answer.

"Maybe it'll be a little nasty. But, the cave is evil in fact." Erik justifies the way he sits straight at me and implied a great expectation from the way he looks at me. "Gua hoped that you could remember him, so that you could take revenge against Daffa. Honestly, War. If not for thinking about loe, the cave was actually very lazy to meet the Daffa. Cave doesn't want, Daffa kayak in the wind because you don't hate it at all."

Replace me who sighed in hearing Erik's words. "Come, Rik. The more I think and think again, maybe it's good if it should be erased. Because honestly, I'm quieter like this." Saying slowly. Not a pessimist, just maybe it should be like this.

"If, today I remember it and grow hatred in my heart, then forever it is not only Bang Daffa who will not be happy, I would feel the same way because I live in hatred and revenge." Continue with a serious tone. "If at any time the memory will return and I may ask. I wanted to be happy by then."

"By the way.?" Ask Erik.

"Once you know, it could be by pestering your life."

"Gua I swear it pops in your nose, let everyone know that it's karma from the cave." Erik laughed out loud after saying it.

"Jelek is your curse, Rik. And replace you that I've cursed all my life to stay squeaky, until your grandchildren." My reply.

"It's not a curse, Neng. That's a fact." Erik's laughter broke out loud. "Whatever loe War's decision. Gua as your best friend, will be happy if you are happy." Erik continued standing up.

"The cave is relieved, the cave will return first. Back then, the cave just wanted the mastiin." Erik stepped without any burden leaving me who was still sitting in my place.

"Eh, War. Another one that hasn't yet cave into loe." Erik said before opening the door handle in front of him.

"What else." I stood up and went to Erik's place.

"Sit's quiet in loe's place." Spontaneously I followed Erik's words by stopping at my place. "On Rendi. Cave see you guys getting closer like this ahir ahir."

Blouse, my face immediately warmed to hear Erik's words. Not because of Erik's usual speech, but with a name called by Erik. Rendi, somehow at first Rendi could steal my thoughts only with her attitude arriving indifferent towards me.

"Well, even daydream." Erik said again. "Udah, don't answer. The cave knows from your face." Continue Erik while giggling.

"Basic." I just grabbed the couch cushion behind me and threw it straight in the face of Erik who was mocking me.

"Unfortunately, the face of the cave is too handsome for that pillow." Erik said when my throw missed. "Origin, the cave wants to vomit look at the face of the red loe who's pretentious to be ashamed of it." Again Erik provoked me with his words, so inevitably I continued to bulldoze him because embarrassed by the words of Erik who managed to trap me.

"Remember age, War." Erik managed to escape my reach by disappearing behind the door and shortly reappeared as I was tidying up the pillows that were scattered.

"Kayak virgin girl just face loe, but also already a widow. Cheeklex." The door closed again as soon as I turned my body and was accompanied by a pillow in my hand that fell out of my grasp.

Like my confidence that had fallen in an instant, remembering my status was no longer at an age that should be blossomed by someone's attention, and I shouldn't feel a little lost when someone who approaches me arrives away, especially until it feels like something is arriving to hurt in the heart. Because I don't deserve that enough.

It's just a false feeling. Like the desire today to have a person's soul, then the next day, I am more greedy by wanting to have his body. And then I'd become more and more ignorant of myself hoping to have both of them whole just mine.

Then, after all returning to reality that remains is a taste that scattered, and evenly into flakes. Then, a blaze in the chest rattled across the world, like a hot rolling fireball burning my whole soul.

So, before that happens. Self-awareness is the deterrent. Because I don't deserve to be around him enough, especially with him. It's possible that he just considers everything like a chat that only uses fingers, while I carve it too much in the heart. Sometimes loving is more painful than losing.

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