Roses Are Not in Love
Alien.

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Five years later.

The sewing machine kept creaking, twisting the thread into less than before. And every time I see the clothes I'm trying to finish, every smile I will expand by itself just by imagining my little girl will smile happily to get a birthday dress gift.

Every wound will find a cure and when it comes from the night my pride falls I can what.? There is nothing else I can do but enjoy it. The nature of medicine is often bitter, with a smile of his cherry that became my medicine, also at the same time my heart still remember the giver of the wound. Because there's no place left on his face for me.

She's Aliena. My little princess who became my spirit as well as medicine for me. Although in every smile and face that did not leave his father, he was still my goal to endure the severity of Bang Daffa's humiliation at that time.

Unwanted and disposed of like garbage, I still survive for the sake of the fetus that has been present from the night my pride was canceled. No matter having to go in and out of the hospital even to become a permanent resident in one of the hospitals, my struggle was not in vain. Aliena could have been born safely even though I had to undergo surgery at the age of seven months. He had to be in the hospital for months after that.

Aliena, that's the only name I can give her. Because I wanted to give his father a last name, I obviously did not dare, because the presence of Aliena was not expected by his father. Because the presence of Aliena is an accident that is considered a mistake by his father. But, Aliena is my lamp and my life, she is my star.

Staying away from the hustle and bustle of the city and returning to my parents' hometown, was actually not an easy thing before. Because of the gossip and insults people always hear even though it is not directly. But yes it was, everything that has passed will be a story that is remembered as a lesson. And right now I can live peacefully and happily with Aliena even though we don't live in luxury.

My aliens have been such a valuable lesson to me. Because behind her body that was still like a two-and-a-half year old child, she had an ordinary broad spirit and positivist thought. Her spirit has been seen from her in my womb, despite repeated doctors saying that Aliena is underdeveloped and even unhealthy, until it must be sentenced to the possibility of survival only a few percent. But, the proof is now that she is able to shine exactly as her name suggests, the most shining star Aliena

"Mother, Mother, Alin got five stars from Master." Aliena's screams made me realize how full my life's been for these five years.

"Assalamu'alaikum dong dear." I replied as I extended my hand and was greeted warmly by Aliena.

"Asalamu'alaikim Mother." Repeat the Aliena later.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, the Star of the Mother." My answer then moved to the sofa not far from my sewing machine. "Let's see which star it is."

Aliena has quickly shown three books at once and her thin lips immediately smoothly tell what happened at school earlier. I have always been a loyal listener to him.

"Later if Aliena has become a champion, surely Dad will come home to see us Mother." The thing I was most afraid of when Aliena found out later, was that she and I were not wanted. Therefore, I always cover up the lie with another lie.

I always told Aliena that her father was a very nice, hardworking and very affectionate figure to Aliena. Because of working away and following people, so he can not go home. And naive child, he believes in it, then always waiting for the time of meeting that is actually just a lie.

Forgive Mother. That word always stuck in my heart when I could only nod to Aliena's questions and desires. But, I also had no other choice at that time. If, all is well, of course I will not keep Aliena away from her father, so that she does not need to lose the figure of a father.

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Continuing to laugh happily by twisting her small body so that her wide lower shirt swayed, Aliena unceasingly continued to act like a model in front of me. Very simple desire, wanted to make party clothes like Berbie's.

"Thank you, Mother. Alin likes his shirt." One kiss on my forehead landed warmly.

"On the loose first clothes yes, so as not to get dirty after Aliena's birthday a month away."

"Yes." Yeah." Aliena immediately took off the clothes she tried and immediately stored them. And before long Aliena again appeared with her beloved little doll that was none other than the banana doll that Aliena's father gave me at Adit's request at that time.

"Mother, Alin is going to bed." He said without being able to hide his sleepy face.

"In the meantime, Mother trim the sewing machine first. Alin wait for Mother in the room." Hearing my reply, Aliena immediately rushed into the room.

So obedient to Aliena to me, makes me sometimes not have to bring her to life with difficult circumstances like this. But, even if I take Aliena back to the city where her father is, we won't necessarily be this happy. Since our happiness is simple, enough I have Aliena and I become a world for Aliena.

"Mother, today Alin wants to tell me." Aliena said as I just entered the room.

Aliena's little lips have tried hard to spell the letters of the storybook. And once in a while I will justify it, this includes a very effective way to learn in my opinion.

With a very hard effort, finally the story book is finished also Aliena read, although most of it is just seen in the picture, at least me and Aliena have time to talk before going to bed. And for me this is the way I and Aliena can get close to each other.

"Mother, why Alin's name, Aliena.?" Aliena asked after returning the book in its place.

"Why yes." I answered pura pura thinking and adorable Aliena who also seemed to come to think with a massage of her chin.

"Why doesn't Aliena just jasmine." Deg, Aliena's words made me gasp and go back to the memories of the past drawn in my brain. The memory I always try to keep in the grave. "Can Roses and Jasmine yes Mother." Continue Aliena.

I smiled faintly at Aliena by gently stroking her cheek. Then, I put Aliena in front of me. "Aliena is the brightest star in the constellation Gemini. Whereas in Arabic literature, Aliena has the meaning of glory. Therefore Mother chose that name for Aliena, so that Aliena would be the light and bring glory."

What is Gemini, what is literature and what is glory, a line of questions immediately filled the little lips of Aliena. I forgot that I have a child who is quite critical about vocabulary, so there must be a detailed explanation if you do not want questions for questions to continue.

"Mother likes the name Aliena. Does Aliena not like that name.?" I'm telling you to ask Aliena not more.

"Did you like the name Aliena, too.?" Aliena's question pinched my chest again and what should I do, aside from lying to her by nodding uncertainly in front of Aliena. "If you like, Mommy likes it, Aliena likes it too."

"It's late, baby, tomorrow morning there's a sport at school." I intentionally want to let go of the conversation tonight. It's not that I don't want Aliena talking about her father, but there's a tightness that still feels in her chest. "Let's get in a do'a."

"Good Mother." Said Aliena and immediately raised his hand to pray and then hugged his favorite banana doll while muttering. "Oh my God, tonight Aliena misses Dad, so bring Daddy come in Alin's dream. One more thing, yes, Aliena wants to be on Aliena's birthday when I come."

Throw my tears at my little daughter's wishes. It breaks my heart to lie to Aliena, when in reality Aliena's father never knew Aliena's presence. Is it my fault for being selfish to pull away from the pain by taking Aliena away, then making Aliena not get the affection of her father.

If behind, if only Aliena was there what might be affection also in get it. If I keep hanging in there, maybe Aliena's still there. The greatest possibility could be that Aliena will never be born into the world, because of the treatment of Aliena's father that makes me stressed.

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