Roses Are Not in Love
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Morning spirit. That was the first word I said as I opened the window of the room and saw a golden glow glow among the blue of the ocean. After a stranger's visual drama last night, the success of which left me unable to close my eyes. Error anyway, not because of the foreign youth, but the presence of the figure of Bang Daffa who disperse everything that makes me keep thinking all night.

Did I not really let go of my feelings towards Bang Daffa.? The question falls like a meteor racing to touch the atmosphere. However, after I convinced my heart and sought answers from there, I really had no sense towards Bang Daffa.

Same with anyone at the moment. Because I had promised to only fall in love with someone who had so much heart to shake my guardian's hand to invite me to accompany him to worship for the rest of his life.

Too grandiose indeed, but what's wrong if I have such a wish. Is not God granting all the do'a. Maybe not now, or another month, another year even. But, I'm sure every do'a will get to its place when I still keep putting it up.

In the past, I did not know embarrassed by continuing to skyrocket the name of Bang Daffa in every prostration of my night for several years. But now I realize. That do'a can't be forced. Because God knows better what is best for his servant.

Melting the feeling of mental sentience, I choose to prepare myself to enjoy the morning by the beach. And with a dusty purple plisket skirt that I combined with a black plain shirt and a black veil as well. I also called my steps down the stairs with enthusiasm.

"Good morning, Mel. Trophies." One soft kiss on the cheek, I gave it to Kak Melati who looked at me in wonder.

"Belcome.!" Said Kak Melati.

"Should dong, would you take Adit road on the beach." My answer.

"It just so happens that. Brother Mel wants to bathe on the beach with Mas Daffa." Said Kak Melati after sipping one glass of water.

"Where is it now.?" My toot.

"Bath with her Dad. Just go to the room." Answer Sister Melati.

I'm flinching reflexes. "Son's Jasmine took Aditnya." My speech.

"Come, you take it yourself. Brother Mel is with." Said Kak Melati grabbing my hand. "You think it's the same as Mas Daffa."

I was confused to answer how and I chose an answer that seemed realistic enough for Kak Melati. "Yes, because you are not used to Bang Daffa, Sister Mel."

"Even so, you're usually not the same as new people." Said Kak Melati again.

"Now the rose is different than it used to be, Sister Mel. Now the rose is oteweh sholihah." I answered with laughter broke Kak Melati.

"Yes yes, hopefully granted to be the sister of Kak Melati the sholihah." Said Kak Melati while opening the door.

As soon as the door opened, I could no longer turn my gaze away from the adorable creature on the bed. I tell you, it was not Bang Daffa who made me want to rush towards him, but Adit who was sitting with a big smile and his index finger was at the end of his lips.

In addition to the all-blue out fit he wore, making me more want to bite his little hand. What's more, the little hat perched on top of his head keeps his half-plontos head perfectly covered and adds added value to the adorable Adit has.

"Mas, so take a bath at dong beach. There's a rose that wants Adit's momong." Said Kak Melati to Bang Daffa who was now looking at me. And if I could re-cheer happily by deciphering Bang Daffa's gaze towards me, that gaze had returned to how it was the first time we knew each other.

"You sure you want Adit's momong, it's okay, War.?" Bang Daffa sought faith in me. And I answered with a shake, then immediately invaded Adit as soon as Bang Daffa moved from his place.

"Aunty is so cute, ready to play sand, he'eh.?" My words while kissing all parts of Adit's body that makes Adit's laughter widened.

"Look, Mas. Adit if the same Rose, exactly the same fit you. Laughs mute." Said Kak Melati and there was no response from Bang Daffa just a faint nod that had been stolen from the tail of my eyes.

"Sister Mel, bring a sling. Make anticipation, so it's good if Adit degenerates asking to play with arriving." My speech.

"Aren't you afraid to look like your mom, War.?" Ask Kak Melati.

"Rubber, War."

"Occustomed to the times. Even if it is in sanga mother is already pantes mother." I answered by grabbing the sling at the gozukan Kak Melati.

"Take Erik's nemenin." Bang Daffa gave me an idea.

"War, be careful and thank you." The sound of Bang Daffa's sincere words to me, made me widen my smile even more and turn quickly towards Bang Daffa.

"Of course, the heart." My answer is as sincere as Bang Daffa. And it turns out that choosing to destroy the sense that is not right, then asking instead to the owner of love is far more soothing than I ever imagined. What else is too worried about tomorrow that clearly we just do not know, that will be until tomorrow ourselves.

"It's ready to go to the beach. Water play, sand play." I said to Adit while leaving Kak Melati's room without a hint of karaguan. Like my feelings are no longer hesitating by releasing Bang Daffa. And now I have a much more meaningful relationship. Sister brother relationship. And if I can be greedy a little, I hope gradually Bang Daffa's attitude will be like Bang Nusa to me or like Bang Daffa devoured Devina.

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Sea water is seen away from the beach, because it is currently receding. Coral rocks are also seen protruding behind puddles like small ponds here. Keep carrying Adit in my sling, I continue down the beach under the sky that began to turn blue.

In my arms, Adit would not be silent at all. What's more when he saw the water that stagnated, Adit was impatient to go down by continuing to move his feet about to slump from my sling, lucky I brought the sling earlier. If not, I don't know how hard it will be.

Arriving at a quiet place, I dropped Adit and played there. Every now and then Adit would crawl into a puddle of water and would be shocked that the small waves touched his feet. And, both with Adit enough to make us laugh freely, until we both unconsciously became the center of attention.

Moreover, when I made a small pond and put Adit in it. In fact, I also planted half Adit's body with sand to make it even more adorable. And, it successfully made Adit a photo object for many people. Both who explicitly ask permission to take photos of Adit or the origin of the snap as they please.

With my body covered in sand and soaking wet, I held Adit back and stepped back to the Villa. And met with Bang Nusa and Bu Mega who was sitting casually in a gazebo behind the Villa.

"Well, Adit's a new toy on the beach huh.?" Sapa Bang Nusa against Adit.

"Yes. It's really exciting to play. Earlier, Mother Ima was looking for not yet out of the room." I said by making a small sound like a toddler.

"I should have, Dad would have come." Bang Nusa menjwil cheeks temhem Adit.

"Small children are invited with sand toys, later if what.?" Ketus Bu Mega's.

"Rose Cases want to justin anyway, Ma. Mama is too parno." Bela Bang Nusa's.

"Yes, who knows if he's even playing by himself."

"That's right, Ma. Don't start again. Mama's the one who's happy to be suspicious of Roses."

"Who's suspicious, Sa. Some kids that small are invited to play in the sand not good." I choose to be safe by just silently listening to the word Bu Mega said.

"Who is not good. It actually stimulates the sensory abilities of the child. Already there, War. You bring Berishin Adit." Hearing Bang Nusa's words made me want to spur my steps back, but immediately stopped once I heard Bu Mega's words.

"Feeling guilty for having aborted the child before, so the temple is good with Adit." My heart is like being squeezed strong by the words of Bu Mega.

"Yes.! There's no more language. The rose has already accepted her punishment." Jerk Mr. Agung. "War, quickly replace Adit's clothes. The hunt will catch a cold." I also followed the words of Mr. Agung and deliberately made a quick movement so as not to need to hear Bu Mega humiliate me again.

I really want to tell the truth, but I always remember Kak Melati and maybe Kak Melarti will be very sad when I know the truth. But, will I be strong remain as it is now, especially when the possibility later when someone comes to propose to me and they say the misunderstanding before all. Will I be face enough to bear the shame..??

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