Roses Are Not in Love
The Pain That Is Much More Sick.

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Clad in a sky-blue veil, I stood on a sky-covered rooftop that was starting to inflate. I rolled my gaze down, the tent that had been finished in the establishment. Not visible to my eyes, what happened under the fabric of the Parachute that stretched almost to the gate of the house of Mr. Agung. Exactly, like my heart that no one else can read.

Far up here, all that is visible is just Orange, in harmony with the sky that gradually will darken and hide all the contents of the world. Then, when all have been hiding with the Sun, come the moon and stars as decorations of darkness as well as friends in silence.

Like that, right now I might be feeling. I am confident and optimistic that there will come a time when I will meet the Moon and the Stars, because I believe every wound will find a cure. Every pain will find its healing, every suffering will find its happiness.

Right now all I need is to wait patiently, that the world will keep turning and I believe like Adam who believes in meeting Eve. That, someday I will definitely find my reason to be happy like Kak Melati at this time.

One thing is for sure, I will never regret. The presence of Bang Daffa in my life, is as a sweetener that becomes poison when I can't just take it off. And receiving the Lord's ordinance with the air of the breast is the form of the path to sin. It won't be easy, but I'm sure, with great determination, I can.

"Woy, don't kill yourself, Loe." I knew very well the voice of who had caught up with me on the rooftop, without me turning my face to look at it. Who else if not Erik. No one knows me better than Erik, not even Kak Melati. As close as I and Kak Melati are, Kak Melati does not really know what is in my heart.

"How are you, Rik.?" I said as soon as Erik was standing next to me.

"Good servant, without you pestering me."

A little bit of weirdness slid from my lips, and I closed my eyes, let the wind caress him and gave me strength. "Where's your work, smoothly."

I could not find an answer from Erik, I immediately opened my eyes, and found Erik staring at me intensely. "Loe's fine, War.?" The word came out after Erik sighed deeply for a moment.

I smiled at Erik. "Everything is fine." I still maintain a smile on my lips, until Erik joined to secrete a smile on his lips even though stiff.

"Sorry." Erik's gaze was thrown away and I followed where Erik's gaze was.

"Sorry for what.?"

"Gua, just tell me that."

"How are you doing.?" I asked Erik, who had no answer from him.

"Custom, tired for sure."

"Ckckckkc, just hanging out is tired too, what else is work. But, just in turn can be a direct salary of spirit. You have a debt of agreement with me, yeah." Like I found the old me, when Erik was next to me. Although, it cannot be denied it is no longer the same as it used to be.

"On which hull can forget the hell loe, War."

"I don't like to be able to pretend amnesia if it's for business to blackmail you." My answer.

"Hmmm. If the cave is given superpowers, the cave will have a chance to turn the clock."

"Yes, that way you don't have to owe me." My timpal.

"Not really. The cave even wants to make a lot of debt loe the same cave, so the cave has a reason to prevent you from doing the koyol thing like now." Erik said seriously.

"Not again, Rick. I'm going to talk about it, the end of which makes us fight again."

Erik's face was rough. "The cave just doesn't get out of thought with loe's stupidity, War. I swear, loe's love is so chewy."

"My love for Melati, Rik. I don't think that's ridiculous."

"wrap. Dalemnya remains the same for Daffa."

"Stop it, Rick. I don't want to talk about this. Please deh, almost four months we did not meet and again you just want to discuss things that have passed."

"The cave doesn't want to. It's just, the cave wants you to understand. Not only is Daffa the only man you can love." Erik's voice sounded heavy.

I gave an annoyed look to Erik and one quick gesture I turned around wanting to leave Erik. I just don't want to go back to fighting with Erik again and again, which is why I don't want to linger on continuing my conversation with Erik.

"War, I'll also be hurt if you get hurt. I feel a pain in my chest, when you have to pretend to laugh." I turned my body back, facing straight at Erik. His eyes were intensely directed towards me. There was no joke in the stare that hit straight at me

I didn't budge, in my brain just stupefied the desire for Erik to understand my way of thinking. This is not just my love for Bang Daffa, but rather my love for Kak Melati and they love each other. Isn't that enough.

"Rik, please understand me. Ak."

"Silence, War. This time do not cut my words. Let me blow everything." Erik insisted, for the rest of my life I never saw Erik would be serious with me.

Erik slowly walked towards me, and back we faced each other. "I love someone who loves God so much. Until in every trial of his life, he did not let his lips complain and consider it as a rebuke of the love of his Lord. In senandungkan do'a do'a, even so tired. I love a girl who always masks her kindness in front of others. I love you, Rose." Erik's last words left me agape, and covered my mouth with both hands.

I can't believe it, that's how I feel in my heart. And my eyes were still staring at Erik without blinking. "You don't joke, Rik." Now my laugh is broken. I felt that the joke Erik made was so bold that Erik involved the feeling in it. Was I that sad in front of Erik, until Erik made this joke to encourage my heart. Does my face look so miserable that I deserve to be pitied.

"I'm not kidding, War. I do like you, and I've been aware of that feeling ever since you confessed that you liked Daffa." Erik paused his words. "I'm ready to put up so you don't get hurt." Next lirih.

I still kept shaking my head slowly, still not wanting to believe and hoping that this was all just a dream. Because, this is much more painful than love alone. "It's ridiculous, Rik. I can't believe this. I wish it was just a dream."

"Wars. Just look at me once. Make room in your heart for me, I'm ready to leave my God for your God."

My eyes stared fiercely at Erik, I was disappointed. It wasn't for religious differences that I couldn't believe Erik's love statements. I just appreciate my friendship with him. I don't want my friendship and Erik to fall apart just because of matters of the heart.

"I don't have great qualifications, Rik. You must leave your God." I answered Erik and wanted to end the atmosphere I didn't want.

"You have it, I know it."

"Enough, Rik. Thats enough. I don't want to. I don't want you to leave your God, just because of me."

"Why. Because one man doesn't love you then you think that no other man will like you. Even including me." Answer Erik.

I looked back at Erik inside. "Understand, Rik. Religion is like love, there is no compulsion in it. In religion there is the love of God. God never leaves his love. Look for your love because of God, and when that time you find it in me, I will never mind, Rik. But, things would not be the same again as before, if only your reason was because of me."

Erik was speechless, his face was wobbly, his face was weakened. "I have to how. I like you, I want you to be okay. I don't want you to get hurt. When I started liking you, everything changed."

"Not a broken heart, not love, nor left alone, the most painful thing that will not be able to bear the heart of his suffering. Except for losing a best friend, Rik. And I don't want that to happen between us." Saying slowly. "I'm sorry." I turned my body back and walked slowly towards the wide open door where Kak Melati was already standing in the doorway with her full gaze.

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