Roses Are Not in Love
I'm Tired.

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Dragged in a whirlpool, carried along by the wind and finally stranded on the desert land without edges that seemed without life. That's the picture I deserve to paint on my heart.

Last night in Adit's dream holiday session and before that was also my dream, considering I also liked the camp. But tonight, for the first time I don't like camp even if it's just behind Pak Bakti's house.

This thought is too painful to enjoy this moment. Especially with the attitude of Bang Daffa that I have known it is a charade, making my chest claustrophobic, what else is added with a smile Mas Karang who seemed to have preservatives, makes my chest feel like it's getting thinly sliced.

Busying myself with grilled corn, at least from there I know that, the kindness of Pak Bakti and Bu Asri is not a charade. Because up to this point, the two of them continued to apologize for my discomfort after learning that Mas Karang and I had a relationship.

"When that time, Dad didn't force Daffa to marry you, War. Maybe right now I'll be the happiest person to see you guys together." Said Pak Bakti last night I was brought home by them.

I want to answer, There is nothing if and maybe, if all is for the destiny of God, and the best way to be grateful for destiny is to accept it as a decree we have agreed upon before. It was if Bang Daffa had not decided my dream just like that, by bidding the price of this marriage with a divorce deal after Mas Karang got married.

That I can do, if Mas Karang is not around me. But in fact, telling the heart to pura never happens what is very difficult. What else trying to pura pura not familiar with Mas Karang is also not an easy matter.

Added by continuing to paste Bang Daffa which is like a natural alarm with a sharp gaze. Making my whole move limited and only being able to follow the charade so that everything would be over soon.

I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels pain. Because every forced relationship will definitely feel pain, even if it is not shown directly. I was hurt for forcing my broken heart to toughen up in front of the person who once gave me my heart. Mas Karang, must also feel pain even though it does not speak from his lips. Because every time I see Mas Karang is enough to force his smile when Bang Daffa is playing a show.

And perhaps the most hurt was Bang Daffa. Because Bang Daffa forced himself to make a show and swallowed all his hatred towards me in front of people. Because things that are not liked especially in hate will be even more painful if we continue to be involved in it.

"Mother, Adit's gonna pee." Adit said as he ran towards me.

"Come on, let's hurry." Without a second thought I immediately left the fireplace and grabbed Adit's hand. "Mas Kar's. Dev, put the barbecue away."

"OK on ready, Ma'am." Sahut Devi's.

Waiting for Adit in front of the bathroom door, I saw a little Mas Karang who was walking towards the kitchen. And I tried to make myself ignore not wanting to care about it, especially to continue following its shadow even though my heart was eager. Because I think enough, it's all over, and I want all of this to be done as soon as it's actually just started.

"Prank .." The sound of falling objects is quite loud heard from my place, and I also left Adit just like that to find the origin of the sound.

"Stay in your place, Rose." Mas Karang said as soon as he saw me who was standing in the kitchen doorway. "I said stay where you are, Rose. There's a lot of broken glass." Continue Mas Karang when I choose to go inside.

"I'll clean it up." I answered while holding up the broom I had grabbed from his place.

"No, I can clean up this mess myself."

"All right." I answered briefly and placed the broom right next to the table. So I rushed back to where I was supposed to be.

"Roses can.."

"It should be possible to add the words Kak or Mbak in front of my name from now on." My words cut the words of Mas Karang. Yeah, I don't think it's gonna be fair if I'm the only one trying to get away in the right way.

"Don't be too cruel to me, Rose. Give me a little more time." Mas Karang replied, and without a second thought I chose not to answer and just left.

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Several months have passed, and since Bang Daffa's charade was discovered by me, our relationship has returned to what it was before. Bang Daffa with all his selfishness and hatred towards me, and I chose to avoid him.

Every day changed with quarrels and quarrels, and that made me keep my distance from Bang Daffa even more. That one also made Adit even further away from Bang Daffa, because often Bang Daffa was angry with me never choosing a place, and often showed it in front of Adit. Just like he did today.

"It's closing its ears and going into the room, baby." My words when Bang Daffa raised his voice shouted at me.

After Adit ran to his room, I looked back at the person I once admired. And I thought, could it be that his blind love for Kak Melati overcame his sane feelings as a father, not fearing that he had left a bad impression on his son. Or all because he hates me.

"You, why come to the office and drop off for lunch, did I ask you to go there." Speak Bang Daffa in a loud voice. "Do you think by going there with Adit, you'll find face in front of my staff, and act pretentious Madam."

"I went there because Adit asked for it. What to remember today what day. That's why I came there." Answer me in a flat tone.

"Don't always on behalf of Adit, as well as make Adit as your shield. I'm sick of hearing it."

"Then can you as his father Adit be the most comfortable place for him." My reply. "Tell me if you know as Adit's father what day it is for him." My next.

Bang Daffa was silent for a moment, and seemed to be thinking. "Nothing special will be today." He said casually.

"really. So busy hating me, that you're Adit's father, forgetting that today is Adit's birthday." I answered by turning my body to end this debate.

"Look, you lie." Bang Daffa turned my body so violently that my forehead reflex hit the door.

For a fraction of a minute my head was dizzy and I was not clear with what Bang Daffa had said before, all I heard was.

"If it's like that, can I trust you that you can take Adit's heart back.?"

"Of course, because the blood bond is thicker."

"Good give me time to get everything back, on condition that I leave afterwards." There was no reply from Bang Daffa because Bang Daffa had already left the living room before I finished speaking.

A few minutes passed, my head was still quite light and I kept holding onto the part of my forehead that felt like something was seeping cold. I haven't seen what happened to my forehead, the bell has rung over and over again, making me undo my intention to see it in the mirror.

"Yes wait a minute." I said as I headed towards the front door.

"Asslam's. Ehh, your rose is bleeding why son.?" Ms. Asri asked as soon as the door opened and looked straight at my forehead and after I saw my hands it was true I was bleeding.

"Fin, Daffin hurry, just leave it in the car first. Try checking the rose's wound." Shouted Bu Asri immediately.

"Only a small wound Buk, it's okay Roses can treat it themselves." I said while trying to grab Bu Asri's hand from my forehead.

"What a little wound, gini's a lot of blood." Said Bu Asri. "Fin, take a look at this." Continue Bu Asri as soon as Mas Karang entered.

"Daffa's car is already in the garage, where he's. Where is adit.?" Ask Ms. Asri.

"Bang Daffa just came by Buk, probably still taking a bath. If Adit's in the room."

"Yes let Mother go upstairs. Fin, hurry." Back Bu Asri spoke quickly while standing up. "Don't be afraid of the Roses, I'll be here soon." Ms. Asri continued like she knew what I was thinking.

I stood up after Ms. Asri. "Let me check, Rose." Say Mas Karang.

"Not necessary, just a small wound. I'll clean it myself." My words deliberately emphasized my word towards Mas Karang.

"Don't underestimate the small wounds, Rose. It could also result in an infection, I remember you had an abnormality in your platelets." Say Mas Karang again.

"How much do you care about me.?" Cold speech.

"What's.."

"It's been all this time why you couldn't respect me as your sister-in-law. I've already said, add one word in front of my name."

"You, don't divert the Rose's talk."

"What because the taste is still there for Khadijnya Mas Karang." I said with a tone of contempt.

"You, don't corner me."

"If so, keep the promise of unfinished love."

"I won't be able to do it." Lirih Mas Karang's.

"Because you can't, then don't make my heart fool by constantly thinking that you will be firm against your choice. Or forget everything and respect me as your brother-in-law." My speech.

"You two are disgusting." Fizz Bang Daffa. And I do not care anymore, because how hard I declare that everything is not in accordance with what he saw will be in vain, just in vain, because Bang Daffa had his own senses and it was purely for the sake of making me look worthless before him. I'mtired.

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