Roses Are Not in Love
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I made a quick decision, when everything was facing Aliena. Until now I have to sit in his car with mixed feelings, even though my face looks calm, but something else is going on in my heart. Worriedly.

Like a cypress family, this picture is pretty perfect if the reason I'm sitting here isn't because of Aliena. In fact, this relationship is only limited to Father, Son and Mother, nothing more. I made sure it would never be more. Because, before leaving, I told Aliena that we would be separated when we reached City A.

Not that there was no question from Aliena afterwards, only that I had to make it clear to Aliena as well as give a real picture, that both parents are not like parents in general. It looks like evil indeed, but it's for the common good of course, more to me. Because I don't want to get hurt again.

Whether it is a little or a lot, it is a wound. Just tell me I was too stupid to go with him, acting like nothing ever happened to not wear on the chest. But let it be, because it's all for Aliena. And also because I don't want my life to be filled with hate. Forgive me, but forgetting is not easy.

"Mother, Alin wants to come there." Aliena pulled the edge of my hand, making me realize and turned my gaze towards Aliena who I had just let out the car glass.

"Oh, of course later, after Aliena has improved." I answered with a thin smile.

"Abang ever been there.?" Aliena asked Adit in a question.

Adit did not immediately reply as he turned his head towards the two of us who were sitting in the back seat. "Either."Lirih, Adit finally replied after a long time looking at me.

"What's there Bang.?" Back Aliena made a noise breaking our awkwardness.

"The gate has forgotten. That was a long time ago." Adit's short answer made Aliena's curiosity stir and not feel satisfied with it.

"Well, what's in there.?" Aliena turned her question to her father who was focused on driving.

"Emm, I don't know. Dad never came there. Tomorrow after Oma's house we'll see the same." Aliena's father's reply made Aliena cheer happily, but not Adit's. Adit grunted angrily at his father then threw his gaze at me in annoyance.

Adit's attitude like that, reminds me of his father's attitude first. But, I deserve it from Adit, because indeed I never kept my promise to take Adit road in the desired place until I disappeared. If right now, Adit feels like I'm lying to him it's natural. And now all we need is to talk, but Adit doesn't want to give me a chance to keep putting distance between us.

Not felt, the three-hour journey was also peaceful after Aliena succumbed to her sleepiness in my lap, so that I needed to come along with everything to the home of Aliena's father's parents. My deep breath that was always taken for granted by Father Aliena, today he is able to understand as well.

"Just for a second, War. After I meet Dad who's sick, I'll get you to your house soon." The word of your house that was beheaded was enough I understood. But not with his kind attitude towards me, because to me it remains foreign.

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Lying weakly with an infuse hose stuck in his hand, Pak Bakti tried to get up as soon as the room door was opened by Ms. Asri and let me in. Pak Bakti's condition is not so serious in my opinion, or maybe because both of his children are doctors, so everything will be easy to overcome.

"Assalamu'alaikum." Slowly to Pak Bakti.

"Wa'alaikumussalam." Answer Pak Bakti by adding a thin smile review. "Thank God, you come to this house again, Rose." Pak Bakti lirih continued full of sentimental feelings.

"What pain is it.?" I said flatly with a smile. I'm not a typical stale-natured person, but I don't know if it's about sentimental feelings that lead to me, my brain is looking for other ingredients for diversion. Because I'm still the same, don't want to be seen with pity.

"The stomach acid's up again, War." Sahut Bu Asri's. "Luckily, Daffin was home this morning." Furthermore, Ms. Asri who made my smile become stiff.

"You're with Aliena. Where's Aliena.?" As if knowing what I felt Pak Bakti immediately helped divert our conversation.

"Aliena is sleeping, sir."

"How's Aliena's health, War.?" Asked Bu Asri while stroking my back slowly.

A warm feeling immediately reached me, as soon as Bu Asri's hand continued to hold behind my body. I feel that life is not too heavy, because I have someone who strengthens me, before finally it turns cold again because of a voice that answers asked Bu Asri, so I realized that I was just a stranger without Aliena in our midst.

"Aliena shows significant health progress, Buk." Replied Aliena's father as he entered and immediately took his place on the other side of Pak Bakti's bed.

"Thankfulness Alhamdulillah. Hopefully Aliena treatment can be started soon." Answer the two at the same time and I follow the good words with great hope, that everything will return to normal before Aliena is sick.

"Mom forgot to forget hasn't made you drink, War." Cut Bu Asri with a smile that widens, while trying to get up quickly from where he sits.

"No, no need to bother, ma'am. I'm just sitting here." I said while pulling the hand of Ms. Asri.

"It's okay, War. You must be thirsty, come straight to the todong to meet the sick." Ms. Asri replied while gently brushing my hand.

This warm conversation, the warmer it feels when the sweet tea made by Bu Asri accompanies our small talk. Distant chats of past memories, just chats like distant families who have not met for a long time. Until everything was over when the typical Aliena sound of waking up got closer to where we were.

Immune, or maybe more precisely I was very prepared for all the consequences that I had to face, when I decided to come here. Until my reaction was normal, when I saw Aliena in her arms.

I realized I was no longer a teenage girl, therefore, for me the presence of Mas Karang I was able to handle. I have control, that must be sure. Masalalu, it's enough to be massalu, if there will be a mass story then it's not over, it's done by remembering my status. And what is the purpose of my life. Happy with Aliena, the cure for my wounds.

Aliena this time was not as easy as usual. Moreover, Aliena continues to whine asking me to stay here, I invite to come together to the house of Mr. Agung also does not want. So I have to be stuck in this house all day.

"Why Mother does not stay here with us. Aliena wants to sleep with Daddy and Mommy." Said Aliena while continuing to whine.

I massaged my head slowly, before finally choosing to grab Aliena's body and sit on my lap. "Darling, didn't Mommy already tell me before leaving. Aliena promised you the same mother." My words are still in the tone I made as flat as possible.

"But Aliena would, anyway." Hard-headed, just like his dad. And when Aliena was like this, the only step I could take was to follow her will while persuading her, until Aliena collapsed again.

"Abang, Brother wants to bob the same Father and Mother does not." Shouted Aliena as soon as she saw Adit's involvement in the door of the room that was open.

"No." Answer Adit quickly.

"But Alin wants to." Aliena was getting hysterical, making her breath sting and her lips turned blue. Suddenly, I panicked.

All came immediately so that I shouted for help, and luckily Mas Karang was still daggers so go, so Mas Karang quickly gave first aid to Aliena.

A month of no relapse, made me feel a little relieved earlier. Even I had thought that Aliena could be cured, without having to undergo the treatment recommended by the doctor. And today's relapse of Aliena made me realize again that I needed to take swift action on what the doctor suggested to us. But will I be able to do that.?

"Thank you, dr. Corals." I looked at it without looking at it.

"Why does this sound so strange to me, Rose." Answer slowly.

There is no intention at all I want to answer his words, because for me it is only a matter of feelings. And for me, the personal feelings about romance have been extinct, ever since the presence of Aliena. In addition to the illness that Aliena suffered, made me really forget about other things about this world. Because my world has been dying of its disease.

When remembering the word dying, it shouldn't have been if I filled every one of Aliena's pintas. But in fact, just a small, simple pinta from Aliena, I still couldn't grant it on the grounds that it wasn't appropriate for us to do. To be honest, it's my people who don't want that.

Now, when the question returns, I'm asking myself about my priorities for Aliena, for Aliena's recovery efforts. Can I do that. Can I make complete peace with my life. Can I go back with Aliena's father.??

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