Roses Are Not in Love
In Delema.

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Are there people who change quickly.? Nothing is possible if God wills to turn the heart of man who hates and loves. But this morning, after a warm trace of Bang Daffa's lips was left on my forehead, all my doubts evaporated instantly.

Like Bang Daffa who changed his mind this week, my heart was the same after the departure of Bang Daffa this morning. And there is a guilt that suddenly appeared with less patience with growing longing for others.

Sitting pensively contemplating the events of this morning my guilt grew, as Adit who arrived running around pointed his phone at me. "Mother, Mother. Dad's on the phone looking for Mommy."

In disbelief I stuck a flat object in my grip into my ear. And for a year as Bang Daffa's wife, this is the time Bang Daffa called me. In fact, even in my contact, I don't have his personal cell phone number.

"War, are you busy this afternoon.?" Ask Bang Daffa.

Controlling the overflow of happy emotions, I inhaled deeply to become a neutralizer. "Just clean house." I replied as if and without adding a little lie. Because that was my only job for a year. Being a housewife.

"Can I ask for help." This tone was very soft and only this time did I hear Bang Daffa's soft tone of voice after Kak Melati was absent. I'm lulled.

"Tell me, Bang Daffa."

"It's gonna trouble you, War. Do you mind.?" Bang Daffa said again still consistent with a soft tone.

"Tell me."

"I'm not good, War." This speech is like a lover who does not want to trouble his courts only. And this succeeded in making my chest suddenly warm up by itself. Is it so easy my heart turns..?

"It's okay, Bang, as long as I can why not." This time it was warm not only in my chest, but also spread on my cheek.

"Well, if you force." Bang Daffa paused his words. "I'd like to have lunch with the other staff, and I just recommended your cooking. So, may I ask you to cook us here, all deliver."

I smiled as I looked at the clock hanging on the wall. "What time is lunch.?" My toot.

"As usual, in the afternoon break. Between half an hour." Reply Bang Daffa. "But if you can't help it, War. Again, it's almost eleven. That's why I felt bad." Continue to Bang Daffa again.

"How many people, and what to eat. If there's supplies in the fridge, I think it'll be time." I stood up and walked straight to the kitchen where the fridge was. Either way there is no rada does not want to disappoint Bang Daffa who just asked for help to me for the first time.

"Eight with a Security Guard. It's up to you, the most important thing is that there are two types of vegetables and one meat or fish." I must have heard the words of Bang Daffa.

"Okay, this is enough. Before half-hour one I'll be there."

"Seriously.?" Ask Bang Daffa in a tone of disbelief.

"Seriously, Bang Daffa can trust me."

"Thank you very much, War. I have continued my kingdom. Don't forget to learn to love me. Tutt's." The call died immediately after Bang Daffa finished with his sentence.

There was no chance for me to argue with my own heart, especially to argue with Bang Daffa which meant that I learned to love him. Shouldn't I have said that to Bang Daffa, considering Bang Daffa's feelings were still for Kak Melati.

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The clock showed twelve o'clock less, and all the dishes were ready in their respective boxes, just waiting for the online taxi I ordered to deliver it.

Adit is also ready even with sleepiness that is difficult to eliminate, because this is already in Adit's sleep hours. Adit I had to take it, because no one was on the titipi.

Hanging two large bags with Adit limp in my sling, made my sweat splash through the diamond headscarf I was wearing. If people think of me as a servant, then I will not blame. Because, when I cross the big mirror and show my appearance, I will also agree with the opinion of that person.

"Let me help, Ma'am." Said a security guard as soon as I crossed the guard post. "What interests are there, how to bring it like this." Continue the security guard.

"This is Mr. Daffa's order."

"Oh, well I understand. Let me drive it inside." Said the security guard then immediately asked myself as soon as I arrived at the main door.

I continued to circulate my gaze throughout the room, and it looked quiet. I went straight to Bang Daffa's room. Same, there's no one there.

I put myself on the long sofa, then loosened the sling on my shoulder and let Adit stay in my lap. "Strong as well." I said quietly while massaging my shoulder former sling Adit.

Ten minutes passed, no sign of Bang Daffa coming. Sitting alone without activity in addition to bear the burden on the lap, making my eyes too heavy and gradually all the light just vanished.

I don't know how long I've been asleep, which I must have opened my eyes forcefully as I felt a cold hand go down my cheek with the hiss of hatred. As soon as my eyes opened, and all my memories returned, I found Bang Daffa who was close enough to me.

The memory of Bang Daffa trying to snatch my first kiss, as Bang Daffa's eyes continued to scan my face. And this gaze, I was so afraid that I made my hair bristle because of the cold horn of the atmosphere created by Bang Daffa's gaze.

"Sorry to wake you up." Maybe I was hallucinating, because what I saw right now was Bang Daffa's warm gaze.

"Sorry, I overslept." I said while moving Adit's head because my hands felt numb. "What time is it.?"

"Oh my God, I slept long enough." My speech.

"Hemm, don't want to, just like this." Whine Adit when I tried to move Adit's ass.

"Just a minute, baby." My speech.

"No, no, no, no." Fussy Adit typical wake up. And this will usually happen long enough if Adit's sleep is disturbed.

"Let Adit for a minute." Prevent Bang Daffa when I want to force Adit down from my lap.

"But lunch."

Bang Daffa's gaze turned full of regret. "Sorry, we had lunch outside. I've been trying to call Adit's number, but it's out of reach."

"Adit's phone I turned it off on purpose." My answer.

We were just as silent and before long Bang Daffa walked back towards me while taking out his phone from his shirt pocket.

"Where's your phone.?"

"It's in the bag." I said while showing the bag still on my shoulder.

Bang Daffa's hand reached out to pick up my phone. "What's the password."

I gasped and said full of guilt. "Khadija."

"Khadija..?" Bang Daffa asked in surprise but his hand was still focused on typing the password I gave him. "Why Khadijah.?"

I take my breath in. "Because I like that name." Answer lies.

"Not because it has anything to do with your mass.?" Telak Bang Daffa looked at me.

I struggled to swallow my saliva with only the gaze laid by Bang Daffa.

"You know all about me, Rose. And my whole mass. I don't think it's fair if you don't tell me." Bang Daffa.

I was getting quiet and constantly playing both of my thumb marks that I was confused to answer how.

"Not today, maybe another time." Bang Daffa continued to relax while returning my phone. "Name."

"What's.?".

"Your new band. And I think your wallpaper is also very ugly."

"What.?"

"Cup, chekrek." One kiss landed on my cheek along with a flash of flas from the camera of my phone that was back in the hands of Bang Daffa. "This is good." Back Bang Daffa returned the phone to me that was still frozen with the treatment of Bang Daffa.

"I'll be home late, so there's no need to wait for me to come home." Bang Daffa continued in a relaxed tone while standing and walking slowly towards the door leaving me who was still frozen arguing with my feelings.

Do I have to maintain my feelings for Mas Karang that have not been clarified, or re-cultivate a sense for Bang Daffa who has been bound in marriage and halal. If Bang Daffa were to act as it is now, it would not be impossible that it would be the answer to my do'a during this time. But, moving that feeling is not easy. Unless God has arranged everything and put me in a delusion.

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