Roses Are Not in Love

Roses Are Not in Love
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A week has passed, Aliena is amazing to surprise me with improved health. Maybe because of the happiness he felt, so it became his own medicine. If I had known this would be so soon, I would have probably met Aliena with her father from the beginning.


Because of the improved health, I dared to make a decision by agreeing to Aliena's desire to follow her father yesterday afternoon. Yeah, I think I'm entitled to give Aliena's father a chance to be with Aliena.


Enjoying the afternoon with a cup of tea on the front porch I deliberately did, because Aliena's father had called to take Aliena home. Actually, I told you, if Aliena still wants to be with her dad, I wouldn't mind. After all, Aliena's father already knows the condition of Aliena, obviously he will be sensitive as I am with the health of Aliena.


Thirty minutes passed, the tea in my cup began to cool down, as well as the cold as the sun was about to return to the contest. And as soon as I entered the house for the umpteenth time to see the clock hanging on the wall, there was the sound of the roar of a car stopping right beside the fence.


Tegesa I came out to greet Aliena. But my steps immediately swallowed and stopped in the doorway as soon as I realized who was coming.


My chest rhymed as it pleased, defying the brain that had given the warning. Warning that it is no longer appropriate for me to follow my feelings. Thirty years, because the number of numbers as well as the status I deserve to realize, that it is no longer the time when my chest is struggling because of someone. What else is someone from the past.


Not only was I busy bending my head, I even pulled out the smile that had been on her back as soon as she got closer. And now my gaze I move on two large crackles hanging in his hand.


"Assalamualaik." He said softly with the same tone of voice as before.


"Wa'alaikumussalam." My answer is no less subtle, maybe it was swallowed exactly like a mutter.


"May I come in." Not answering for sure, I just pointed to the place where I was sitting. "Thank you."


"Where's eliena.?" He asked after putting the two crackles he carried not far from where I stood.


"Aliena was at her father's house." My answer.


"Oh yeah. I don't know." His voice sounded awkward before his long finger tapped on the wooden table before him.


"Will I see Aliena.?" Ahirnya.


There was a deep breath before he answered my question. "Maybe it'll look like my lie if I answer yes." Take a deep breath back after he finished with his words and I quickly stood up before he continued his words which finally made me sigh in the same way as him.


"Rose, I can.."


"I'll make you some tea. Thank you for this." I said with a flat face while lifting a crackle containing snacks and toys for Aliena.


I rested my body on the wall while my hands were busy stroking my chest which was in there being mixed into a feeling of uncertainty. Until the water I boiled boiled boiled boiled, I was still busy calming my feelings. Do I deserve to be like this.?


Tameng calm back I play with a tray containing a cup of tea without looking begetar in the slightest until put in front of him.


"It's still hot." I said as soon as his hand was about to grab the cup I just put down.


The sound of a slow weirdness as soon as his hand returned to its original place, until it made me wonder what made him chuckle.


"Why.?" This time I looked at his face that was still flushed with a smile that was still left on his lips and easily the smile came back up once I knew I was looking at him closely.


"Good excuse." The answer is unclear and it makes me want to not still hold on to look at him. "The reason for keeping me here longer."


I immediately threw my eyes away from him. "Aliena will be here soon, so you can wait or go home set.."


"After this tea is over." Answer in a relaxed tone.


"Just whatever. I'm going in." Back the flat tone I let out and quickly stood up from my place.


"It's not good to leave guests alone." Really, her self-control is great. Until it still looks good even though it is very clear I like it. "Sit down for a second. I promise I'll finish it off soon."


I still did not budge from my place, nor did I walk away from it nor turn back to obey it, because my ego was too naive to ignore it while the other side I did not want to be near it. Because I realized, this won't be easy to get through.


"Indeed, I promise you, and I am the one who cannot keep my promise to you." He said it to my ears clearly. "The opportunity won't come a second time if we don't work on it. Isn't that right, Rose.?"


"I will try to correct the mistake in the past, Rose."


"Have had enough of a sampean babble." After a great debate in my heart, I finally spoke up as well as turned my body and looked at him directly.


His astonished roar was clearly drawn on his face as soon as I finished with my words. "Sampeans are smart people, great people. And my words the other day were very clear not to the sampean."


"Yes, that's very clear." He said with a firm tone while moving from his place and now it was high towering in front of me, to make me take a step back.


"This is not just your decision, but I also have a decision to share my life, especially God's decision for the future that will not be able to be rejected." This tone does not want to be denied behind the soft voice that comes out.


"Maybe I was too hasty to chase you, until I forgot that you needed a process. And I also told you, that something that has been taken off once in a while he will come back will definitely not be the same again. I'm well aware of that, because I've been through it." His roar turned regretful, but his eyes did not allow me to turn away from him at all.


"Now, you're single, I'm single, as we first met. So, if I decide to go after you, then there's nothing wrong."


"But I don't want to."


"Yes, I accept your decision. But, you forgot. God has not made his decision for us."


"What does sampean mean."


"I'll stop chasing you if you're really happy with your decision. Not just because you don't want to feel hurt anymore. The way you avoid me is very clear Rose, not because you do not want me to approach you, but because you put a limit on your heart so as not to be hurt again." Feeling defeated by the argument conveyed by Mas Karang, I turned my body quickly with a hunting breath holding all confused feelings.


"If Aliena is your priority, then choosing me is not the wrong choice either. Moreover, to return to Bang Daffa is also a viable option to consider. But, with you avoiding both of us isn't that as proof you're limiting yourself lay."


"Enough, enough. Sampean doesn't have the right to tell me any of this."


"Now it is not. But, I say all this because the woman I love has gone far beyond recognizing herself, deep into neglected seclusion. And I contribute to his exile."


Back I turned my body and the deep breath back I let out before finally the flat and cold tone I let out. "Am I that sad. Try asking yourself again. Does that feeling still exist.? Or it's just guilt and pity.."


"You doubt me, Rose.?"


I did not answer her question because along with that, Aliena suddenly shouted her name and Aliena's small body was docked at her feet. Not only Aliena, but Adit was also at his side, until this conversation changed direction with a smile on his lips that was inversely proportional to the face of Aliena's father.


His face was gloomy, not the grim type when scolding me first. But, if I can interpret the grim meaning in her eyes, the meaning of her upset attitude, and her mood that easily changed direction, is a feeling of jealousy. Perhaps jealousy towards the child of a child closer to his Om Affin will be lumprah. But, when the jealousy was shown to me and Mas Karang, it wasn't too late.


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