Roses Are Not in Love
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Love, that one word is able to make a million meanings by pumping my chest crazily happy in the middle of an atmosphere that should be full of concern. Stepping lightly back into the tent, my feet seemed to fly along with the beautiful oasis of my love which was likely to be selfless.

Can that be confirmed.? Not sure either. But, if you remember my conversation with Mas Karang for a while, it makes me dare to sulk about the taste that is likely to be sown soon. And I'm sure this hundred percent will keep me awake all night, because reality will be more pleasant than the approaching dream.

Staying smiling at every step, I did not dare to look back where I am sure at this time Mas Karang is standing looking at my departure which is still ringing in his words.

"If you think you love and are loved it must have special qualifications, as well as potential for equality. So, as long as you want to prepare yourself for it, I will do the same." Want me not to believe, but in fact the smile that was put up full of belief by Mas Karang afterwards was able to remove my body.

Like not me, because after that I just keep looking down with a chest that is hammering full of happiness. What else when Mas Karang's index finger accidentally touched my fingertip. And that sin feels so good.

Sitting together on a wooden trunk under a star-covered sky, in fact able to forget all the hustle and bustle and tired all day that we felt. Just sitting and chatting around getting to know each other. And the funny thing is, the two of us never knew each other's origin, just knowing that we were in the same city, under the same sky and breathing the same air.

However, we dare to fall over each other and enjoy this brief togetherness with a flowering feeling. And, is this when it is all over then it will be over this taste..? If, hope can be granted and all desires can be achieved without any interference from God, then I want to be greedy by asking Mas Karang to be my last port of destiny given by God.

The sky above is dark, until the stars come that become jewelry, so that the twinkle becomes a complement as well as a sight that is never boring. Likewise, what I want in my life, if the future Mas Karang becomes my destiny, then I want to make him as a sky like a canvas for the stars.

Arriving at the tent, my face still warmed up and chose to lie down on the mattress immediately, because I was very afraid when I joined in chatting for a while with Dr. Chika and Bia, who were both on the mat, they will realize my mimicry that has not been able to hide my happiness.

"War, sorry about that. I really don't know if you're afraid of cats. You never talked about it." Cerocos Bia while preparing to lay herself beside me.

"Yes, nothing." Reply lirih.

"It's so cold, that you have to wrap your whole body like that." I close the thin blanket on my body to hear Bia's words.

"War, you can contact Kak Melati.?" Bia's question arrived, and immediately Bia's words immediately made me jerk and shed the happiness that I had felt for a moment.

"Not yet." I replied while sitting down and looking for a flat object that Bia had already rushed to me a few days ago and then I forgot.

"It's night, War. Surely Kak Melati is asleep." Said Bia when she saw I was getting ready to get back out of the tent.

"I'll send a short message to Kak Melati." I answered without paying any heed to the objections of Bia who was now also following behind me.

Close the jacket I was wearing, Bia and I went hand in hand with my hand that kept pointing in the air to find the network for the phone I was holding.

"Wars. Don't get too dark there." Bia blocked my hand so I wouldn't take another step.

"Yes, this can already be to send." Reply slowly. "Tomorrow will definitely be read by Kak Melati. Yeah, let's go back to the tent."

"Dear, War. From here it's really nice to know." Visible eyes turn Bia widened full of admiration when it looks far below there the view of the city with lights that flicker like stars.

I also looked forward like Bia, and I was amazed by the view far away. But my mind wasn't entirely there. My mind is torn between happy and sad that doesn't know why. All I know, my thoughts are currently filled by Kak Melati.

I wanted to refuse and think everything was impossible, but the voice whispering in my brain made me unable to clear my mind about the pain that Kak Melati had felt before. The feeling of fear of that happening again made me unable to calm down.

"War you why.?" Bia's question made me realize that I'm not alone right now.

"Son Jasmine must be fine, right, Bi.?" My ambiguous words that make Bia confused with my question.

"You mean.?"

I took a deep breath and turned my gaze far up through the stars. "I'm so scared, Bi. My hunch is saying that Kak Melati is not okay at the moment." Reply slowly.

"That's just a hunch, War. You know at home there all dear with Kak Melati, if something happens with Kak Melati must not be Kak Melati herself who informs you." I turned my gaze towards Bia and wanted to approve Bia's words, but my side of my heart still did not want to calm down.

"Don't think too much that doesn't. Kak Melati has been declared cured, and never relapsed again the pain. So you stop too parno with the health of Kak Melati. Now is the time to think about what about you and Mas Karang." Bluss, hearing Bia's most solemn speech made my face immediately warm up and dribble my hands over my face.

And the conversation with Bia really managed to make my heart fluctuate uncanny, nano like candy taste, there is achid, salty and sweet excess.

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Throwing each other a thin smile as an encouragement every time they cross paths or just look at each other with a warm gaze often me and Mas Karang do, after that night. And two days had passed, there was no further conversation, but through the gaze and smile was enough to represent us, until it was able to be read by Bia.

"You and the Coral are there something, War." Bia asked while we were having lunch break and it worked out to make me cough a great cough. "That's just my own conclusion, War. Don't take heart." Bia continued when I did not answer.

"I just feel the way you smile and the meaning of Mas Karang's gaze for you is different." Again I did not answer Bia's words. And try to stay focused with the food in front of me. "Don't be angry, War." I shook my head slowly while putting a tablespoon on my lips.

"Dhem." Me and Bia simultaneously looked back and found Mas Karang who was already standing behind us.

I swear, for a new age this time I feel confused with the presence of people. Even I to justify the way I sit, also tidying up my hijab, and even worse I think I want to look charming. The brain of a person in love does love shortcuts. That's why I can think like that.

"The coral has been since." Said Bia and shifted her body closer beside me.

"Lumayan." Reply Mas Karang while sitting where Bia was sitting earlier.

"Why should whispers." Said Mas Karang with a smile spread on his lips and it also rubbed on me, my lips also showed a thin smile towards Mas Karang who was now looking at me.

"Sorry Mas Karang, Bia no mean nettle." Lirih.

"It's okay, Bi." Briefly Mas Karang. "You're done eating.?" Ask Mas Karang who clearly knows that my plate is still half the content, while Bia's property is clean.

"It." Answer Bia briefly.

"That's got a half rose." Say Mas Karang. "Bi, you know toothache medicine doesn't.?" I glanced at Mas Karang for a moment, as it felt strange with his question for Bia.

"Mas Karang is very strange, people Mas Karang who are doctors who are even equally powerful." Reply Bia with her tone. "Who's got a toothache.?"

"Tuh, Rose. It was no longer a toothache.." Answer Mas Karang relaxed.

"Huhahaha, it turns out Mas Karang can also joke. The rose is no longer a toothache but a fast talk." Bia Timpal.

"That's." The gaze we met and ahh, what was with Mas Karang who suddenly blinked one eye at me to make me almost spout food that had reached my throat.

"War, I'm first yeah." Whisper Bia and stand up. "Put the rose." Pamit Bia to Mas Karang and immediately rushed away without waiting for an answer from Mas Karang or from me.

This feels awkward for me, who now only lives alone with Mas Karang. And Mas Karang actually looks very relaxed by continuing to enjoy the dishes on his plate.

"Tomorrow Mas Karim could not pick up, and he sent you and Bia for me to deliver to Pesantren." Open Mas Karang and make me look up my head at a glance.

"Actually me and Bia can go home with another team of volunteers, Mas." I replied slowly, then refocused on my food.

"It is possible, but I have already promised Mas Karim. It is not that the promise is a debt that must be paid. So, it's my responsibility to get you back to Pesantren." Answer the Coral.

"Wouldn't it interfere with your time.?"

"Wagging is for sure, and I don't mind it. There's a lot more trouble, do you want to know.?"

I knitted my eyebrows together trying to guess what Mas Karang was thinking. "What.?" Tanyaku..

"You, because you're really causing me trouble by continuing to spin around in my brain." The tip of my lips was interested in perfectly hearing Mas Karang's words, just a little unexpected that Mas Karang turned out to be a person who was not as serious as I thought.

"What if I'm ashamed of it." Continue Mas Karang and it succeeded in making me more down in.

"Every woman would be ashamed if she treated her like that." Answer's short.

"Hemm, I hope only I can see your ashamed face." Say Mas Karang again. "Well, it's time to get back to work." Continue Mas Karang while standing.

"Why don't I want to go." Telak Mas Karang when I looked at him, but the unwillingness was only in my heart but again Mas Karang seemed to know what I was thinking.

"If you're not satisfied, I'll wait for you tonight at the place yesterday after our assignment is over." I did not react at all, not because of anything but because I was too shocked by the change in attitude of Mas Karang who seemed not the self I knew before.

And my body is getting stiffer in place, too, then unable to take off my eyes from the back that is now walking upright away from me after saying a word that does not sound out but is able to understand what he is saying, he said, if not wrong, that is the word. "Love you."

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