Roses Are Not in Love

Roses Are Not in Love
Marry Me.


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I don't know if I should describe how I feel right now. Deg degan was not careless, making my feet that had retraced to the entrance gate of a futsal field back again I dribbled out.


After a short vacation that actually made me have to think hard and weigh the good and bad of the decision I took, this is where I am now. Like a cup placed in both hands, one contains poison and the other contains honey. Rendi really did make me delema.


I'm not valuable enough for a love and a new life with Rendi, that's my logical mind. But, in my heart I want Rendi to accompany me because I am not strong enough to bear the pleasure and sweetness of life without Rendi.


Very childish indeed, and my behavior is like abege labile who is embarrassed to meet someone who warms his heart. Not without a strong reason, until I dare to lead my steps up here. And one of the reasons I made this big decision, was Adit.


"Adit see, Mommy and Om Rendi just now. Adit quite likes Om Rendi because Om Rendi likes Mommy. Adit wants Mommy to be happy." Adit said the morning after I had a conversation with Rendi made me dare to make a decision for my future.


Not just Adit, Erik also took an important role in my decision. Of course the most influential is Rendi himself. Because I saw Rendi's persistence. From Rendi I know what love means to protect from afar. Limited love asks for ownership over the loved one, but the infinite only asks for itself.


That's why I'm here. As Rendi wanted, it was not she who confirmed the request but I who made the decision. Aih, it really feels so embarrassed actually. But, I have no other choice.


After sighing enough to calm the gurgle in my chest, I held tightly to the straps of my sling bag. Pulling my legs inward, it looked quite crowded in the exact area of the match.


Slowly until also my steps in the audience seating area. Pantsan race, it's because there's a match going on. And after poking my eyes, I can see the whereabouts of Rendi who was dribbling towards the goal.


The sweat that was scattered on his face, the hair that was slightly wet by sweat was also messy making Rendi's appearance far from the impression of a doctor. He looked like Rendi in the past when I just met him, although I never saw him dribble.


Standing with the other audience, I felt awkward. Because I am the only one who came here with a different purpose, although still the bonus is to see a futsal match.


And the more wrong behavior when Rendi managed to break into the opponent's goal, then do the celebration and realize my existence. Quickly her finger of love had been pointed towards me which I expected everyone to have been staring at me.


Red face I can't hide any more and more, Rendi acting silly to me. Until the game was over, I didn't know how much he had done until I had to be the center of attention.


"Wait for me at the caffe next door. I'll catch up soon." Said Rendi during the match and immediately approached me. Not answering, I just followed the direction of Rendi's index finger then nodded slowly.


As recommended by Rendi, I sat also in a fairly rame caffe. Accompanied by hot chocolate, I sought out a ketengan from him. And it didn't take long, waiting for Rendu to appear in neat clothes, assuming his sweaty soccer shirt changed with a long shirt rolled up almost to the elbow.


"Here alone.?" Rendi asked as soon as she placed herself right on the wooden chair in front of me.


"That's how." Kalem answered.


"Your choice is right, hot chocolate here is the most famous." Said Rendi while pointing at my chocolate cup.


"Yes, I can see. He was on the top menu. And it doesn't disappoint." I chimed in on Rendi's words by lifting my cup.


"Seriously, I'd like to try." Without waiting for my approval, Rendi immediately pulled my hand towards him and quickly sipped my chocolate. "perfect." Rendi.


I was still agape with Rendi's behavior until I didn't know what Rendi said afterwards. And when I realized I just shook my head slowly. What's up with my heart this time, it's clear he's a thumbs up in there.


"Where was the holiday yesterday.?" Ask Rendi. And I would love to answer. I didn't enjoy it at all, because you made me think hard.


"Funny fair." I answered softly with a voice slightly stuck in my throat.


"It would be more fun if I was there." Rendi laughed out loud and again grabbed the cup that I still hold. Late to withdraw the hand, Rendi's big hand had closed my palm. Realizing I objected to that, Rendi deliberately tightened her hand. Back as if I was feeding Rendi.


"Bitter and sweet are the combination. There is sweet because there is also bitter, and not only that bitter will remain bitter. And the sweet will be milked by remaining sweet. Like life, there is always a choice. It's all about taste. But to me, this chocolate tastes sweeter because it comes from your hand."


Yes, Rendi again managed to make my face meet red, and confused should I hide where. It was just a simple word, but the consequences for my chest were incredible. My chest was turbulent not wanting to stop.


"Why do you keep taking mine. Order it yourself." I said to cover up the nervousness that was taking place.


Rendi laughed at my words. "It's funny."


"What's so funny.?"


"You are." I rolled my eyes and turned my face misaligned, as long as it did not face towards Rendi, because the original at this time my face was blushing perfectly.


Rendi laughed again and instead supported her face with both hands. And kept looking at me intensely with a smile that would not leave her lips.


"What are you doing Ren.?" I said without looking at Rendi, just glancing from the tail of my eyes, I know that Rendi is still doing the same activity.


"none. Just fall asleep with the other side of the Angel." Answer Rendi.


"Stop that silly word of yours, Ren."


"I'll be quiet. After you tell me, how do you look like Jaka Tarup." I knit my eyebrows in wonder at Rendi's question.


"What's wrong with Jaka Tarup.?" I asked Randy.


"What should I steal from you.?" Realize not really Rendi with his words. Do I have to clarify everything, what I came here for. Maybe Rendi was not serious with his words the other day.


"Eh, where are you going. I'm not done yet." Prevent Joints.


"I'm done." With the short words I made, it was enough to know that I was wrong to have come here.


"Listen to dong for a moment, Rose." Rengek Rendi is exactly a child. And I just realized, that Rendi can act far from before.


"What else.?"


"On Jaka Tarup." I clucked annoyed with Rendi's words, which actually made Rendi's smile rise again. "Please, don't act funny like that. I won't be able to pinch your cheeks like this."


"Auwh, sick tau." Strangled me, because Rendi was casually pinching my cheek.


"You want to sit down again, or just stand up like that.?" Rendi.


"You're wasting my time, Ren." I'm lirih.


"Indeed, I did it on purpose." Back Rendi chuckled, I rewarded Rendi with my eyes.


"I think my decision to come here was a big mistake." My speech.


"But, unfortunately you've already come here, and you can't come back until I let you." Now a serious tone from Rendi sounded.


Rendi's finger plucked and instantly the lights went off, leaving the large screen behind Rendi as the light source. There was no noise like that, people seemed to become mute instantly, when the screen had already posed a photo of me.


I closed my mouth with both hands. Shock with the song played with photos of various expressions, even I myself do not know when the photo was taken Rendi.


Hear my woman.


I will tell you tonight.


The melodious voice of Yovie & Nuno chanting the sacred Promise song made my chest rumble even more. Not because I really like the song, but rather the attitude of Rendi who immediately knelt before me when the song berahir and lights back on.


Feeling very embarrassed, I turned my head in all directions. Look, everyone is surrounding us.


"True love is never wrong and will not sin by loving. But it is wrong for Jaka Tarup to choose a devious way to steal one Angel so that his love is avenged. And I don't want to be like Jaka Tarup, who justifies all means to love." Rendi paused her speech, then swung her hand. I followed him too.


How much more astonished I was, because from the direction of his hand pointed out the people closest to me with their happy smile. Pak Agung, Pak Bakti, Bu Asri, Bu Mega, Bang Nusa, Kak Ima, Erik, Bella, Mas Karang, and not to miss Adit. And a few more people I don't know who, but they also smile warmly at me.


"What they're doing here, that's obviously your question. But, there's no need for me to answer. You'll understand later." Back Rendi paused her speech and reached into something from her pocket. "I want to have my heart, right now, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, even until my life is not contained in my body. I will love you until I reach eternity. Will you."


Rendi's words stopped with the box open, revealing a shiny white-eyed ring in the middle. While in the line of people just lifted the card that will be read. Rose, marry me.


It was not a word of invitation, but an order and I had no other choice but to nod slowly in response to my regret, as I had wanted to before coming here. But, I never thought that it would be this beautiful to apply in such a romantic way and in front of people who wanted happiness for me.


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Oteweh End dung's. But, calm Mother is ready for her successor well, Yuk stopped by and became a witness over the child of Mbak Zilla.



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