Roses Are Not in Love
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Wandering the whole body with cold water, helped cool my head which from yesterday was quite hot with spiculation alone. Get out of the bathroom, I let my wet hair down with still dripping water.
Just wrapped in a towel, I waltzed for sure by occasionally rubbing my hair that I just realized it was now quite long. Kicking softly, I pointed my feet towards the closet where my clothes were arranged. Not yet the closet door shifted, from the large mirror of the closet I can see the reflection of Bang Daffa who was looking at me sharply.
Sitting on the sofa with his legs crossed, his eyes unceasingly scanned me. I who for a while was still shocked, was silent by continuing to return his gaze. It was only after Bang Daffa got up from where he was sitting, and walked slowly towards me, that I realized that I was not yet dressed.
I rushed to grab the blanket that was lying on the bed, then immediately attached it to my body, to swallow my small body in it.
"So this is your effort." Bang Daffa muttered so right in front of me. He slowly put away the blanket I was using. "Take off, Rose." Gently he said to make me release the blanket checks that I had been holding tightly until it was free to fall on the floor.
Bang Daffa's intense gaze scanning me from top to bottom made me misbehave and what else when Bang Daffa's warm hands started touching my cheeks, to make a great pounding on my chest that I was afraid it could be heard by Bang Daffa.
"Your skin is smooth." Slowly Bang Daffa said as soon as his hand went down my shoulder until he grabbed my hand that squeezed the end of my towel.
I should be cold right now, wrapped in a towel. But, in fact, I actually felt hot with the sensation of Bang Daffa's hand, what else added Bang Daffa who continued to shower me with soft words to make me continue to surrender to him. Until finally the voice of Adhan Mahriblah that makes me jerk and quickly retreat from the reach of Bang Daffa.
"Adzan mahrib." Overshipped.
Bang Daffa did not answer anything, only came back closer to me and this time there was no more gentle gaze, but sincerity left there. Did people change so fast.?
"I'm not finished, Rose." His his hiss and directly cornered me on the wall with his hands restrained me. "Smooth skin, I don't know how many men have touched it." My eyes warmed up for a moment.
"What are you doing this is also what you use to seduce my sister. And unfortunately before all was far away, Daffin had told me everything." This time I looked at Bang Daffa's face right in front of me.
Behind the glassy eyes, I could not escape challenging his gaze at all. And engraving a thin smile, I'm banging for Bang Daffa. I did that, because I knew Bang Daffa would enjoy my helplessness, and would feel victorious if I looked weak in front of him.
To hell with Bang Daffa's perception, to hell with what Mas Karang told me, what else Bang Daffa's acceptance of Bang Daffa's story. Because I'm fed up.
"Why, do you want to try it and know me." I said arrogantly despite my body shaking violently.
"Oh, so I got an invitation. But unfortunately I'm not at all interested in second-hand stuff." Bang Daffa.
"What's the difference between me and sampean. Sampean Kak Melati." My answer.
Bang Daffa looked at me with a flash of anger clearly imprinted in his eyes. Quickly my back. "Don't mention Jasmine by your dirty mouth."
"I know Kak Melati far more than the sampean, and ak hemmpp..." Bang Daffa silenced me with a loud kiss. A kiss of abuse, just like he did before.
"This is what you want." His his his fist while his hands guerrilla where. And I got excited by pushing Bang Daffa's body to hit the table.
"This is a good wife by Daffin. A good wife won't refuse her husband to touch her." Ketus Bang Daffa while justifying the clothes. "Sin for you, War." Continue before stepping out of the room.
My body that I forced straight finally broke to the floor as well as my tears as soon as the closed room door swallowed Bang Daffa. I accept all these insults, not because I want to. But, because I want to try until I really have a reason to give up. And the only reason I was then was Mas Karang.
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From the incident of the mahrib, I prefer to be alone locked in the room. Because I know, Bang Daffa must be out there. However, I want to not conform to the expected reality. Due to the continuous knocking of the door and the sound of the name of Bu Mega and Adit who called my name.
Rushing towards the door, I opened it and right, Adit hit me as soon as the door opened. "Mother, Mother is no longer cold.?" Ask.
"A little more." I answered with pura mengangau voice.
"Liar Adit obati's. Cup, cup, cup." A repeated kiss landed directly on my nose.
"Yes, Adit is hungry for Mother." Adit. And straight down from my sling, then pulled my hand down the stairs.
Arriving at the dining room, I was astonished by the presence of the entire Bang Daffa family including Mas Karang inside. And even more surprised by Bang Daffa's attitude that turned sweet, as if there had never been a big incident during the mahrib.
The play of being a good husband in front of everyone, that is what Bang Daffa is doing. And I had no choice but to participate in it, because Bang Daffa had not given me the opportunity to refuse it. Anyway, if that's what I do. What looks ugly is me.
Until the meal was over, and we were all sitting in Bang Daffa's living room still cool with the play he was playing. Embracing my shoulders, with Adit sitting on my lap, all must have thought that we were a harmonious family, and that was also what I caught from Mas Karang's gaze on us.
The conversation that was originally light, now changed direction when Bang Daffa began to talk about my return to the house of Mr. Agung the other day. And great is Bang Daffa because, taking all the trust of all by playing as if he misunderstood. And blame himself for seeking sympathy. And I admit it worked.
"The trigger for our quarrel was because I thought that Rose liked Daffin, what else Daffin was a great young Doctor, and single, not a widower like me. So, it makes me jealous." That sentence made everyone side with Bang Daffa.
"I'm sorry I'm a rose." I doubt the sincerity of Bang Daffa's apologies, because I know now all his good manners are theatrics and surely his apologies are nothing more than theatrics.
Is correct. His apology is just play victim. The proof was that after everyone left and we were alone in the room, his warm attitude disappeared in the swallow with his arrogance. And it made me change my whole outlook on him.
"What do you want out of this.?" I also came out after a few minutes we were silent without a word.
"What a good question." Bang Daffa said without looking at me. "You hurt my trust, Rose. So, you have to pay a lot of money for it by following this charade."
"Why should.?"
"Because I want to, Daffin really got away from you by looking at our play. And slowly the people you love leave you." He said heartlessly, not knowing that it hurt, me and Mas Karang, it could even hurt Bang Daffa himself.
"If that's what you want. Divorced me. I can go far out of your reach. Disappeared and forgotten." I said with a loud tone. "Perse me." My Deuteronomy.
"And after getting divorced from me, you're going after Daffin. I'm not that stupid as a rose." Cynical Bang Daffa. "Until I'm sure Daffin hasn't forgotten ***** as much as you, I won't divorce you."
"If that happens. If until then Mas Karnag can not forget me, then what I and sampean must be bound by this charade." Mycars.
"Emmm, that's exactly your job. You have to get Daffin married immediately, so you can get divorced from me and disappear like you said. So, follow this charade, until the end to see who will be the winner. "It's understood. Turn off the lights I'm going to sleep."
Bang Daffa tore apart my entire belief in the beauty of marriage. And I'm not sure, if I really parted ways with Bang Daffa, would I still believe in the perfect marriage I dreamed of.
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