Roses Are Not in Love
Not a Dream Face.

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The new clock is 15:25. And the cold was already very biting, as soon as my foot stepped on here about twenty minutes ago. It can be understood, because indeed we are at the height from which we set our feet, the city lights will be as dark as stars when night falls.

Eighteen degrees Celsius, the temperature report on my phone screen, again this is not yet four in the afternoon, and I expect it to be much cooler when night falls. Hemm, from here I understand enough about Erik's request to leave the child to me, and luckily it's not so Erik does, because of the warning in-laws Erik forbid Alice to be brought.In addition to the row of cabin cabin that transverse to form a semicircle on the edge of the cliff, I became more aware. This holiday is not suitable for me.

Tracing the streets under the pine trees, I dragged my suitcase hesitantly. The three days I dreamed of sleeping in the tent, brewing coffee right from the fireplace, and enjoying a cold night by warming myself in front of the campfire, turned out to be just an illusion.

Not that I don't like the concept of the tent here, but I prefer the tent as usual. This is great for those with a partner. That's why I kept breathing deeply since I came here.

"You're disappointed.?" With just a sigh in me, Erik understood that well. But unfortunately this was not Erik who questioned me, but Bang Daffa.

"Not much." Honestly answered.

"Let me help." He said and without my consent he quickly grabbed the handle of my luggage. "It's okay, I can take him." He continued, when I looked at him I was a bit objected to what he was doing.

We continued walking around without speaking afterwards. I didn't hate him, but the awkward feeling soon caught me after I found out that we were married once and even had a child. And I can't remember it at all.

"Twenty. It's my cabin." I said softly, as soon as I saw the number listed in front of the cabin.

"Oh, this one. Then we're next door." He answered and turned his steps ahead of me. "Open up." Continue when you stop right at the door.

"Yes, thank you, Bang." Saying slowly. "I can bring in myself."I continued, after the door opened and felt uncomfortable when Bang Daffa was still out of place.

"Yes." Yeah." Bang Daffa came to a realization with my subtle exorcism and quickly moved on. But only a few steps, in turn back his feet towards me again. "War, I need to talk to you." Say it in a soft tone, but quite firmly as a command speech not a request.

I did not answer him immediately, instead turning my hand to glance at the clock that circled it. "It's time to clean up. Could be changed another time." Reply ahirnya.

"Just a moment." May I call this the word coercion.

"I have not prayed Asar." Honestly, I don't know exactly how this feels. What I understand, since I knew about our time, I felt waswildered and like there was a warning by arriving at a time close to Bang Daffa.

"You deliberately created distance." This is not a satirical sentence, but it is on target. And somehow, I don't even feel bad hearing it at all. Just ordinary.

"I need some time. Please appreciate that." Finally, I can also casually say that to Bang Daffa.

"All right." No pushy, and back I'm normal.

I closed the door after Bang Daffa left. Turning to explore the entire room, amazed by the view behind the window of a transparent room that immediately exposed the shoots of pine trees under a cliff that was almost covered with fog. I dragged my steps to the bathroom.

Roll up with a thick blanket without removing my face, after the Asar prayer. I'd rather it than have to go out to enjoy the twilight getting colder. Enjoying solitude by dhikir accompanied by beautiful scenery is far exciting. Until, a slow knock on my cabin door, which made me rise lazily sluggishly towards the door.

"Yes, just a minute." I said a little scream. "Ehh, Mas Karang." I was a little shocked as soon as the door opened, also a little bit unexpected that the one who knocked on my cabin door was Mas Karang.

"Am I interrupting.?" Ask politely.

"No."

Mas Karang looked at me from top to bottom. "It." The hands of the Coral are pointing towards me.

"Oh, no. I'm done with that." I tried to explain with the intention of Mas Karang's hand that led to my face.

"Then, can we talk for a minute. There's something I need to explain to you." Here, says the request. Not like Bang Daffa.

And without ragupun, I immediately fulfill Mas Karang's request. "Can you wait a minute." I said to Mas Karang by pointing at the chair on the balcony next to the door.

It does not take long to remove the mucus and replace it with a hijab instans. I also rushed out to meet Mas Karang. True what Mas Karang said, there is something we both need to explain. Including, my misunderstanding seven months ago that still thinks me and Mas Karang have a relationship.

"I don't remember that much." Honestly answered.

Mas Karang did not answer my words, just close the jacket he was wearing while throwing away his gaze.

"Sometimes I think stupid, if only." Mas Karang said softly, as if he was talking to himself. "When time can be reworked, but unfortunately time is the cruelest thing that always steps forward, and will never turn back around. Even though a mountain of regrets continued to pile up." I do not know what to reply Mas Karang like, because in reality I do not remember how my relationship and Mas Karang can be passionate.

"Although, I was forced to rework it by taking advantage of your condition of losing some of your memories. Still, the story will be different. You taught me a lot, Rose. Thank you." Thank you." Close Mas Karang, with a relieved smile review to me.

I gave a stiff smile to Mas Karang who was still looking at me gently. "Me, I just wanted to apologize to you." I'm lirih.

"For.?"

I'm confused about where to start, honestly I'm ashamed to want to talk about this.

"Say me don't hesitate." Sela Mas Karang was still with a gentle gaze, like a brother to his sister.

Finally, word by word began to come out of my lips. "I'm sorry, when I just woke up a few months ago. I assume that we still have a relationship."

"That's where I learned the rose from." Mas Karang paused his words and momentarily focused his gaze towards me. "It occurred to me, to take advantage of the situation. And I realized, after seeing the persistent Rendi fight for you, I had no right to make you lose your true happiness, rather than being with me because of selfishness to force possession. Twice I have made a mistake with you. There are things that might be better just to be massalu only, or maybe it would be much better if it just stopped there. Then we can move forward without burden."

I'm not so sure about what Mas Karang said, but in my chest it was reassuring. And maybe it's true, there's a better relationship just so it's just that, because when we try to repeat it at another time it's not impossible that hurt feelings will be re-exposed, or the worst thing is the widening of the wound incision from before.

"Like me, Rose. Look back at your future. No matter who you have ever loved. Only now what is needed is to open that little gap for someone who is persistent in fighting for you, I'll bet the reply given to you will be far from what I dare not give you." Mas Karang continued with the certainty that inflames my confidence for a moment before I remember, that there are many things that have changed and it is no longer at my age to talk about the heart.

"I don't deserve that enough." Overshipped.

"Never consider yourself worthless. Without you realizing it, you are Layla to someone who has a heart like Qais." Mas Karang slowly said. "My eyes bear witness to that, Rose." Mas Karang.

"Roses.." The soft words made both of us look the same as we looked away in shock, and I was even more shocked when I saw Bang Daffa standing not far from where we were sitting, carrying a bouquet of flowers in her right hand and a small box in her left hand. Behind Bang Daffa stood the person who had been living in the house.

What Mas Karang meant earlier was Bang Daffa, but could it be. Didn't Mas Karang say, that massalu would be better if only become massalu. So that there is no need for something to happen again. But, the smiles of the people behind Bang Daffa made me return unable to think clearly. And could it be that coming back, there must be a mass that I don't want without my request for approval. I can't look to the future as I wish.

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