Roses Are Not in Love
Change For Yourself

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A spacious room with two beds as well as all the furniture in it which amounted to two, but with a very different pattern filled the room I had just entered. The queen size bed with a pink soft spray with the famous animated Hello Kitty is Kak Melati's bed, while having me beside her with other motifs according to my tomboy character.

This luxurious room bears witness to how much Kak Melati loves me like her own sister. And willing to give anything I ask of him, even if it's something he likes very much, if I want to ask. However, without me saying Kak Melati already know enough what I want.

"War, yuk, come to dinner outside." Said Brother Melati disperse my reverie.

"Rose at home only, Mel. PMS again." I made excuses. Suddenly, my reason just didn't want to be between Kak Melati and Bang Daffa. I'm afraid my heart that has no prior preparation will not be able to see the closeness of the two of them later.

I tried so hard not to look awkward. And Bang Daffa said that we knew each other and one hostel as well. Until making Kak Melati respond with enthusiasm with Bang Daffa's speech. The question about me how in the boarding house also did not escape Bang Nusa asked as a protective brother to his sister.

And Bang Daffa's answer to my battle was quite convoluted but also did not corner me. Perhaps this is still about the last time Bang Daffa moved to this City.

"Are you sick, War." Said Kak Melati again returning my thoughts that had run away.

"No, Mel, it's just males. Trust me." I answered by grabbing Melati's hand and putting it on my forehead. "It's not hot." My next.

Kak Melati mangosteen. "All right, Brother Mel will wrap up." Said Kak Melati. "You said Bang Nusa, Brother Mel to the bathroom first." Kak Melati continued while walking towards our bathroom.

After giving an answer to Kak Melati, I also walked through the room and looked for the rare Bang Nusa. After coming out of the living room, I found Bang Daffa who was standing by the sofa like he was chatting and I was sure it must be Bang Nusa, because to chat with Mbak Toriqoh was obviously impossible, he said, because Kak Melati said that Mbak Toriqoh was returning home.

I have already approached the two, and my mouth is also open to call Bang Nusa. However, she was clenched back tightly, when I heard Bang Daffa's words about me.

The pain with Bang Daffa's words caused me that he did not know well, not comparable to my heartache when he learned that Bang Daffa was indeed having a special relationship with Kak Melati. It's my fault, too, that I've never shown anyone my good attitude before. It is only because of the shortsighted mind that not every person judges others by their outward appearance alone.

I didn't say I was a good person. But, at least Erik and a friend who knew me well, always said that "You're better than you look." And never thought that someone like me was still very obedient and knew about the law of religious law, even though it could not be said much either.

"War, I'm still here." Kak Melati's words suddenly made the two people who were involved in the secret conversation turned to us and the different gaze that Bang Nusa showed me was enough to prove that what Bang Daffa said to Bang Nusa influenced Bang Nusa's thinking towards me.

"Eh, yes, Mel. Sorry." My speech.

"War, you're not coming." Tanya Bang Nusa with a flat tone. And Bang Nusa didn't persuade me to go along like I used to, seeing me shaking my head slowly.

"Let's just pack it up. What's the rose for.?" Said Kak Melati with her distinctive soft tone.

"Anything that Brother Melati brings must be delicious on the tongue of the Rose." I turned a stiff smile towards Kak Melati.

"Well, we won't be long, so wait for us to come home." From Bang Nusa's words I can understand, that Bang Nusa told me to wait for him. And that obviously has something to do with Bang Daffa's words to Bang Nusa about me.

By continuing to bite my lower lip to resist the pain felt by the heart, I continued to look at the three backs that were leaving me alone at home. The pain was not because I did not go with them, but because of the loving hand of the two human children, and the shy little smile of the two became lemon water that squeezed my heart by the shred of wounds alone.

An hour had passed, and I still remained faithful in the living room, as I continued to stare at the Bang Daffa tea cup that I had not yet cleaned. I turn all my brain to think positif about everything, so that this pain is not read by Kak Melati.

"War, this is Melati's handover. Quickly eat, it's finished Brother wait in the middle room." Bang Nusa's resolute voice restored my consciousness from long thought, until not realizing the arrival of Bang Nusa.

"Son Melati hasn't come home yet.?" The stupid celebration was why it came out of my lips. It's a week's mallem, obviously they spend time together. And I was just waiting for an answer from Bang Nusa with a stupid thought.

"They go see. Jasmine sent Abang home first, afraid you're starving." Jlep, Bang Nusa really broke my heart into pieces. And it has become the answer that the relationship between the two has reached consensus together. Maybe even from both sides.

The fragrance of the Roasted Iga Rice that was in front of me was completely unable to stir up my tongue that seemed numb and worse my stomach also did not respond at all when mouth after mouthful the spoon turned to my mouth. That's all I do because of Kak Melati, so that when I come home later Kak Melati does not worry about me.

The last bribe slid into my stomach, along with Bang Nusa who went into the kitchen to brew his favorite green tea. "Don't forget you're waiting in the living room, War." Bang Nusa said as soon as he was in the doorway with a teacup in his hand.

I rushed to wash the dishes I used to eat, and a moment later already caught up with Bang Nusa. Paper papers scattered on the table, there are even some of them are still in the prin device connected to the Bang Nusa Laptop which is full of letters lined up.

"What a busy thing, Bang. There are many important letters. Not a land letter." Said me while sitting myself on the carpet velvet not far from Bang Nusa who is currently turning to look at me.

"Want to register CPNS Kejagung." Bang Nusa replied casually, but not with the eyes of Bang Nusa who highlighted questioningly to me.

"Well, Bang Nusa is really cool. Rose do'ain to accept." I said happily without making it.

"Thank you, War." Bang Nusa sighed deeply while rubbing the tip of the cup slowly. "Bitter this green tea, it won't be as bitter as someone without a future, War." Bang Nusa continued slowly but full of affirmation.

"What were you doing in Kostan.?" Bang Nusa turned to ask me in a search.

"Is this related to the story of Bang Daffa.?" Back, the word ask who came out.

Bang Nusa pulled his tea cup, and for a moment enjoyed the steaming tea. "A girl, like someone else's cup of tea, War. Once the person who has the tea drinks it, then others will be disgusted to take it."

"Roses aren't that low, Bang." Reply lirih.

"Papa and Mama let you go far away, all because of Melati. And their trust will easily collapse if you can't maintain it." Bang Nusa continued by not giving me confidence. "Is it true that Daffa says, if you often sleep in a room with men, and it's not just one man.?" He came out that word too.

"That's right, Bang. But, it wasn't anyone else either, it was Erik." My answer.

Bang Nusa looked at me with a look of disbelief. "Erik is also a man, War."

"But, we really only slept Bang. Bang Nusa knows how the rose is with Erik. Come, Bang. Cook Bang Nusa do not believe in the rose."

"Keep, who Daffa sees you again hugging in bed the same man who is bare-chested, Erik too.?" Ask Bang Nusa.

I shook my head slowly. "That's Rendi. Ponakan Bu Kost's. He was still a boy Bang, because his body was the only one that bongsor that Bang Daffa misunderstood." Answer me by asking for trust in Bang Nusa.

"Can you ask me the same question as Erik.?" Bang Nusa's speech this time has been heard soften.

"It can be so." Answer me with a smile towards Bang Nusa.

"Yes, I've rested there. It looks so tired." Said Bang Nusa by widening his smile towards me.

"Bang, Sister Melati and Bang Daf.." My word just got cut off. While in my heart, I cursed my folly that has followed the intense curiosity.

"Just pray for the happiness of Melati, War. Brother never saw Melati happy and so excited when she was with Daffa." Bang Nusa's answer was good, but it made a pain room in my heart. And I have to wake myself up, that he loves me one-sidedly. So, there is no demanding place for pain, except from treating it yourself.

It is true that Bang Nusa said, that Kak Melati never looked so happy and excited. It was only this time that I saw it, and it was not right for me to ruin Melati's happiness for my one-sided feelings, who had given everything for me.

And all my efforts were in vain to look different before Bang Daffa. In fact, it is true that Erik said, if indeed love does not require any change. But, it seems like I am comfortable with my current appearance. So, there is no harm if I really change my appearance for the comfort of myself not to be a comfortable place for others..

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Mean motif is what Bang Daffa kok ngadu ngadu Bang Nusa. Fortunately ae Bang Nusa did not play emotions.

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