Roses Are Not in Love
Full Surprise.

A series of checks have been done, and in fact I can focus on taking care of everything for Aliena, because for a week what I was afraid of didn't happen at all. Today is the day that all the results of the examination will be read by the doctor, after yesterday Aliena underwent the last examination.

Aliena really is a strong and great child, why? Because from the beginning of the examination to the last yesterday, Aliena never complained excessively, even though I know how the pain when the drug is inserted through the infuse tube. And the pain when several times had to be drawn blood to be brought to the lab.

Truly, Aliena made me moved as well as firmly footing my feet on the earth deeper. Maybe because Aliena knew there was no place to lean on her mother. The new Aliena looked spoiled when the day after Rendi came to visit us, while bringing Budenya who was none other than Bu Gina my boarding mother first. He is still as good as he used to be, although it is a bit of a shock to see my current appearance.

Located on the third floor with a room containing several people, only Aliena who looks like a healthy child but must have a lot of needles and drugs consumed. That's what makes me wonder, if there's an Aliena, if she's just a fever.

I was confused when Aliena asked. "What's the pain, Bun.?" Because I really don't know yet, asking the doctor or treatment the answer is the same. He was told to wait until this day comes. However, by noon I had not been called to the doctor's office.

And finally after one bag of antibiotics runs out all the Aliena medical devices are removed, leaving only a needle to enter the drug or infuse again. When I asked why that was so, the nurse's answer confused me even more, because the possibility that Aliena would still be undergoing treatment.

"For more details later will be conveyed by the doctor, Mother." The doctor replied as I kept pressing to know. It was not long ago that I was told by the sisters to meet with the doctor.

"Mother, Alin is saturated here constantly. Aliena's going to the park, yeah." Said Aliena as soon as I left to go to the doctor's office.

Looking through the big window, there is a garden down there. But, letting Aliena go there alone, obviously I can't bear it. "Next same Mother yes. Mommy just briefly met the doctor, later Mommy will be fast and we play under the same." Reply ahirnya.

Aliena did not answer anything, only her head did not turn away from it and I knew what kind of attitude Aliena was. Signs that Aliena really wants to go there and does not want to give an answer later, just like her father.

Sighing deeply, I tried hard to give understanding to Aliena that it was not that she did not allow it, only that I was too worried, because this is a new place as well as many people.

"Moment promise, be patient." This time Aliena looked at me, her clear eyes highlighting no expression but a moment later her head nodded. "Smart kid. Mother go away for a minute." I immediately kissed Aliena on the head and stepped out after leaving Aliena to one of the people who was also looking after her child and to the nurse as well.

After crossing the hospital hallway, I arrived in front of the elevator door, and did not wait long for the steel door to open without anyone in it. For sure I went inside, dialed the number where the floor I wanted to go, then the door was about to close again.

The footsteps of someone running towards the elevator made me push the button again to stop the movement of the door. But the man who ran stopped, which also made me hold my head to look at him. Not because I wanted to know or why, just hearing his name called made me want to make sure if it was him.

"dr.Currently." That's how the sister called out to her, and if I could see from her posture that was now on my back, I could confirm that it was her. So taking a thousand steps is the thing I have to do now, because I don't want someone from the past to know about Aliena.

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"Polycythemia.?" I repeated the doctor's words with a question. Because this sounds foreign at the same time like a dangerous thing, because from the mimic doctors convey full of caution while making sure I am ready to hear it.

"So this is Mother. Polycythemia or Erythrocytosis is the increased number of red blood cells in the circulation. And classified as abnormalities in red blood cells that begin in the spinal cord. This can happen due to heredity, but it often happens because in the absence of that factor and also not because of bacteria." I continued to listen to what the doctor said with mixed feelings, and still guessed what really happened with Aliena.

"This includes rare, Mother. Because usually this polycythemia attacks the sufferer in the age range of limapuluh years." There are so many explanations given by doctors that actually make my head feel dizzy. Because it keeps spinning around things that I don't understand right yet.

"Doctor, if you can explain in summary, what happened to my son.?" I asked once the doctor paused his long sentence.

The doctor looked at me with pity, then rubbed my hand slowly like I was giving me an energy to stay strong. "Polycythemia in other words can be called a rare blood cancer."

Want me to shout God is unfair to me if I do not remember that there is no power and effort other than to complain to God through do'a. Indeed do'a has no life, it cannot be real unless we work on it.

Saving my tears so that Aliena wouldn't see it I returned to Aliena's ward by walking slowly through each step of the stairs. Until I felt my legs wobbly, my body needed shoulder support to remain able to stand upright, I chose to rest on the floor with tears that continued to break. How sad it is at a time like this.

Remembering the strength of Aliena, I got up and resumed my steps with the same spirit when the doctor sentenced Aliena to abortion. Isn't this the same situation with different conditions. In the past, I could only ask her to speak while stroking my stomach, now I could invite her to speak while holding her tightly.

Aliena is my spirit, as long as Aliena can keep smiling and strong with everything, why can't I. If I had not likened my dear to Aliena more than anything. The rush of rain, the hard waves that hit, and the enormity of the storm can I block for Aliena. All for Aliena.

Practicing my past steps to catch the stairs quickly faltered and my feet seemed to confess like they were planted on earth with a depth above flat, flat, as my eyes caught the figure that was also pecking at the end of the stairs.

For some reason today so many surprises that occur, people from massalu as if in droves come with invited. If this is a coincidence, why does God not give a beautiful coincidence, and why should he stand there.

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