Roses Are Not in Love
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My gaze grew increasingly blurred, along with my head that was pulsating and this has been almost four days I ignored because of the busyness that seemed to come tubi, added with some pressure that I feel little by little Bu Mega always reminds me, even though it is not conveyed clearly.

Yes, it has been six months since Bu Mega and Dad and his mother Bang Daffa came to visit Pesantren. And from then on, almost every week Bu Mega will report the situation of Adit, as well as talk at length about the role of a connecting mother for Adit.

The highlight was last week, when Bu Mega blatantly asked for my willingness to be a connecting mother for Adit, on the grounds that Adit loved me so much or vice versa. Indeed, Ms. Mega did not ask me to answer it at this time, but from her speech asking me it was as if I did not want my answer is no.

And because the words of Bu Mega is what makes me some days continue to think hard, until I was omeled by Bia because my food is often only touched a little or intact on the plate. I wanted to tell Bia about Bu Mega's request, but when I returned to remember Bia's kindness to me, I was afraid that Bia would be dissolved thinking about this.

I also wanted to tell Mas Karang about this, but I was afraid that Mas Karang thought I was too aggressive to be a woman. But, if I don't talk about this with Mas Karang, I won't be able to make a decision for Bu Mega either.

"War, you're fine." Said Bia when my steps were no longer stable, because the pulse in my head was becoming more and more, even the floor in front of me seemed to turn around. "Oh my God, War. Your body is hot." Hysterical Bia and immediately swept me in the opposite direction of our original goal.

"Bi, where are we going.?" I asked Bia in between our steps.

"To the nearest Hospital." Reply Bia quickly while busy contacting someone via his mobile phone.

"Bi, there's no need for that dorm. We go back to Pesantren, after a break I'll be better."

"This time just don't mengeyel. You're lemes like this. From yesterday he likes to eat late." Oceh Bia's.

"Bi, I'm ma.."

"No, I didn't hear what. You are following me. Point." Cut Bia.

Bia sat me in front of the minimarket and rushed inside. Shortly after Bia returned with mineral water that had been in his possession and thrust it to me.

"bitter." I said while shaking.

"Yes bitter, you have to drink a lot of water so as not to be dehydrated." Ngeyel Bia and keep beating the bottle filled with water to me.

With my hands shaking and my head getting heavier, I also received water from Bia and gulped it down several times because of Bia's eye-splitting.

"Huk, huek." The water that was still in my esophagus was back I spewed with cold sweat along with a creak on my face even felt cold on my back.

"War, you can still hold on for a little while, right." Panicked Bia while patting my cheek.

"Hem." Answer me

"Don't break it, War. Open your eyes, don't faint yet." Panic Bia.

In the middle of waking up and not I continued to answer Bia's words, but I don't know what words I said to Bia. Because Bia's voice was getting louder and finally I gave up by closing my eyes after trying my hardest to stay awake.

Before I really fell asleep, sayup sayup like I heard the sound of Mas Karang and shortly after that I like to lighten up by flying in silence.

After a long dark and silent silence that accompanied, finally I heard a mutter or rather someone was talking. Opening my eyes slowly, I spread my gaze in all directions and found a clean white room with its distinctive aroma that made me want to vomit again.

"Don't hold it. Just get it out." Mas Karang slowly said.

"Still nauseous.?" Ask Mas Karang again which I only answered with a head slowly.

"Where is it.?" I asked Mas Karang.

"Don't tell me to go eat." Answer Mas Karang slowly. "Do you want anything.?" Ask the Coral.

"You want water." Reply weak.

Without speaking any more, Mas Karang immediately took the mineral water and drank it to me.

"Thank you." Thin smile Mas Karang try to carve for me. I know Mas Karang is tired, it can be seen from his face that is teriaht tangled, plus the look of his eyes that are not like what I have to send it, because there it looks worried as well as tight also tired.

There are many questions from the highlight, but the worry and fear highlight is much more dominant. Even from his breath it was also seen that the turmoil in his chest was being overwhelmed with delema. Maybe it was because I was the cause.

"Mas Karang, when can I go home.?" Tanyaku.

"It depends on your spirit to get well soon."

"I don't like the smell of the Hospital."

"Everyone doesn't want it, Rose." Answer Mas Karang slowly who is now in the middle of the temple busy checking the hanging infuse.

"Sampean is not busy, doctors like sampean should not be idle or have only one patient." I tried to get out of an uncomfortable conversation.

"It could be like that. What else is the patient's own girlfriend." Mas Karang joined the joke that makes me busy turning my face in another direction. I don't know, every time Mas Karang calls me his girlfriend, every time I feel so embarrassed. Though this is not the first time Mas Karang said it.

"Rose, look here." Said Mas Karang again.

"Why, I want to look there." My Kilah.

"No, there's nothing, it's what I have to explain." My answer is still kekeh do not want to look towards Mas Karang.

"Well, if you don't want to, I'd better go back to my room. Rest up. Krekk." Said Mas Karang together with the sound of the chair he moved.

Angry, is Mas Karang angry with my behavior. But, I know Mas Karang is not an angry person. However, when the body is tired and added with the mind, it will obviously be irritable.

"Mas, sorry." I said as I looked at Mas Karang who was already standing behind me and preparing to head for the exit.

I felt even more guilty when Mas Karang did not heed my words and instead stepped towards the door. I was stuck staring at the closed door swallowing Mas Karang behind it.

For some time I was still staring at the closed door, hoping that Mas Karang would come back with a smile. But, until the door was opened and brought Bia into the room, Mas Karang still did not return.

And as soon as I heard the door open again, my head quickly turned towards it. But again, I had to be disappointed by my own actions. Because the one who came was not Mas Karang but a nurse with some drugs and syringes in his tray.

"Good afternoon, Mother Rose." Greet two sisters with a friendly smile.

"Good afternoon, Sus." My answer.

"What is still, nausea, dizziness or any other complaints.?" Ask the nurse with a thick body.

"A little dizzy just as lemes, Sus." My answer.

The two sisters continued to invite me to chat while doing their duties, and when they were done they both elbowed each other to convey but seemed afraid because Bia who had been previously stuck next to my ward.

"Is there anything else to check, Sus.?" Ask Bia.

"No, no more, Ma'am."

"If you may know, what disease is attacking my friend, Sus." Ask Bia.

"The question will be better you just ask directly with the Doctet, because the doctor concerned will explain with flamboyance."

"like that. Then let me meet with dr.Karang tomorrow." Reply to Bia by muttering a mangosteen.

"Sorry, who handles Mba Mawar is not dr.Karang, but dr.Rissa. If you want to meet him he's in poly right now." The nurse explained.

"Eh, yes. I guess dr.Corals. Then I don't see dr.Rissa right now. War, you're alone first yeah." Bia said quickly to stand up and leave my room and it was followed by one of the sisters.

"Sus, is there any more.?" I asked because I saw one sister who had not come out.

"Oh that, Ma'am. There was a note from dr. Karang. But, it's still in my locker. I'll get it for a second." He said and immediately came out and shortly after came back again with a small pepper bag in his hand. "Here, Ma'am."

"Thank you, Sus." I said as soon as my hand touched the papper bag. The nurse left with her sweet smile.

I glanced at the papper bag on my lap, then checked the contents. Before I ficus on the shiny object in it I first pulled a piece of paper that also participated in the paper bag.

The writing is straight connected neatly lined up in the middle of the white paper. And this writing is not like the writing of a Doctor in general, because it is too good for the size of the writing of the Doctor.

Love and longing are just as hard. But there is much more weight when holding back longs with all the questions, whether people who are missed have similar love and longing.

I have a job in the next few days out of town. I really appreciate your honesty, Rose, if you'd like to explain what's wrong with you even though I already know. But, if you want to explain to me, at least I feel that this relationship is not just me trying to know you.

I'm waiting for you at your usual place in a week. I Love You's.

"Really, I have the same feeling. It's just, I need time to tell you everything so as not to burden you. Because this relationship doesn't have a clear name yet." I muttered as I folded the paper and put it back into the papper bag, then switched to grab the Rose-shaped crystal in a glass box.

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