Roses Are Not in Love
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The sky is not always blue and cloudy not always also brings rain. But, it is certain that every rain will bring water with it. Maybe the rainbow will come after, if the sun wants to say hello after that. Because everything remains secret. Like my secret revealed today. And I didn't have time to ponder it, because Aliena's doctor's call arrived.

Sitting next to Aliena's father listening to every detail of Aliena's health development and the treatment we had to undergo made us both just keep quiet. One or two sentences sounds ordinary, because I hear them often. However, a line of words doctors say about the treatment of Aliena makes me want to not turn my head to see the reaction of the person sitting in the chair next to me.

"There's one way that it's likely to work seven-five percent, which is by giving birth again and taking the placenta from the umbilical cord." His expression was quite legible to me and it was the same as mine. Bummer.

"That could be clarified again doc.?" The sentence that came out of Aliena's father also had a prediction, and very precise.

"God, Daddy and Mommy Aliena should have anal back. And this method is the most successful of all similar treatments like Aliena." Convinced the doctor to both of us.

"I believe you two will also take into account what I said, given that Aliena is also time to have a sister." Both of us remained silent until the doctor allowed us to leave the room.

Choosing to spur my steps so as not to need to match the steps of Father Aliena, I also care about my ears from the call of Father Aliena. Because I need time to think, especially about the doctor's advice.

Arriving at Aliena's room, there my mind could not calm down. Even the smile of Aliena did not give me the strength I always had. Erik's presence, which always gives me spirit, is also unable to arouse passion in the chest. Just because the words of doctor Aliena are also because Mas Karang is still here.

It's not a matter of hard to take Aliena's heart, what else if that's what it does is Mas Karang. Because I know exactly the character of Mas Karang is almost similar to Rendi, so I know very well the effort to persuade him is extraordinary. What else Adit added in the middle of the two of them, of course, makes everything easier.

"What did the doctor say.?" Rendi asked as usual every time I just met the dokyer, but this time it sounded unbiased in my ears, and the jerky discouraged me from keeping it.

"War.?" Erik repeated while touching my shoulder.

"It's late in the afternoon, Bella must be waiting for you to come home." Reply origin.

Erik knitted his eyebrows together while looking at me fixedly. "There's nothing you can't say to the cave yet." Telak Erik, and I quickly nodded in response to him.

"Alright, the cave will wait the longest tomorrow." Erik said giving an ultimatum with his tone of voice as well as the look in his eyes. "Gua believes in loe, War. Gua hope there will no longer be a loe playing cat kelingan the same cave again, even though it has become a hobby loe since growing big first." Erik said before he stood up and said goodbye to Adit and Aliena.

Adit, I can usually forget the presence of Adit, just because Adit did not return my greeting and did not want to touch at all. However, behind his cold attitude towards me, I knew Adit was silent and looked at me. And it would immediately throw away his gaze, once I caught him.

"Mother, Alin wants Mommy next door." Aliena said as she waved her hand at me.

"Behold dear." I replied while deliberately stalling, so that Mas Karang knew that I would not be comfortable if I had to be too close to him. It was fortunate that Mas Karang's phone rang that it was for the umpteenth time since I was here earlier.

As soon as Mas Karang moved away from the Aliena ward, I rushed to Aliena and Adit who were busy. Intentionally, I did take this moment so that Adit could not just run away.

"Try big where Brother's hand is the same as Mother's hand." Said intentionally.

"Yes, yes Brother, Alin wants to see." Aliena answered enthusiastically.

For a moment Adit looks riled up while turning his head towards Mas Karang. And shortly after that Adit welcomed my outstretched hand in front of him while half whispering to me. "Antuy Rose is not Mother Adit." My chest feels tight, but what can I do. Because it was my fault for forgetting my role for Adit because he was busy healing wounds.

"Alin wants to." Said Aliena who directly piled her hands on our hands, to make Adit more and more not warty.

It's okay, today I haven't been able to hug Adit, and can only hold his hand. Because I realized, I had become her first heartbroken after giving all her first love to me. Like I said before, every wound will definitely find a cure, as well as Adit Dan returned, surely Aliena will also be the medicine for us later.

"Roses." Mas Karang said quietly along with the open door that brought Father Aliena inside.

"War, can we talk for a second." Said Aliena's father in a quick tone like he was in a hurry. I turned my gaze alternately towards the two people who seemed to be in a fight. Maybe I can feel what made Mas Karang do that, but Father Aliena.? Whyyyy.? That question became a pretty big sign in my brain.

"There's greetings from Mom." Say Mas Karang quickly. This is not the attitude of Mas Karang that I know first, because the Mas Karang that I know has great respect for Aliena's father. This is what, what exactly happened five years ago to be able to change the attitude and temper Mas Karang with his brastic.

"That's what I want to tell you, War." Continue Aliena's Father.

I took a deep breath while closing my eyes tightly, while my brain was busy choosing the words I was about to put out without having to answer both. Not if you want to fix and make peace with the mass must be totality. Therefore, what was in my brain did not hesitate to let me out to Aliena.

"Aliena, would you like to meet Oma and Uti.?" Saying slowly.

"Not only Oma and Uti, there's Om too, Aunt and Sister Cantika." Adit answered enthusiastically without being made.

"Well, Alin likes a lot of people. Mother and Alin will not be deserted anymore." Aliena's little lips have been talking endlessly asking Adit to tell anyone who is his family. Perhaps, if Aliena was a vengeful child inheriting my heavy attitude of making peace with the past, surely Aliena would hate me who had hidden her from her family. For whatever reason, what I did to Aliena is still wrong.

"Thank you, Rose." Lirih Mas Karang once the atmosphere again melts with the joy of Aliena and Adit's patience with the enthusiasm of Aliena.

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The night quickly crept, as fast as the winds that brought the change of seasons, as well as the change in health of Aliena who seemed to have more power just by hearing Adit's story about his extended family. Even tonight, Aliena continued to show her good reactions by surprising the sisters with her good report.

Sleeping tucked away in a ward given extra ward after the drama wants to sleep together by Aliena. Here are the four of us. Aliena and Adit are halfway between me and Aliena's father.

"It's been taking medicine and it's time for bed." I said quietly as the cool Aliena wanted to hear the story.

"Mother's soon." Deny Aliena while pulling my hand to please her.

"Five more minutes well, that's seeing you're sleepy. Doesn't you have to go to school tomorrow.?" I don't know how many times, I asked Adit who had no answer from him. And this time, Adit couldn't dwell on my question even though he was just admiring it as an answer, it was more enough for me.

"Don't look here, Dad too." Aliena and plek. Instantly my eyes and the eyes of Father Aliena collided. "Dad, where's the hand." Aliena continued and before long the big hands of Aliena's father had piled up on our hands.

"Aliena likes it like this. Aliena wants to keep going like this." Aliena said again without knowing that something was pinching my chest so hard that I chose to pull my hand quickly.

"Mother, Alin ma.."

"Five minutes, go to sleep." I said firmly while moving my hand to Aliena's head and stroking her gently.

Back in my eyes and Father Aliena met, lahi and again. I don't know what to do with that look. Why, what's up.? All become questions that really do not need me to know the answer. Because it's none of my business. I'm abai.

The subtle sighs of Aliena, Adit and their Father were already heard. It was marked, that they had ventured into the land of Kapok. To that end, I chose to lift my body and herd my feet towards the window of the room at the end of the room after confirming that the Aliena ward had me locked.

Embracing both my arms, I dribbled my gaze deep into one of the flashing street lights that wanted to give up being a light. It was exactly the same as me wanting to give up. If I had not remembered, I would have approved this destiny before God long before I was born. And so, giving up easily seemed to be a beautiful wind that blew away.

But, why and why I have stayed, it is clear that I have faith that every time that happens, God has measured the capacity of our abilities. If, I had survived to this point, would it not have been enough to prove that I had agreed with the destiny that God had shown me when in Lauhul mahfudz.

"There's a cold phenomenon now." The words of Aliena's father awakened me with my daydream.

"Maybe." I answered softly, which is more precisely an erratic answer.

Aliena's father was already standing beside me, and also came to stare far away where I was throwing my eyes away. "I'm sorry, War. I was too blindfolded and blinded by hatred."

I still don't want to answer it, not because I like to hear it, but it hurts my chest. Because of his every apology, it made your heart weak by remembering his bad attitude towards me. Because my heart is not as clean as a worshiper who has no desire to hate.

The more I shut up, the more words came out of Aliena's father. Until, I could not take it anymore and chose to ask him to stop, but in my way.

"I don't want to remember it, because I don't want hatred lodged in my heart." I turned and left him. But I have not stepped up, back he said stopping my desire.

"War, about the doctor's words as well as Aliena's request, can you consider it.?"

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